Chapter Thirty-Seven

 

 

 

She yanked her arm away. “What did you just say?”

“Get in,” Mr. Black begged. “Please. Snow accumulates and my leg aches.”

“No.” She refused to climb inside. “Repeat that. Slowly and clearly and in English.”

“You understood me well enough. The duke thought you would balk at following Rathsburn, even though you believe your heart set on working in the field. The duchess claimed you had more sense than to disobey direct orders.” He tweaked her nose and grinned. “I alone knew that you would not prove impervious to the charms of a handsome young doctor. The Ravensdale clan…‌ all of you so headstrong.”

“This was a test?” She planted her hands on her hips. “My parents expected me to fail?”

“Your father expected to challenge your preconceived notions of fieldwork,” Mr. Black said. “Your mother expected to provide you with an incentive to marry that Italian baron. The duchess worried you were about to rebel.” His voice grew sing-song. “‘Provide my daughter with a touch of intrigue. If she thinks she might someday become a field agent, she will go through with the wedding.’”

Olivia blinked. “She never intended to let me…‌”

“Work in the field?” Mr. Black shook his head. “No. She hoped with time and children your interest would fade. Always she underestimates her daughters, and this is how I end up camping among my people in freezing conditions.” He sighed. “Italy was too much to hope for.”

“I see.” She bit out. She was never to be a field agent, never to be trusted with her own mission. She blinked back the tears that welled in her eyes. All her studies, all her training and still she was deemed fit only to retrieve information from a safe distance.

“Oh, for aether’s sake.” Mr. Black rolled his eyes. “Dry your eyes. If you’d not stowed away on his dirigible, slipping acousticotransmitters hither and yon, we might have lost Rathsburn and his technology to any number of foreign powers. No one foresaw the involvement of Russia or China.” He paused. “And I expected him to have more time.”

“You want him to succeed,” she said. A dark cloud lifted. If anyone could sway the duke in Ian’s favor, it was Mr. Black, his right hand man.

Mr. Black threw his hands in the air. “Of course. This is his chance to right an old wrong, to allow him to stop Warrick and retrieve his sister. Calmly. Quietly. Discreetly.”

“You mean he’s not to be charged with treason?” Aghast, her jaw fell open.

“Oh, should he fail, he’ll be charged,” Mr. Black said. “But if he retrieves that device, if he returns to Britain successful, no charges will be pressed. Instead, he’ll be commended and promoted.”

“If.” Olivia swallowed. But if he failed…‌ She glanced at her arm. “Did you not hear? I’m the one who was responsible for developing the programming for the device, for punching the cards that allows the instrument to function. I need to go help him.”

A string of colorful Romani curses fell from the agent’s lips. “No. We need to leave while the iron hooves of the clockwork horses and the wheels of the caravans can still move through the deepening snow.”

She drew breath to argue further, but he held up a finger. “As to your involvement in programming the device, I heard nothing, and I advise you never to mention it again.” He glanced over his shoulder into the woods. “Particularly if Rathsburn fails to return.”

With that, Mr. Black turned his back on her, favoring one leg as he walked to the other caravan. Wei reached out to help him as he struggled up onto its seat. She ought to be wrapped in a blanket and tucked inside, but the girl had a clear case of hero worship and would not be separated from him. He lifted the reins of the mechanical horse and raised his eyebrows.

Olivia glanced at the woods.

“No,” Black yelled. “You’ll only be taken captive and used against him.”

If she didn’t freeze to death first.

Blinking back frustrated tears, she jerked her chin in a nod and climbed the stairs, ignoring Elizabeth’s concerned questions and the gypsy woman’s considering gaze. Before she even had time to sit, the vehicle lurched into motion—‌rattling and rumbling through the forest over tree roots and stray rocks.

She landed on her rump with a thud. Drawing her knees to her chest, she tipped her head back against the wall of the caravan and studied the lamp that swung overhead. Was this how her adventure ended? Hauled home like a sack of potatoes while Ian took the final risk?

“Is there more than one kind of Queen’s agent?” Elizabeth asked.

She was so tired of that question, regardless of its form. She ought not answer, but what did it matter? She was done with fieldwork, done with the Queen’s agents. “I am—‌was—‌a societal liaison. Trained to marry a title, to monitor his illegal activities and report them to the Crown.”

“Is that why you followed my brother?”

“Yes.” She sighed. “No. Against all training, I attempted to assist him. But by programming that device of his, by enabling the count to demand its use, I merely increased his odds of life in prison.” So many lives might shatter if it fell into the wrong hands, and Ian would have every reason to regret ever meeting her. Yet here she sat, completely useless while the man she loved risked everything. Her chest felt heavy. Hollow. Was it possible for a heart to break? Because something deep inside was cracking, crumbling. “If he does not succeed, both of us are ruined.”

