Chapter 12
Monica lifted her cup to her lips and watched the doctor over the rim as he leaned closer to Jane on the settee. He whispered something in her ear and her sister blushed a pretty pink. Monica frowned. Hadn’t her sister said it wasn’t the doctor’s affections she desired, but someone else’s entirely? She wanted Jane happy, not unnecessarily bothered. Had she felt the need to lie to her for fear of Monica’s interference?
She cleared her throat and they inched apart. Monica pushed away the guilt that threatened. This wasn’t the time or place for flirtation and bouts of happiness like those that so often occurred in her beloved Bath. She and Jane could soon become landowners, employers, and landlords.
Which would make them as vulnerable to wolves as though they were little more than trapped prey.
The only person Monica would ever fully trust in this godforsaken place was Thomas. His insolence might be the death of her, but deep in her soul, Monica knew he cared for her and Jane. She’d even be arrogant enough to say he might, in a strange way, love her—futile as that might be . . . for both of them.
She swallowed. She couldn’t deny her attraction and feelings for the man any more than she could deny the way he sometimes looked at her. There was something dangerous, potent, and heated that lingered just beneath the surface of their control. If it escaped . . .
Monica’s hand trembled as she put her teacup and saucer down on the low table in front of her, but she lifted her chin and forced a mask of confidence regardless. “So, Dr. O’Connor, you feel Mama would be better off in an institution.”
The doctor stiffened and satisfaction she’d caught the man off guard swept through Monica’s blood. Never again would a man—any man—get the better of her.
He coughed and put his teacup next to hers. Their eyes locked before he blinked and rose to his feet. “It was only a consideration I put to your father before he died, Miss Danes.” He smiled. “I would do nothing without a patient or their signatory fully agreeing.” He strolled to the fireplace and stared at the foliage decorating the grate before meeting her gaze once more. “I would never enforce such a decision . . . unless, of course, I felt your mother was a danger to herself or others.”
Monica lifted an eyebrow, unease rippling through her. “And you don’t feel that to be the case at the moment?”
He flitted his gaze to Jane, color darkening his usually olive cheeks. “Who told you of my possible referral to an institution, Miss Danes?”
“Does it matter?” The man looked positively uncomfortable. As much as she loved her sister’s naïvety and trusting nature, it was entirely possible Jane’s virtues highlighted Monica’s flaws of derision and mistrust in others. Two facets she deemed entirely necessary considering the shaky ground she and Jane stood upon until they knew the contents of their father’s will. “Are you addressing your question to me or my sister, Doctor?”
He snapped his gaze to hers, his cheeks flushing red. “You, Miss Danes. At your father’s funeral yesterday, I gathered quite quickly you are the person most likely to inherit, so I would be foolish to speak to anyone else about such matters.”
The man looked contrite and Monica’s defensiveness weakened . . . a little. She held his gaze. “Neither myself nor my sister know anything of the inheritance yet; as for who told me about your suggestions with regard to Mama, it doesn’t matter. However, I feel it is imperative Jane and I are kept informed of what you think and feel about our mother’s welfare.”
Monica lifted her chin, feeling Jane’s gaze bore into her temple. She refused to look away from the doctor. If Thomas’s intuition was right, and there was something not quite right about the doctor, she needed to be alert at all times lest she miss something that could be detrimental to her mother—maybe even them all.
Maybe her next visit should be to the town squire. Matthew Cleaves would know more about Dr. O’Connor. He would also be in a position to recommend another physician for Mama if necessary.
But for now, Monica had an inclination to like Dr. O’Connor. He seemed amenable enough, and her mother looked at him with much fondness—a rare thing that could not be overlooked easily.
She cleared her throat and faced him once more. “You’ll have to forgive my questions, but this is my first visit with my mother in many years. I hope you appreciate that it may take some time to build my trust in your professionalism and care.”
His cheeks darkened further and he moved away from the fireplace to stand directly in front of her, forcing Monica to tip her head back to meet his eyes. He smiled and bowed slightly. “As you said at the funeral, I am young, Miss Danes, but rather than that evoke caution in you, my age should provoke comfort. I excelled at my exams and gained my doctorate to the highest esteem. With your trust, I will undoubtedly gather the trust of others in Biddestone.”
