7

ESCAPE

dorje

 

I STARED OUT the dirty window of the bottle-green Plymouth, watching trees and rocky coastline slide by, now broken by low-hanging clouds and fog. We were still on Highway 1, nearing where it merged with 101, not far from the Oregon border.

I hadn’t been on this stretch of road since I was a kid.

What took minutes on Highway 5, or even 101 North from San Francisco to Eureka, took hours along Highway 1, making the twisting two-lane road hugging the jagged coastline feel endless. But Revik wanted us off the main highway, at least until we crossed state lines.

Even within seaside towns, he took side streets, avoiding the main “strips,” if they could be called that in towns that maybe had four bars, a salt-eaten motel, a greasy spoon, a church, a head shop and one drive-through coffee stand.

Somewhere near Fort Bragg, he uncuffed me from the door.

I suppose I should’ve been grateful for that, but as my hands and ankles remained bound, my gratitude was limited. I watched the sun slink into the Pacific as pelicans skimmed by, beating long wingspans.

I felt him looking at me.

When he didn’t stop after a few minutes, I exhaled sharply, facing him.

“What?”

He turned the worn, leather-wrapped wheel of the Plymouth, sliding onto the main street of another seaside village whose name I didn’t know. We passed a few bars and an auto shop. His pale eyes shone in the neon signs as night approached.

“We are low on gas. Can I trust you?”

“Dehgo...whatever your name is...”

“Revik.”

“Right. Are you going to tell me? What that guy meant about me ending the world?”

He exhaled. “Terian was trying to unbalance you. But it is true that they...” He amended, “...We believe you to be someone important.”

“Important how?”

“Allie, can I trust you, if I—”

“Revik, important how?”

Clicking to himself, he pulled into a nearby Arco station.

Stopping in front of a pump, he turned off the ignition. When an attendant walked right up to the window, I realized with some surprise that we must be in Oregon already. Revik rolled down the window, which stuck a few times. He gave me a last warning glance.

“Hey! Cool car, man! What can she do on the freeway...?”

The boy’s words trailed, just before his eyes filmed over.

Revik sat up to tug the money clip from his back pocket, handing through a few bills of paper currency to the kid attendant. I noticed the attendant’s eyes didn’t look at me as he took the folded paper. They also didn’t glance at the rust-colored stains on Revik’s shirt, or the slash of the same on his pale neck.

“Revik...”

Frowning, he glanced at me, then at the rearview mirror.

I watched as he licked his fingers, rubbing at the dark stain on his neck. Then he leaned over my lap and pulled open the glove box. Taking out an oil rag, he poured some water in it from a plastic bottle and rubbed it over his neck, erasing the mark completely.

“Where did you get this car anyway?” I said. “Speaking of cool cars.”

“I stole it.”

I felt my jaw tighten a little, but truthfully, I wasn’t sure what I’d been expecting for an answer. Looking back at the minimart attached to the gas station, I only nodded.

“Revik, I’m hungry. I’m thirsty, too.”

Instead of answering, he handed me the half-full water bottle.

I tilted it over my mouth, drinking.

His tone remained neutral. “Like I told you...historical periods have beginnings, middles and ends,” he said. “At the end, the dominant species has an opportunity to evolve...in several possible directions. We seers call these opportunities Displacements.”

In the mirrors, he watched the boy hook the pump to the tank. His fingers gripped the wheel when he looked back at me, his skin a greenish-white in the florescent light.

“In some human mythology, this is called ‘Apocalypse,’” he added, his pale irises reflecting that same green light. “Do you know this word?”

I rolled my eyes. “Yeah. I might have heard it on one or two heavy metal albums.” I watched the blond kid in the dingy overalls enter the convenience store. He walked to one of the coolers in the back, pulled out a large bottle of water.

“...So you understand,” Revik said. “This will, of necessity, affect all of the species, not just humans. The elders have seen signs of the human Displacement approaching. Some of these signs relate to developments in the natural world. Others have to do with—”

“Okay,” I said, still watching the boy. “...So you’re paranoid. What does any of that have to do with me?” I watched the blond kid pull two plastic-sealed sandwiches out of a cooler, two apples, a bag of chips...

