Aldric
The responsibility is overwhelming. I’m not just having sex with a woman, I’m about to have sex with my woman. My life. I want it to be perfect for her while knowing that’s not entirely possible.
She’s a virgin. Inevitably, I’m going to hurt her. It’s unavoidable. But I want her first time to be sunshine and roses so the memory lingers and makes her smile every time she thinks about it.
I can’t put her off though. I will hurt her if I do. Even though it’s after midnight, I will take my time, worship every inch of her, and prove to her she’s loved beyond measure.
I stand and lift her into my arms to carry her to the bed.
She wraps her legs around my waist and grips my shoulders. Her fingers dig in deep. She’s nervous even though she won’t admit it.
Fuck, I’m nervous too.
I lower her onto her back and hover over her, taking in every emotion on her face, the pinkening of her cheeks, the way she licks her lips, her damp eyelashes, the halo of hair around her head.
Juliet is mine.
I push her nightie over her head and toss it aside, loving how she shivers under my gaze. Her nipples pebble, begging for my attention as I lift her arms above her head and press them into the mattress.
I need to taste her. I need to feel her nipples in my mouth, flick my tongue over them until they harden so tight she’s writhing.
As I lower my head toward her chest, she arches, whimpering before I’ve had a single lick. “You are so beautiful,” I murmur.
She squirms. “Kiss me, Daddy. Kiss my nipples.”
I groan as I do as she’s requested, loving the sweet way she asks me. As I suckle one into my mouth, she moans. Music to my ears. I want to hear that sound every day for the rest of my life.
I tease her nipple until she’s squirming and then switch to the other one in much the same way I did the last time I spread her naked on my bed. I push her legs open and lower my lips to her pussy next, capturing her clit and flicking it rapidly.
She gasps and squirms as if the sensation is too much.
I want her to come fast and hard against my lips so her body will relax while I work on preparing her for my cock. After thrusting my tongue into her tight channel, I resume suckling her clit while I ease one finger into her pussy.
Fuck. She’s so damn tight. I expected tight, but this is beyond my imagination. I flip my palm over and drag my finger back out of her, being sure to hit her G-spot.
Juliet cries out, her hands coming to my shoulders. “Oh, God.”
“Come for me, baby girl. It will help you relax.”
She groans as she tips her head back and arches her body off the bed. God, I love her. Every inch of her. She’s fucking sexy as she stiffens and then digs her heels into the mattress. Her lips are parted and her orgasm pulses against my tongue.
As the waves recede, she drops her bottom to the mattress and meets my gaze, a satisfied smile on her lips. “Now what?”
I chuckle as I rise off her. “You want more?”
She licks her lips. “I want it all.”
I stand, holding her gaze as I shrug out of the only thing I’m wearing—the loose sleep pants I put on after my shower. My cock bobs free, and I wrap my palm around it and stroke from base to tip.
Juliet sucks in a breath, not blinking. She doesn’t shrink away though. She slowly sits and scoots closer until she’s straddling my legs. Her gaze is on my cock, and her small hands come to mine.
Her voice is soft as she speaks. “Considering how tight your finger felt and how much larger your erection is, I’m incredibly grateful that you confiscated that absurd dildo I bought.”
I chuckle. “See? Daddy knows best.”
“Yeah. That seems to be the case most of the time.”
I cup her face with my free hand and tip her chin back. “I will make mistakes. I made a grave misjudgment by not taking you to my bed before now. But I do expect you to assume my errors will be few and far between and obey my rules.”
She licks her sweet lips. “Yes, Sir.”
“If you have a concern, you’ll bring it to me and we’ll discuss it.”
She nods. “Yes, Sir.” She swallows. “I have a concern right now, Daddy.”
I lift both brows. “Yes?”
“How much longer are you going to make me wait?” She gives me a slow grin. The naughty little stinker.
“As long as I want, sassy girl.” I grab her shoulders with both hands and lower my lips to hers, intent on kissing her senseless.
