I started the engine and cranked the heater to third-degree burns, then tossed the scraper in the backseat. I didn’t want it in my line of vision. The first thing I should do is call Chief Rose and tell her what I learned from Curt. She would want to bring him in for questioning and would be annoyed that I didn’t call her the minute I saw him. That was our deal when it came to Curt or Brock.
My fingers hovered over the chief’s number on the touchscreen of my smartphone. Before I could change my mind, I pressed “call.” To my relief the call went directly to voice mail. I left a brief message with the details Curt shared.
I placed the phone on the passenger seat next to me. Why had Curt been so helpful? He had helped me solve a case in November involving Amish haircutting. However, he had only done so because I had saved his best friend, Brock’s, life. Could he still believe that he owed me? That didn’t fit with what I knew about Curt.
Then again, why was I questioning him? Couldn’t I just be grateful for the information? If it were true.
Memories of my tumultuous summer and Curt’s part in it hit me. Those memories were why I couldn’t trust him. My stomach clenched. Had I forgiven Curt and Brock for all their intimidation, for all their threats directed at Becky and me? I thought I had, but was it in speech only, not in my heart? Is it possible to forgive, and yet not trust?
I backed out of my spot. Now the thought of helping Becky with the Christmas party festivities sounded like the perfect way to spend the evening until it was time to leave for church. I was willing to help with whatever ridiculously complicated recipe she wanted to tackle—even a yule log.
Twenty minutes later I walked through the front door of the Quills’ house. The scent of pine, cookies, and ham hit my senses. The eight-foot tree in the front window swayed, and I dropped my purse and walked over to it. About halfway up the tree two glowing blue eyes stared at me. “Gig,” I said, “you know that you aren’t supposed to be in there.” I placed my hands on my hips. “You are in big trouble, mister.”
He gave me a Siamese yowl in return.
I reached for him, and he wiggled deeper among the boughs. The tree began to sway more, and I grabbed it around the trunk to keep it from toppling over. The last thing I wanted was for the tree to land on the Quills’ mini-grand piano. “Gig, you get out of there this very minute!”
“Yowl.” The tree stopped swaying.
I let it go. “You’re going to be grounded, which for you means no more of Becky’s sweet eats.”
His paw batted at me from two feet above my head. This was another one of those times when I wished I were six inches taller.
“We’ll talk about this later,” I threatened. I could have sworn I heard him laughing when I stomped away.
I stepped into the kitchen. “Gigabyte is inside the tree. I can’t get him out.”
Becky had the television cranked to the sound barrier, and—surprise, surprise—it was turned to a cooking show. She was at the stove, melting chocolate in a double boiler. A gingerbread house stood in the middle of the granite-covered island, and a piping bag with red icing dripping from its tip lay on the island next to the house. Powdered sugar dusted the floor as if a donut had exploded in the room. A buffet table stood against the wall opposite the sink, and that’s where Becky’s finished creations waited for tomorrow’s party. I was pleased—and relieved—to see that the yule log was already complete. At least I wouldn’t have to hear about that any longer.
A streak of green icing marred Becky’s right cheek. “Chloe, you’re home. Wonderful. Can you help me?”
I grabbed an apron from a peg on the back of the pantry door. “What do you want me to do?”
“Can you finish piping the roof of the gingerbread house?”
I examined the intricate crisscross pattern she had applied to the roof. “Um, Becky, you’re the artist. If I touch that with a piping bag, you will have one huge blob on the roof.”
She laughed. “Okay, come over here and stir the chocolate. All you have to do is stop it from burning.”
Easier said than done. I didn’t tell her that, though, because it was a much simpler task than the roof piping.
Becky picked up the piping bag and began making slate rectangles on the roof with red icing. She worked quickly and with zero mistakes. Becky excelled at every form of art she tried. She had the dexterity and the eye to make a simple piece spectacular. She blew a lock of her white-blonde hair out of her eyes as she worked. “I think I might have made too much for tomorrow’s party.”
I pointed a thumb at the buffet. “You think?”
She chuckled. “We can take some to the Christmas program at the schoolhouse. I’m so happy that we are able to go. It was always my favorite day when I was in school.” She frowned. “I miss it sometimes.” She drew in a deep breath and forced a smile. “That’s silly. I’ve been out of school for years.”
“But you’re going back,” I reminded her.
Her clear brow creased. “If I pass the GRE.”
I stirred the chocolate. “You will pass. You’ve passed every practice test I’ve given you.”
“That’s different. I know those tests don’t really count, so I’m not nervous.”
“Then pretend the test is practice. That will help.”
She set the piping bag down and started placing candy pearls strategically around the roof. “But it’s not true.”
Chocolate dripped from my spoon. Should I tell Becky about my run-in with Curt? “That’s the most blinged-out gingerbread house I’ve ever seen.”
“You think so?”
“Trust me—everyone will think so.”
She grinned. “Timothy is bringing Aaron to the party,” she said cheerfully. Her voice was light and bright now that the conversation had moved away from school and onto a subject that she enjoyed—Aaron.
I frowned. Aaron Sutter took a risk by coming to our home for the party, even if he was Timothy’s best friend. He was Amish, baptized and everything, and the son of Deacon Sutter. The deacon barely tolerated Becky and Timothy visiting the Troyer family and would have put a stop to that all together had Bishop Hooley not stepped in and allowed it.
Recently, Aaron started working at Young’s Family Kitchen as a host. I suspected the close proximity to Becky everyday was the main reason Aaron took the job. He was smitten with his best friend’s little sister. Becky cared about him, but I wondered if her affection for him ran as deeply as his did for her.