“Burrito,” I blurted. “Get me a frozen burrito...he can throw it in the microwave, right?”

A hint of revulsion grew visible in the set of Revik’s mouth, but when I looked back at the store, the blond kid was stuffing a plastic-covered burrito into a industrial microwave and twisting the grease-covered dial.

When I glanced over, Revik was watching me again, his eyes narrow.

He said, “The Bridge ushers in the Displacement. They are the catalyst. They are also what we call an intermediary being...one of the first. Historically, they gather three friends—”

“Let me guess...the four of us, we all ride horses, right?” I propped my cuffed hands on the armrest. “I do read, you know.”

I leaned my head on the glass of the passenger side window. Glancing in the side mirror, I winced. I looked like I’d escaped from a mental hospital, then got beaten up and thrown in a dumpster. When I looked over, I saw him watching me again, his expression wary.

“Trust me to attract crazies even among the seers,” I said. “...Jon will love this.”

Looking away finally, Revik rolled down his window, accepting the receipt from the blond in the dirty coveralls. The blue and white patch on his breast labeled him “Jerry.” Jerry handed a paper bag through the window that Revik immediately placed on my lap, where its warmth soaked through my waitressing uniform skirt.

“The Bridge is the catalyst,” Revik repeated, like I hadn’t spoken. “They have their place, and their purpose...just like any of the intermediary beings.” He turned the key in the ignition, and the GTX’s engine rumbled back to life. “You need to understand your importance. Not in terms of ego, but of role. It is a responsibility, Allie.”

I looked up from the bag. “So, just to be clear. You're saying I am going to end the world...at least as we know it. And that this is a job that I should take seriously...and do really, really well.” Shaking my head a little, I smirked at him. “Did I get that right...Revik?”

I watched him think. “Yes,” he said. “That is right. Simplistic, but ultimately correct.” Before I could speak, or even laugh, I saw his eyes click back into focus. “You will meet Vash. Then you will understand.”

“Did you just read my mind?” I said.

“Yes.”

“Is that absolutely fucking necessary?” I said.

He thought about this also, glancing at me.

“Yes,” he said.


dorje


I STAND ON a high building above a smoky city.

An angular, steel and glass structure shaped like a square reaches up on two legs from the edges of the skyline in front of me, barely visible through a veil of smog and smoke drifting near the ground in the pre-dawn light. Beyond that oddly-shaped building, more skyscrapers reach up like jagged teeth, stretching in rows as far as I can see. A low building made of watery glass, bulging shades of blue-green and blue-white, like giant raindrops, crouches incongruously in all of that smoke, an artificial world that looks better suited to the bottom of the ocean.

Already, lights are coming on, even though the sun isn’t yet above the horizon.

People emerge from tall buildings and single-dwelling homes with briefcases and backpacks. Some of them jump on bicycles or mopeds, or patiently wait for buses and trains, drinking hot drinks and reading feed marquees. The whisper of car horns grows audible as others crawl along a jam-packed freeway, fighting to get downtown.

I recognize this skyline, but I’ve never been here.

I’ve seen it on the feeds.

Even as I search for landmarks, sound erupts over the horizon, followed by a silence so profound the city’s heart stops beating.

Trails of smoke follow bullet-like shapes over a curve of amber sky.

Then...the wailing sirens start up for real.

White streaks of light multiply to the increasing pitch of air raid horns.

I watch, my breath caught, as people stand like penguins staring at the sun. The first missile hits, creates a shock wave of smoke, then a rapidly blooming mushroom cloud that looms over every building. The sky goes from amber to pink to red even as, in the distance, another missile kicks up an even larger cloud of dust, forming a second, blood-red pillar of smoke.

Another hits, then another.

One crashes through a leg of the upright square, another flattens the watery glass structure and I hear the scream of metal as it rips through steel, just before—


dorje

 

I JERKED AWAKE.

My face hurt from being ground into a wrinkle in the cloth seat. Drool connected my lips to the cushion until I raised my cuffed hands, wiping my mouth clumsily with my fingers.

Gazing through a dirty window at the pre-dawn light, I felt my heart clench.