He gazed toward the window, his jaw set before meeting her eyes once more. “I love this village and feel I have found my home here amongst its wonderful people. To know that you and your sister trust my capabilities and advice will only help in my endeavors to serve you and the rest of the community.”
The sincerity in his eyes could not be denied, but Monica had seen the same in numerous others and been left wondering how she could have been so foolish to trust in words that flowed so easily from many a man’s silver tongue. Her hackles rose and she straightened her spine. “Well, be that as it may, I want you to know there is no question of Mama being institutionalized while I am here and running things at the house.”
He lifted an eyebrow and slowly nodded as though considering her words. “I see, and if you return to Bath?”
She started. “That is none of your concern, Doctor. If and when Jane and I decide to move to Bath, Mama will most certainly be coming with us.”
He bowed. “I apologize. I didn’t mean to be obtuse. I am merely trying to gain understanding of what you would like to happen as far as Mrs. Danes is concerned.”
Monica stood and clasped her hands tightly in front of her. “Once the will is read, both Jane and I will have a better foundation on which to build our plans. The only thing I am certain of right now is that there is no question of Mama being sectioned. I sincerely hope you will respect that wish and not mention such a notion again.”
He dipped his head. “Of course.”
“Good. As far as everything else with regard to Mama, you are certain her mental state will only worsen?”
“Yes, I’m afraid so. If you wish to nurse her from home, then that, of course, is your prerogative. I would be remiss not to stress that a move to the city would be most upsetting for her when she loves her home here.”
Monica frowned, her irritation swelling dangerously. “Yet, you seem to think moving her to an institution would worry her less.” She snatched her gaze from his to look at Jane. “Would you like a few moments alone with Dr. O’Connor, sister? Or shall I see him to the door?”
Jane glared. “I would like a few words with him alone.”
Monica nodded. “Very well, then I shall see if Mama would like to take a walk around the gardens.” She turned and bowed to the doctor. “I will no doubt see you sometime next week, Doctor?”
“Indeed, Miss Danes. I come by each Tuesday as previously arranged with your father.”
“Very good, then I bid you good afternoon.” Monica left the room and closed the door.
With her hand trembling on the doorknob, she closed her eyes and took a moment to steady her breathing. Thomas had most certainly roused her suspicions that Dr. O’Connor’s intentions toward Jane were intricately tied in some way to Mama and Marksville, but how? Did he want the house? Or was his eagerness to please them imbedded in his own ambitions as a doctor?
They were an influential family, not just in Biddestone, but the entire county. Despite his hasty recommendation of an institute for their mother, his gaze belied no malice. Monica scowled and pushed away from the door toward the stairs. Sooner or later, she would reveal just where the doctor’s motivations lie.
Thomas entered The White Horse and welcomed the acrid smells of hops and smoke. He was full to the brim with female company and now hankered for a few jars with the men of Biddestone rather than the jabbering of the women at Marksville. Monica had duly dismissed him around dinnertime, her eyes telling him in no uncertain terms that her afternoon with the doctor had been far from satisfactory.
Her abrupt dismissal of his services left Thomas bemused, but grateful. She, Miss Jane, and their ma had more than enough to discuss before the reading of the will tomorrow . . . as well they might afterward. He could do with a drink or two to blur the edges of his concern.
“What can I get you, Thomas, my love?”
He smiled as Maggie’s gruff voice broke through his thoughts from the other side of the bar. “I’ll have a pint when you’re ready, sweetheart.”
“Coming right up.”
Thomas slid onto a vacant stool and leaned his elbows on the bar. The muted light enveloped him in a welcome cocoon as he stared toward the misted windows. Monica’s request for him to accompany her to Bath badgered him relentlessly, but he had no intention of refusing her request. If she thought he could be spared at the house, he would go with her to the city and hope its lights didn’t shine brighter than ever for her after her brief return home.
Thomas inhaled. There was little doubt in his mind that the glorified fanfare of the city would blind her to any potential happiness at Marksville, and easily woo her ever deeper toward her beloved theater. He squeezed his eyes shut and curled his hands into fists on the bar. God, what he wouldn’t give for her to see how happy people were in the village despite their lack of money and opportunity. The villagers didn’t brood on what they didn’t have. Instead, they grabbed life and love with both hands for fear it would pass them by when they weren’t looking.
