from FIRST BOOK: YOUNG AURORA’S FOSTERMOTHER

I think I see my father’s sister stand

Upon the hall-step of her country-house

To give me welcome. She stood straight and calm,

Her somewhat narrow forehead braided tight

As if for taming accidental thoughts

From possible pulses; brown hair pricked with grey

By frigid use of life (she was not old,

Although my father’s elder by a year),

A nose drawn sharply, yet in delicate lines;

A close mild mouth, a little soured about [10]

The ends, through speaking unrequited loves

Or peradventure niggardly half-truths;

Eyes of no colour, – once they might have smiled,

But never, never have forgot themselves

In smiling; cheeks, in which was yet a rose

Of perished summers, like a rose in a book,

Kept more for ruth than pleasure, – if past bloom,

Past fading also.

                             She had lived, we’ll say,

A harmless life, she called a virtuous life, [20]

A quiet life, which was not life at all

(But that, she had not lived enough to know),

Between the vicar and the country squires,

The lord-lieutenant looking down sometimes

From the empyrean to assure their souls

Against chance vulgarisms, and, in the abyss,

The apothecary, looked on once a year

To prove the soundness of humility.

The poor-club exercised her Christian gifts

Of knitting stockings, stitching petticoats, [30]

Because we are of one flesh, after all,

And need one flannel (with a proper sense

Of difference in the quality) – and still

The book-club, guarded from your modern trick

Of shaking dangerous questions from the cream,

Preserved her intellectual. She had lived

A sort of cage-bird life, born in a cage,

Accounting that to leap from perch to perch

Was act and joy enough for any bird.

Dear heaven, how silly are the things that live [40]

In thickets, and eat berries!

                                                 I, alas,

A wild bird scarcely fledged, was brought to her cage,

And she was there to meet me. Very kind.

Bring the clean water, give out the fresh seed. […]

from FIFTH BOOK