But this was no smoke-drenched city of auto-rickshaws, bicycles and millions of Chinese. All I saw was pale blue sky above a low horizon of two-story Craftsman homes. Our car was the only one I could see in an empty parking lot before it transitioned back to the main road. I glimpsed ocean through the trunks of trees on the other side of that same road, broken by more houses on a street that sloped downwards, probably leading eventually to the beach itself. A seagull sat on a dimming orange parking lot light, stabbing at something with its beak that it held between its toes.

Next to me, he shifted position, drawing my eyes.

His long body stretched across the driver’s seat, his head and neck cramped in the crack by the driver’s side door. Despite the awkward angle of his body, he was asleep.

His face, even his hands lay open as he breathed.

I watched him sleep, and that inexplicable nausea I’d felt around him in the park returned. It rose and crested...then started to recede when I felt a returning pull from him, like a slow tugging below the navel that brought heat, along with another wave of that discomfort. I clutched my belly in reflex, then pressed my hand to the middle of my chest, rubbing the spot there, even as he shifted his weight uncomfortably, lowering a hand to rest on his thigh.

When that feeling didn’t lessen, a soft sound left his throat.

I waited to see if he would wake. When he didn’t, I let out my held breath.

Quietly, I bent forward, testing the binders on my ankles.

The hard plastic had already cut into my skin. I tugged on the ring anyway, feeling the connecting points for how to unlock the plastic knot. I fumbled with the end, realized a key fit in there, a small one.

I opened the glove box, moving papers and the oil rag as quietly as I could, looking for something sharp, but all I found was a broken pen that leaked ink, a used up book of matches and a condom so old the wrapper had cracked in the heat of the engine. I felt around under the seat, looking for anything that might saw through the thick plastic.

“Does it hurt?”

I jerked back, slamming my head into the open glove box lid. When I glanced up, rubbing my head, his pale eyes shone orange in the streetlights.

“Do you sleep?” I said.

He didn’t answer, but leaned forward, reaching into his back pocket.

My eyes followed his hands as he pulled out a rectangular piece of featureless, black metal. He unfolded the blade housed inside and before I could fully absorb the reality of the knife, he bent to my ankles. Without warning the hint of nausea leapt.

Holding the plastic off my skin, he cut through it with a single tug.

I was still reacting to the relief of that pressure being gone when he pulled off the hard coil, letting it drop to the floor of the car. Once he had, he traced the red line on my ankle with his finger. When he did, the nausea surged, catching me off-guard.

Swallowing, I looked away.

“Is it all right?” His voice was gruff.

“Yeah.” I drew my feet away from his fingers. “Thanks.”

“I should have taken it off,” he said.

“It’s fine. Forget it.”

I watched him look at me.

As I did, I couldn’t help but remember what he was. Even in early adolescence, all I’d ever heard about seers was that they had, well, issues with sex...that they were born with abnormally high sex drives, that the males would rape or manipulate women into sleeping with them, that the females couldn’t say no to anyone, no matter who they were. I always figured it was b.s., a way to scare girls off the males at least.

Looking at him now, though, I wondered.

There was definitely something different about his sexuality...an added component of some kind. Whatever it was, there seemed to be a lot of it.

Averting his eyes, he sank back in his seat. After he refolded the knife and replaced it in his back pocket, he shoved his hand in his front pocket, extracting the keys.

“Did you sleep?” I said. “Or were you faking before?”

Ignoring me, he started the car, gunning it slightly to blow out the exhaust. “Are you hungry?”

“Yeah,” I said. “Can I call my mom?”

The look in his eyes flattened. “No.”

He put the car in gear. The wheels crunched through gravel and garbage as he drove to the edge of the parking lot. We bumped over the low curb as he pulled onto the road.

“Where are we?” I said.

“Washington.”

“Washington? What happened to Oregon?”

“You slept through Oregon. I took us to the main highway.”

I gazed out at the gray-looking town, feeling my stomach start to cramp. “Why?” I said finally.

“I wanted to make some time. There is a safe house in Seattle. I thought—”

“No,” I said, shaking my head. “Why can’t I call my mother?”