The gypsy woman lifted her dark eyes to pierce Olivia with a fierce gaze. “You love him?” she asked in Romani.

“I do.”

“Then you go.”

The gypsy was right. Could Olivia fight? Not with weapons, perhaps, but she could do her best to stop Katerina’s departure. She pulled herself to her feet, steadying herself against a wooden strut. She could not quit now, not at the mission’s most critical point. “Are there clothes I can wear?”

“Yes.” With a triumphant grin, the gypsy bent and threw open the lid of a trunk, rummaged through its contents and shoved a plain blue shirtwaist and a pair of dark knee-breeches into Olivia’s arms. “Mr. Black is not always right,” the gypsy said, still speaking in Romani. “Go help your love.”

“What did she say?” Elizabeth asked. “What’s going on?”

“I’m going after your brother.” She would not sit idly while he walked back into that hornet’s nest.

“Can you help him if you’re not a full agent?”

“I don’t know, but I have to try. If—‌when—‌that pteryform drops the dead count at Katerina’s feet, a chaotic power struggle could erupt.”

She pulled on the shirtwaist, then the soft, worn breeches. They fit like a second skin, flaring at her hips, curving in at her thighs, buckling just beneath her knees and allowing a marvelous freedom of movement. Men had so many advantages. She took the leather boots handed to her, ones that rose above the knee and laced up the back. More clothing landed at her feet.

“I refuse to be treated like an incompetent.” Olivia buttoned a leather vest, belted on a green velvet jacket. “Ian fails, and he’s given a second chance. Me? I was barely allowed a first chance.” Heat flooded her words, each scalding a bitter path across her tongue. “Years of training and I had to throw a fit to win the smallest of concessions. Then, because I haven’t been properly briefed, I take the tiniest misstep in the interest of helping my country, and I’m to be chastised for failing to follow instructions to the exact letter?” She threw a hand in the air. “A male agent, he’s admired for his resourcefulness, but aether forbid a woman takes initiative.”

She would go back to the castle and help finish what she’d started. If they succeeded, she would not continue to work as a societal liaison on a determined path to widowhood. She could do more than program household steambots to bake cream cakes and listen at doors. Perhaps she would begin by following her sister’s example and storm the all-male citadel that was the Rankine Institute to demand they inscribe her legal name upon the diploma she’d rightfully earned.

All of ton society would think her stark, raving mad. She no longer cared.

Elizabeth pressed Wei’s small zoetomatic bird into her hand. “Send a message back if…‌”

Olivia took the nightingale and tucked it into her coat pocket, the beginnings of a plan forming in her mind. She twisted her hair into a tight knot at the base of her skull, securing it with a handful of hairpins. “Have you any weapons on board?”

The gypsy woman nodded and pointed at a small trunk, an unremarkable brass-bound trunk. “That belongs to Mr. Black.”

“Mr. Black?” Then it was anything but ordinary.

She skimmed her fingers over the metal strips, pressing at regular intervals, searching for the section that would yield to her touch. There. Between two commonplace rivets, the brass band slid to the side, exposing a sunken rotor. Not a particularly complex lock, but she’d trained to open these by sound. Listening for faint clicks on a wagon rumbling through the woods…‌

“Four. Six. Two. Five,” the gypsy said.

“Mr. Black let you—‌”

“Let.” The gypsy sniffed. “No. But I too am just a woman. A woman who has eyes that see around corners. Take whatever you want. I say nothing.”

Olivia dialed in the numbers, and the trunk’s lid hissed open. It didn’t hold much. She pawed through clothing, papers, various objects whose purpose gave her pause—‌she really ought to be more afraid of Mr. Black—‌and then her hand fell upon a pair of bioactive nocturnal goggles. She stared for a second in awe. So they did exist. She had heard whispers.

With such goggles, she could have been Ian’s lookout. Anger seeped in, replacing indignity. Would be.

She hung them about her neck and dug deeper into Mr. Black’s trunk.

The Roost. Katerina’s trained pteryform could easily carry her—‌and the apparatus—‌from the castle to the storm frigate. Katerina would be heading there. Ian and Zheng would be in pursuit. Anything could happen.

The most direct route to The Roost was straight up. Olivia snatched up a set of mechanical climbing dragon claws. Scaling the castle walls with bare hands and boots was impossible, but with these…‌ She shoved them into a sack and tied the bag to her belt with shaking hands. Looking up would surely be better than looking down. It would have to be.

Pulling on a dark, woolen cap to hide the bright beacon that was her hair, she swung an equally dark cape about her shoulders.

Elizabeth’s mouth hung open as she stared at Olivia. “Are you certain you’re not that kind of agent?”

She was tonight. She had to be. “Stay with Mr. Black,” Olivia said. “He’s the best of the Queen’s agents. Do whatever he tells you. I’ll see your brother safe.”

And with that promise, she turned and leapt from the wagon.