Contents

Prologue

So I feel like I’m at a twelve-step meeting…

One

A list. Tony Robbins is telling me I need to…

Two

Thump, thump, thump.

Three

“This is the craziest thing I’ve ever heard!”

Four

After slipping a check for one hundred fifty dollars under…

Five

“Almost heaven, West Virginia, Blue Ridge Mountains, Shannen Doherty River…”

Six

A week later, as I pull onto the highway in…

Seven

In my list of twenty, Abogado came after Rod, but…

Eight

The next morning, as I wait in line to pay…

Nine

I met #11 on my list, Matt King, also known…

Ten

I’m still in rehab.

Eleven

I’m still in rehab.

Twelve

I’m finally out of rehab.

Thirteen

It’s amazing to me how quickly we heal.

Fourteen

I’ve been lying in bed at the Viceroy for two…

Fifteen

I’m still in bed, but I’m home. I tried to…

Sixteen

Three weeks later I find myself settled into a comfortable…

Seventeen

The night of the fight, when I walked away from…

Eighteen

The next morning I lie in bed alone at the…

Epilogue

Okay, fine. Colin might not be my first, but he’s…

Acknowledgments

About the Author

Other Books by Karyn Bosnak

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