His fingers tightened on the steering wheel.

“Say I believe you,” I said. “Say I believe some of it, anyway. Why can’t I call my mom, tell her I’m okay?”

He shook his head. “The Rooks will have infiltrators with your people by now.”

It took another few seconds for his words to penetrate.

“My people?” I said.

Not seeming to notice my stressed tone, he nodded, once. “They will use them to gather imprints on you. To track you.” He pointed to a sign with missing marquee letters. “...I could get us food there.”

I stared at him, my mouth ajar. My voice rose. “Use them? To track me? How does that work, exactly?”

He focused on a field beside the road, a stretch of sharply green, waving grasses dotted with wildflowers where cows grazed in the early morning light.

“Revik!”

My tone jerked his eyes over. His fingers tightened reflexively on the steering wheel.

“What does that mean?” I said. “Are they going to hurt my mom? My friends?”

After a flat beat of time, he looked back out the window.

“All right,” he said. “We will eat later.”

He turned onto the ramp for Highway 5 North. The Plymouth made a growling noise as he accelerated from the base of the hill.

In my defense, I didn’t actually know I was going to do it.

I didn’t plan it, which is probably why he didn’t look over until I already had my fingers on the handle of the car door.

By the time he lunged, I was in mid-motion.

My weight followed with a hard lurch as my fingers snapped the latch.

His foot slipped on the clutch...he miscalculated where he aimed his hand as a result, snatching at the edge of my ripped shirt, getting the blanket instead. I slid off the seat and into cold rushing air as the blanket unraveled around me...

There was a silence.

In it, I felt free, an odd rush of joy...

Then my body smashed inelegantly into the ground.

I hit, bounced, rolled, scraping arms and elbows and face as I tumbled down a rock and weed and garbage-strewn slope beneath the ramp.

My cuffed wrists smacked against my chest, then my face. I finally used them to slow my fall, digging the metal rings into the dirt as I slid on my stomach, my legs partly splayed. Coughing gravel dust and dirt, I stumbled drunkenly to my feet at the bottom, my ankles still stinging from the plastic bindings. Somehow I felt that more than the pain of the fall itself. Brushing bits of rock off my forearms and knees, I limped barefoot towards the main road.

On the ramp above, the GTX had come squealing to a stop.

Another car slammed it from behind, knocking it further into the middle of the ramp. Cars careened into angled stops in a rough line behind the first, and promptly began to honk.

Revik got out. Ignoring the other drivers, he walked to the edge of the ramp and looked down at me. A young guy in a stained shirt and cap got out of a rusted pickup and started walking towards the Plymouth.

“He’s a seer!” I screamed, pointing at Revik. “He kidnapped me!”

Revik stared down at me, his pale eyes hard.

The guy in the cap looked at me, then at Revik. His voice rose in excitement. “Call the cops, someone! Terrorist! Bona fide terrorist here! Call 911!”

Revik turned his head.

The boy with the stained baseball cap stopped in his tracks.

His face went into a childlike slump. After the barest pause, he turned around and walked back to his truck. He climbed into the cab and sat there without moving, not even honking. The two other people who’d gotten out of their cars also returned to them obediently.

Did you really think it would be that easy?

I jerked my eyes back to Revik, feeling my breath stop.

You know so much about seers, after all...

He was angry.

Really damned angry.

My throat constricted as I took in the expression on his face. I hadn’t been afraid of him before. I probably should have been, but I hadn’t been, not really. I was genuinely terrified of what I felt off him now, even as my physical vision slanted out, replaced by...

“Stay away from me!” I screamed.


dorje


...DARKNESS, HIM FLICKERING in and out, outlined in pale sky, shadowy and lean at the rise in the road, then stark in the negative, a brilliant light against indigo clouds. Dark gold meets red sparks through lines that make up his arms and chest.

I look at him and know I’m in the Barrier even as I take in his sharp, structured form.

I have barely wrapped my mind around this, when...

His arm surges with a fire-like light.

The light brightens, turns blinding, right before it leaves his fingers.

Before I can think what it might mean, the burst spins down upon me, aiming straight for me, like and I don’t think, don’t form a single conscious thought.

