In my life there are many silences.
—JUAN RULFO
What angel, if I called out, would hear me?
And even if one of them impulsively embraced me,
I’d be crushed by its strength. For beauty
Is just the beginning of a terror we can barely stand:
We admire it because it calmly refuses to crush us.
Every angel terrifies. And so I control myself,
Choking back the dark impulse to cry.
—Duino Elegies, RAINER MARIA RILKE, TRANSLATED FROM THE GERMAN BY GARY MIRANDA