Only the wealthy missed the real riches in life.
He opened his eyes. Yet, it had been Monica who accused him of being steeped in narrow-mindedness. The accusation had made him sit up and take notice. He scowled. The woman should be careful what she wished for—maybe sometime soon his self-control would snap and he’d cover her mouth with his, yank open the buttons on her bodice, and take life fully in the moment....
Maggie thumped a frothing tankard in front of him. “There you go. Get your laughing gear around that, Thomas Ashby. Drink, and then you can tell me all that’s been going on at the house since Miss Monica came back. I’ve been on pins for the last two nights waiting for you to come through that door.”
Thomas took a lengthy drink and wiped the froth from his lips with the back of his hand. “There isn’t much to tell.”
“Go on with you.” Maggie whipped the towel from her shoulder and playfully swatted him with it. “Don’t you sit there on your high horse like you’ve got the secrets of the palace in your pocket. Spill. Now.”
Thomas smiled. “I won’t no more tell you what’s happening inside that house than I would if I worked for Queen Victoria herself, so you can knock off your nosing.”
Maggie glared and crossed her arms, pushing her overflowing breasts dangerously close to the edge of her bodice. “Damn, if you don’t have too much loyalty to that family.”
“Maybe I do, but that doesn’t mean it’s going to save my ass or anyone else’s from hitting the dirt if we can’t persuade Monica Biddestone is where she belongs.”
Her eyes widened. “You think she’ll turn her back on the house again? Come and go like she did before? I don’t believe it. Surely she’ll want to be mistress of the manor. Lord knows, I would.”
Thomas shook his head. “She isn’t you, and she isn’t me. Monica Danes is her own woman. That’s about all I can tell you right now.”
She leaned her elbow on the bar. “Are you saying half the people in the village could soon be out of work?”
Thomas pulled back for fear of being smothered by Maggie’s bosom as much as her question. “I’m not saying that, so don’t go around putting the wind up everyone. She’ll do the right thing come the end, I’m sure.”
Maggie narrowed her eyes. “I heard she’s come back with a mind to change everything her father did or chose to do. Lord knows, it’s no secret how she felt about her pa. She’s a star now, and stars don’t want to be covered by the clouds. She’ll either hotfoot it back to the city or else turn that house into an exhibition. Mark my words.”
Thomas clenched his jaw, his gut knotting. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
She straightened and lifted an eyebrow. “It doesn’t matter what I know, it’s what everyone who comes in here is saying that’s important. Whether their talking be rumor or fact, everyone is expecting you to do something about the folk at that house.”
He stilled his tankard at his mouth. “What are you talking about?”
Maggie lifted her shoulders. “You were closer to that girl than anyone else in the village. If you can’t persuade her to stay here, then who can?”
Accountability pressed down on Thomas’s chest and he glared. “I can’t be held responsible for everyone’s livelihoods. People are going to have to state their cases to the Danes, the same as I will. Monica isn’t an ogre, she’s—”
“A woman. Pure and simple.” Maggie grinned. “There isn’t anybody better in this village than you to convince her this is where she belongs. You point to a woman in Biddestone who wouldn’t do what you ask, especially when asked with a single look of admiration from you, and I’ll show you an empty space. The way I see it, you’ve got to do everything you can to fix her to staying.”
Thomas took another long slug of his beer. “I already feel as though I’m selling my soul to keep her happy.”
“What does that mean?”
“I’m going to the city with her tomorrow.”
Maggie raised her eyebrows, her eyes glinting with delight. “You’re going into the city in daylight? Well, well.”
Thomas glared. “I’m willing to do whatever it takes to reach my goal of keeping myself and the other tenants in work. If that means stepping into what I consider the cesspit of humanity, so be it. The streets of Bath are lined with vendors, beggars, whores, and two-bit entertainers. It’s a bloody world away from the people here who do their utmost to support and get along with one another.”
She smiled. “But still you’re going. Maybe it’s more than the tenants you’re looking out for, eh?”
Thomas scowled into his beer. “Haven’t you got any more customers who need serving?”