Instead, I step aside, even as a part of me reaches up, takes the fire-like ball and sling-shots it back at him in one smooth, reflexive motion...

It bears down on him, fast.

I stare, bewildered as I realize it’s going to hit him, that I just threw something at him, and I have no idea what it will do to him. Just before the fiery burst touches his outline, however, a white density of light materializes around him.

The burst hits the shield, glances off and dissipates.

It all happens so fast I barely take it in, and when it’s done I feel something off him, surprise, but with another feeling following close behind...not quite pleasure, but a sharp flicker of interest, like a part of him waking up.

The predator raises its head, focuses on me intently, like a wolf meeting its own kind.

My eyes snap back into focus, and I see him in the physical again. His pale, light-filled eyes are watching me, and I see the predatory stare there, too.

“Hey!” I hold up a hand, panicking. “No! No! I didn’t mean it...”

He starts walking down the hill.

“Revik! Leave me alone! Please!”

He doesn’t slow his steps.

My fear bursts out as anger, panicking me, throwing me back and forth into that other place, so that his image flickers, positive to negative. “If you or any of your...” crazy friends has hurt Jon... “Or Cass, or my mom...” I swear to God... “I will kill you...!”

The predator’s interest flares again at my threat, but I feel him rein it in.

His legs lengthen stride, and he is coming towards me faster now.

It is not safe, what you are doing. His light flashes back to gold, exuding reassurance, calm. You are calling attention to us behind the Barrier, Esteemed Bridge, which is dangerous to both of us. Walk to me, Allie. Before it is too late...

“Go to hell!” I back up in equal measure.

You are untrained, he warns. It is not safe...and I do not wish to hurt you.

“You’re a liar!”

He stops, as if listening to something far off. When he returns, the predator is gone.

Allie, I am not playing anymore! Come to me...now! There is no time!

The fear in his words disarms me, then confuses me.

Turning away from him altogether, I run, even as another negative image of him inside the Barrier fills my vision. Red and blue charges spark along his arms and legs, growing brighter. He throws another of those blindingly bright bolts at me, this one denser, and again I manage to sidestep it. Something above my head also reacts, pushing the bolt sideways.

The second reflex feels weaker than the first, though, almost like a muscle atrophied from lack of use.

I stumble towards the road, stub my toe on a rock and half-fall, pick myself up.

My limbs move muddily but I force them faster, fighting the rising sickness in my gut as his light reaches for mine, strangling some part of me I can’t see, making it hard to move. I make it to the road when the scene around me vanishes...replaced by dark blue clouds.

Blind, I try to manage my limbs, can’t.

Out of nowhere, a hard thud collides with the meat and bone of my physical body. Pain rockets up my leg, pools in the point of contact until...

I snapped out.

...and found myself staring into the chrome grill of a car, on my knees, holding my stomach. Nearby, a car door opened, and the sound is so loud it deafens me. I stared at the dotted dividing lines in the road, garnished with yellow reflectors.

“Get out of the road!” a man yelled at me.

A whisper of hope lifted my eyes.

And if you are the terrorist? the voice says. Will you still run to them to save you?

“Are you crazy, girl? Trying to kill yourself?”

Are you really so sure you’re not one of us?

Fear lurched me to my feet. My knees were bleeding but my first thought was that he was coming, that he was in my head, and even if he wanted to, this old man with the angry face and the bushy white eyebrows couldn’t save me.

I pushed past him, seeing his expression change as he took in my appearance, my hair matted with blood and dirt, my cut feet and hands, the ripped up waitress uniform and handcuffs.

“Girl.” He called after me. “Hey...girl! Are you all right? Where are you going?”

I looked back, but not at him.

The tall, black-haired seer had reached the bottom of the hill. He slid down the last of it on leather boots through dusty gravel and broken glass.

I ran, feeling each bare foot hit hard at the pavement. I darted into traffic, aiming for a nearby gas station, and again cars honked, swerved to avoid me, only now I tried to wave them down once more, too desperate to think about whether they could help me or not.

I pounded on the hood of a red compact when it screeched to a stop.

