Dear Reader,

I felt moved to write this book to try to understand the roller coaster of emotions that is infertility. My daughters are of an age where they and their friends are having families, and it seems that for quite a few of them the road is far from straightforward.

What do they go through? How do they feel? How on earth do they cope with the endless setbacks, the inevitable despair that every failed attempt at pregnancy must give rise to? And when it takes its toll, as it often must, what then?

For Nick and Liv, with a brilliant marriage and so much love to share, working in the business of babies means they are constantly surrounded by the “success” of others while they are “failing.” And they did what many couples seem to do: they stopped communicating, withdrew into themselves and in doing so destroyed their marriage.

Did they miss each other? Yes. Did they miss the endless rounds of hope and despair? Not at all. And that was the stumbling block. They weren’t happy apart, but they hadn’t been happy together. So what now? I had to get them back together and throw them headlong into a situation where they had no choice but to talk. Enter fate, me playing God again and then sitting back and waiting for them to work it out—but it wasn’t easy for any of us.

Did I succeed? I hope so. I’ll let you be the judge…

Caroline x