“’Course I do, but teasing you is good for my soul. Your face is a picture and I—” Maggie halted and her eyes widened as she stared at something behind him. “I don’t believe it.”
Thomas frowned and turned on his stool. His breath lodged in his throat.
What the hell does she think she’s doing?
Monica stood just inside the door, her eyes scanning the room and her smile wide. Her fingers tugged on the ties of her cape and she shrugged it from her shoulders, tossing it over her arm in a gesture so relaxed, anyone would think the woman walked into The White Horse every day of her privileged life. Her eyes met his. “Thomas. You’re here.”
He raised his hand in a halfhearted wave and stood, words frozen like spiked icicles on his tongue.
She came closer, her gaze on his and that delighted smile still playing on her tempting mouth. “We never managed to come into the village today, so I thought a drink at the tavern would be the perfect opportunity to spend some time talking to more people.”
He glanced toward Maggie, who stood frozen to the spot, her eyes wide and her mouth open. He faced Monica. “A tavern is not the place to talk to people when you could be the mistress of Marksville this time tomorrow.”
Her smile dissolved and her eyes darkened with anger. “I’ll go where I want, when I want.” She turned to Maggie and smiled. “Could I have some wine, please?”
Maggie nodded and wordlessly moved to the back of the bar. Thomas briefly closed his eyes in an effort to rein in his temper. The gazes of nearly every patron in the bar burned holes into his back. What was he supposed to do now? Sit with his mistress and share chatter over a pint? Good God, the woman was more trouble than a dogfight.
He waited while Maggie poured a draft of wine and handed it to Monica. Her unadorned hair was up and elegantly twisted into a knot at the back of her head; her shapely neck was revealed for all the men in the tavern to see. Jealous possession rippled through him and when Thomas lifted his tankard to his lips, it trembled. He didn’t want her there. It was only a few nights ago that he’d been here when he had a run-in with the two bastards who took it upon themselves to then confront Monica and Stephanie in the road.
She knew the dangers of being here unaccompanied, yet still she chose to take the risk.
She took a delicate sip and smiled once again at Maggie. “Thank you.”
Maggie nodded. “You’re welcome.”
When it seemed Maggie had no intention of leaving them alone, Thomas glared at her. “Thanks, Maggie. We’ll take our drinks in the corner over there. Another pint when you’re ready.”
She blinked and grinned, her eyes glittering with undisguised excitement. “Go ahead. I’ll bring it right over.”
He nodded and gently took Monica’s elbow, resisting the urge to clamp on to her, which would only reveal the burning feeling of custody ripping through his blood. “Let’s sit over here.”
She frowned but complied, and they selected a small table beside a partition that went some way to shielding them from the prying eyes of the patrons. He waited until she was seated and then took the chair on the opposite side of the table. She slid her shawl from her shoulders and laid it across her lap. “My thought was to actually talk to some people, not have you commandeer me to a corner out of sight.”
He drained his tankard and thumped it down on the table with a little more force than necessary. “And what is it you plan to say to them?”
She glared. “I won’t hide away. I value honesty above all else, and no matter how much you or anyone else in Biddestone might condemn my leaving before, I never lied to anyone about it.” She glanced around the tavern before meeting his eyes once more. “I’ve never cared for convention. You know that. Nor should it surprise anyone else, so why would they expect any different from me now? I came here tonight because I care. Why can’t you appreciate rather than antagonize my position with the townspeople?”
“How am I antagonizing it?”
“By putting me in the corner, you are showing all and sundry I am not one of them. That I am different and don’t understand their predicaments.”
“You don’t.”
She flinched. “I do. I understand more than you know. The sooner you come with me to Bath, the better.”
Their gazes locked and Thomas’s heart picked up speed. Every time she mentioned his going to Bath, she put it side by side with hardship. As time went on, the more he dreaded going for fear of finding out more about the woman sitting so rigidly in front of him. She blurred the lines of mistress and servant; blurred the lines of class. Neither boded well when society was so unforgiving of anyone who dared to stand astride the hardened rules.
He was momentarily saved from responding when Maggie appeared at his elbow and put a fresh pint of ale on the table. She smiled at Monica. “It’s good to see you back amongst your kin, Miss Monica. How is your ma doing?”