“Help! I’m being kidnapped! Please, help me...!”

The woman inside stared up at me, wide-eyed.

“Please!” I screamed. “Get me out of here!”

The woman flinched, cowering behind the steering wheel.

I ran on. People on the sidewalk reacted slowly, staring as they realized something unusual was happening, something they probably shouldn’t ignore. Someone might have called the cops by then, but he was right, I couldn’t be sure if they’d come to help me or to take me away.

Then, before I could decide what to do next, he took me down.


dorje


HE WATCHES HER from the Barrier, calculates how best to proceed.

He has frightened her, broken her trust with his honesty about the Rooks, or at least his refusal to lie. He is glad he chose to tell her less rather than more about them and the being, Terian, who Revik knows he did not really kill in San Francisco.

He does his best to shield her light, to keep her in her body, out of the Barrier.

When she runs into the street, he sees interest dawn on the faces of watching humans. It is too many for him to push. Worse, her light sparks in panicked waves that remind him that she is the Bridge, not just some fledgling seer with poor light control.

Although she is that, too.

When she starts pounding on car hoods, interrupting traffic, he splits his consciousness, leaving a lesser part to steer his physical body and jumping the rest out.

His aleimi leaps ahead, flashing across the road’s meridian to knock her out of her body.

Like any fledgling, she cannot yet split herself...and collapses.

Revik checks his own physical body, sees it running across the road, dodging cars with only slightly slower reflexes. Then he sees the truck, and lands more of himself in the physical to speed his legs...


dorje

 

...TIME LURCHED BACK, bringing him along its narrower lines.

The driver saw him and then her and slammed the truck’s brakes, careening cab and cargo to a slanted halt a few feet from them both.

By then, Revik crouched over Allie, his arms outstretched, protecting her, his eyes glowing a pale white the human wouldn’t see.

The driver leaned his bulky form out the driver’s side window.

“Hey! Wiseass! Get your damned girlfriend out of the road, unless you want to scrape her off the pavement with a spatula!” He paused, looking down. “And put some clothes on her, while you’re at it! Where the hell do you think you’re doing, with the...”

Trailing, he took in Allie’s crumpled form.

Her handcuffed wrists had welts on them from the two days of driving, made worse by her fall down the hill. Her small hands folded together in a neat gesture of prayer. The ripped up uniform with its low-cut blouse and short skirt was now decorated with splotches of blood and caked in mud and dirt, as were her hair and feet. She had a bloody nose from hitting the pavement, fresh cuts and scratches from the fall and she looked pale, overly thin without her light. Looking at her, Revik realized she looked bad. Really bad.

He was struck again by how small she was physically.

She moaned as he thought it, and he felt his body react, so that he had separation pain to deal with on top of everything else.

“Help me,” she murmured. “Help...”

It was soft, but Revik heard it. He also saw the truck driver watching her moving lips. The man’s eyes widened, as he seemed to put two and two together.

“What the hell—”

“Police!” Revik said. He pulled a flip ID with badge from his pocket, miraged it into a local configuration from memory. “Stay in your vehicle! This woman is in my custody!”

Revik felt the worst of his tension dissipate as the man’s face calmed.

He had blundered, but he’d contained it. He felt other humans around him start to relax as well, as soon as they saw the badge and heard his words. She had gone from fleeing kidnap victim to suspect fleeing police custody. Even so, Revik knew he didn’t have a lot of time. He shoved the ID back in his pocket, gave another look around before he bent his knees, crouching down beside Allie. When he glanced up next, the truck driver looked almost blank.

Something about the expression there made Revik pause, however.

Then Revik saw the man’s eyes roll up in his head, flashing with a silver light.

Fuck. They were no longer alone.

Without waiting, Revik looked back at Allie, shoving his arms under her jointed limbs, lifting her ungracefully to his chest before he straightened abruptly to his feet. He saw the truck driver reach behind him as he completed the motion, glimpsed the wooden stock of a worn, pump-action shotgun.

Seeing that much, he turned without wasting another breath.

He didn’t let himself feel, to second guess, or even think.

He gripped her tighter and ran, flat-out for the car.