Contents

1. Title Page
2. Dedication
3. Epigraph
4. Glossary
    
5. Part I
6. 1 Guns and Money
7. 2 The Only Constant in Life
8. 3 What It Meant To Be Alive
9. 4 All It Took
10. 5 If You Could Live
11. 6 Thunder in the Distance
12. 7 Courses of Action, Various and Consequential
13. 8 The High-Blown White and Blue Aftermath
     
14. Part II
15. 9 This True and Constant Force
16. 10 Diverse and Cruel Motivations
17. 11 Incentive
18. 12 All the Rest of His Life
19. 13 Eons in Minutes
20. 14 The One Who’d Taught Him
21. And upon You, Peace
22. The First and Only Certainty
23. A Distant and Erratic Echo
     
24. Part III
25. The Means to Absolution
26. The Debased and the Faithful
27. Carry My Fate with Yours
28. Everything That Had Defined His Life
29. Always So Much To Lose
30. Symbiosis
31. The Impermanence of Life
32. City of the Dead
33. All That Remained
     
34. Part IV
35. Defy Gravity, Deny Time
36. Better Than You Can Ever Know
37. Keeps You Alive
38. They Can’t Own You
39. It Could Never Be Any Other Way
40. The Greatest and Truest Means of Your Salvation
41. Strength
42. Echo and Die
43. F = M(dv/dt)
     
44. Part V
45. Panamax
46. It Was Something
47. Soliloquy for the Fallen
48. Absolution for the Living
     
49. Historical Note
50. Acknowledgements
51. About the Author
52. Copyright