Monica took another sip of her wine and sighed. “Not very well. She’s . . .” She briefly glanced at Thomas before returning her gaze to Maggie. “Jane and I will do our best to look after her, but with Papa gone, I’m not sure how Mama will fair. She loved him more than us. I think most of the village understood that. I just hope we’ll be enough for her now.”
“Of course you will.” Maggie crossed her arms and stared toward the darkened window. “Whenever I saw Mrs. Danes she would boast about you and Miss Jane to anyone who’d listen. I wouldn’t pay no mind to the thought she didn’t love you. We mothers have a way of keeping our children protected, even if we get it wrong more often than we get it right.”
Monica frowned. “My mother boasted about me?”
“Well . . .” Two spots of color darkened Maggie’s cheeks. “Maybe more so your sister since you’ve been in Bath, but when you were stepping out with that Baxter fellow—”
Thomas coughed and nodded toward the bar. “You’ve got customers waiting.”
Maggie threw him a glare. “And they can keep waiting if I choose, Thomas Ashby.” She faced Monica and smiled. “I would love to think you could find your home back amongst us. Your pretty face around here will be appreciated by most . . . of course, some more than others.” She winked at Thomas. “Isn’t that right?”
Thomas scowled, and lifted his pint to his mouth. “Thanks again for the pint, Maggie.”
She laughed and touched her hand to Monica’s shoulder. “Our Thomas will see you all right. No need to worry about that.”
Monica grinned. “Thanks, Maggie.”
Thomas followed Maggie’s return to the bar through narrowed eyes. No doubt, the woman represented the contemplation of half the tavern. He scanned the small space, purposely meeting the curious gazes of the patrons and holding them until they looked away. The wait to find out which way the wind blew as far as the future of Marksville was concerned might be driving Thomas mad, but that didn’t mean he wanted the force of the whole village’s impatience on Monica’s back. He’d take it himself rather than it be projected onto her.
If anyone had questions or concerns, he wanted them to come to him first and foremost. If Monica decided to stay, he didn’t want her decision to be made through other people’s pressure.
“Thomas?”
He turned.
Monica laid her fingers on his arm. “I wanted to tell you about my meeting with Dr. O’Connor. You’ll be pleased to hear I’ll be taking your concerns into account.”
“You don’t trust him?” He glanced around the room. Why was she touching him? Wasn’t she concerned about what others in the tavern might think or speculate?
She sighed. “I wouldn’t say I don’t trust him. At least, not yet, but I do think his interest in my sister is more about Marksville than Jane herself.” She removed her hand and lifted her glass to her lips. She took a sip and returned it to the table. “I’m going to see Matthew Cleaves once we return from Bath. I want to hear what he knows of Dr. O’Connor.”
“And then what?”
She met his eyes. “Then, depending on what he says, I’ll decide whether I’ll continue allowing the doctor to care for her.”
“And Miss Jane?” His gaze lingered on her mouth for a moment before he forced his eyes to hers. “What if she lied to you and she’s falling in love with him?”
A faint blush stained Monica’s cheeks and her blue eyes hardened. “I have every intention of speaking to her again. One way or another, I need to know Mama and Jane aren’t being taken advantage of.”
“So if she admits she loves him, then what?”
Her chest rose as she inhaled. “Then I won’t stand in her way. If I have given her all the facts and she still wants to be with Dr. O’Connor, that’s her decision.” Her eyes lit with vehemence. “It’s the not knowing who people really are until it’s too late that I hate, Thomas. I won’t rule Jane’s life, but I’ll do all I can to ensure she knows everything there is to know about a man before she commits her life to him. I want her to be more aware of their motivations than I was.”
Thomas stared. The fervor in her eyes clearly showed her distrust and disappointment. He clenched his jaw. Time would tell if that distrust extended to him. He lifted his tankard to his lips and drank deep. From now on, it would be his entire mission to prove his commitment to her . . . Marksville or no Marksville.
Maybe, just maybe, the two of them could come together for the sake of the estate and find a way to shed their mutual distrust of those around them. Who knew, maybe one day they’d even trust enough to embrace true love . . . even if it could never be for each other.