“Did I tell you that he was coming?” Becky asked.
I laughed. “Only fifteen times.” The chocolate was becoming more difficult to stir. I made a face. Some must have burnt on the bottom. Maybe Becky wouldn’t notice.
Her forehead creased. “Do you think he will be in trouble for coming?”
I shrugged and pretended to concentrate on the chocolate. “He knows how his father would feel about it. How is he going to leave his family on Christmas Day? Isn’t that a time his family will get together?”
She worried her lip. “He said his sisters are coming to his farm in the morning, and then in the afternoon the family is going to his oldest sister’s farm. She lives in Holmes County. Aaron is going to beg off, saying he’s too tired for the long drive.”
Aaron was paralyzed from the waist down as the result of a construction accident during his rumspringa when he was about Becky’s age. An accident that Timothy felt partly responsible for, so much that it was the catalyst that caused him to leave the Amish district.
“So, he’s going to lie to the deacon?” The chocolate began to smoke, and I stirred faster. Double boiling was no joke.
“No,” she said aghast. “He really will be too tired. That’s a long day for him. He can come here and head back long before his parents arrive home from his sister’s house. That will be a much shorter day for him.” She set the container of candy pearls on the island. “Okay, maybe he’s not telling the deacon the whole truth, but there’s no other way for him to come. You know what the deacon would do if he found out. He would forbid Aaron to speak to me, or worse, have him shunned from the church.” She picked the piping bag back up again and held it listlessly in her hands. “He’s taking a risk because of me.” Red icing spurt on the countertop. “But . . .”
I stuck the spoon in chocolate. It stuck straight up like a peg in a board. “But what?”
“I can’t go back to being Amish now that I know what the Englisch world has to offer. I care about him, but I can’t be what he needs me to be. I can’t be Amish.”
“Did Aaron ask you to be Amish again?” I tried to keep my voice casual.
“No.” She blinked tears from her eyes. “He would never do that.”
“Have you told Aaron how you feel about being Amish?” I poked the spoon with my index finger. It didn’t even budge. “It may be best if you told him now before he becomes too attached.”
She scooped up another handful of candied pearls. “I’m sure he knows.”
I gave up on the chocolate. “He needs to hear it from you. You may think that he knows, but you need to be sure. It’s only fair.” I swallowed. “If he leaves the church for you, he’ll be shunned. It won’t be like how it’s been for you and Timothy.”
“You don’t have to tell me how the Amish world works, Chloe. I’m the one from there. You’re not.”
Her words were like a slap across my face. The sting lingered in the air between us for a few seconds. “You’re right.” I pointed at the stove. “By the way, I ruined your chocolate. Sorry.”
There was a solid ten seconds of tense silence followed by the front door opening and slamming shut.
“Hello!” Timothy called from the living room. He carried a huge basket into the kitchen.
“What’s that?” I asked.
He removed his stocking cap. “I was at Young’s this morning just to check if the guys closed up the jobsite right for the next couple of days. Ellie was there and forced this on me. It’s stuffed with cookies and treats from the bakery.” He smiled at his sister. “I told her Becky was making enough food to feed the entire district, but she insisted.”
“How is Ellie?” I asked. One of Ellie’s thirty-year-old twin sons died just before Thanksgiving. The first Christmas without a loved one was the hardest. I wished I could tell her it got better, but it took many years for things to improve after the loss of my mother.
“She seemed cheerful, but I imagine she doesn’t feel that way when she is alone. She is professional, always on the job.” He sniffed the air. “Is something burning?”
“The chocolate,” Becky yelped.
I stepped out of the way while she charged the stove. “I told you I don’t know what I’m doing.”
Becky lifted the boiler off the stovetop and moved it to a cool burner.
Timothy chuckled. “Where should I put this?” Every flat surface in the room was covered with food in varying stages of preparation.
I pulled out one of the chairs sitting around the kitchen table. “Right here will work.”
Timothy set the basket on the chair, then looked over at his sister. “How many people are you expecting?”
Becky was back to piping. “Thirty or so. I invited a lot of people from church and work.” She frowned. “I wish that our family would be here.”
Timothy shook his head. “It’s better this way. Daed would not be comfortable at an Englischer party. We will see them today at the Christmas program and then again tomorrow.”
Becky sighed and cleaned the tip of her piping bag. “At least the party isn’t until tomorrow. I might need to go back to the market later today for more chocolate.”
The smell of burnt chocolate hung in the air. “I can buy it. I’m the one that burned it,” I said.
“No, it’s okay.” She walked across the room and gave me a hug. “I’m sorry about what I said earlier. It was mean.” She lowered her voice. “I got mad because I know you’re right, and I don’t want you to be.”
I hugged her back. “No worries, Becky. Sisters fight.”
She smiled and went back to her piping.
Timothy gave me a quizzical look, but I just shook my head.
He shrugged. “I have some more stuff in my truck.” He turned toward the kitchen door.
“I’ll help you,” I said as he was stepping out the door. I was better at carrying stuff than at cooking. When I caught up with Timothy outside, Mabel was in the Quills’ front yard eating snow.
Timothy removed a basket of fresh-baked rolls from the truck.
“How much stuff did Ellie give you?”
“You know Ellie,” he said with a laugh. “Why give someone one pie when you can give them three?”
I cleared my throat. “I need to tell you something.”
He frowned. “Does this have anything to do with what you and Becky were just talking about?”
I waved that idea away. “No. That was just girl stuff.”
He waited.
I took a deep breath. “I saw Curt Fanning today.”
Timothy dropped the basket and the rolls bounced into the snow. Mabel loped over and ate one whole.