The moment our lips lock, she sighs into my mouth and I melt into hers. Her fingers are grazing up and down my shaft, driving me to the edge of sanity, but I don’t stop her. If she wants to familiarize herself with my cock, so be it. I’m glad she’s not too shy in bed. She asks for what she wants boldly and never hesitates.
She’s panting when I release her lips. “It’s so smooth.” Her fingers are teasing the slit on the tip of my cockhead.
I hold my breath as she brings one to her mouth and sucks my precome off the digit. Fucking hot. Jesus.
“Salty. Just like in books.”
I groan. The running commentary might not be appealing to some men, but to me it’s sexy. It’s life-affirming. It’s Juliet. It’s who we are together. Partners who talk through things.
“May I lick it?”
I take a step back. “No man will ever tell a woman she can’t lick his cock, baby girl. But if you want me inside your pussy, you can’t linger. I’ll come too soon.”
“Okay.” She surprises me when she slides off the edge of the bed and drops to her knees. My breath hitches when she drags her tongue up my shaft from the base to the mushroom-shaped head. When her tongue flicks over the slit, gathering up my precome, I groan.
With no warning, she sucks my cock into her mouth, her cheeks hollowing as she lowers her head.
I grab her shoulders. “Juliet…” I warn.
She releases me and tips her head back to give me a mischievous grin. “I wanted to see what it felt like.”
“Uh-huh. You can do that another time.” I grab her hands and haul her to standing. “Back on the bed, naughty girl.”
Instead of lifting onto her butt and scooting back, she turns to climb up with her knee to the mattress so she can crawl toward the center.
She doesn’t make it very far. She’s too tempting for me to let get away. I snag her ankle and tug her backward before wrapping an arm around her waist and hauling her back against my front.
My cock nestles between her legs, and my hands slide up to cup her breasts.
The shiver that runs down her body is worth it. Her nipples harden as I pinch them. I kiss her neck as I lower one hand down the front of her to find her clit.
She moans, her legs trembling. “Daddy…”
My cock is right there, but she’s so tight. Keeping one hand on her breast, I hold her up and thrust my finger into her tight warmth.
Fuck, tight is too mild of a word. She’s a vice grip. And she’s so aroused that wetness is sliding all around my finger and onto my palm. “Let me stretch you, baby girl.”
She whimpers.
I add a second finger, moving them in and out slowly, increasing the depth each time. All the while I’m kissing her neck and thumbing her nipple, helping her relax.
I need her flat on the bed, so I remove my fingers only long enough to lift her up and settle her on her back before I’m pushing her legs apart and thrusting my fingers back into her heat.
She fists the sheets at her sides and arches. “Daddy…” Her voice is higher pitched. I like it. She’s growing more desperate.
She gasps when I add a third finger, her body stiffening.
“That’s it, honey. Take Daddy’s fingers. Let it feel good. My cock is aching to get inside you.”
“Please, Daddy. Do it.” Her head rolls back and forth.
I climb between her legs, my gaze on her core. Swollen, wet, pink. Mine. “Look at me, baby girl,” I instruct as I lift my eyes to meet hers.
She blinks at me, her mouth open.
“I need to grab a condom.” Why didn’t I think of this sooner? They’re in the suitcase.
She shakes her head. “I have an IUD.”
I swallow. “Honey…” I’ve never had sex without a condom in my life.
“Please. Nothing between us.” She reaches for me as I let my fingers flutter over her G-spot. “Please,” she begs. “I want to feel you. All of you.”
I groan. I won’t last ten seconds without a condom. Hell, I wasn’t going to anyway. The thought of being bare inside my girl makes my dick even harder. It jerks at the mention as if it has a mind of its own and it heard us.
I pull my fingers out and hold her gaze while I suck her sweet arousal off every digit.
Her cheeks flush a darker pink while she watches me. “Stop teasing.”
Dropping down over her, I hold myself up by my elbows. I cup her face. “It’s going to hurt.”
“I don’t care.”
“I promise it will only hurt once and then get better and better every time we make love.”
“I trust you.” She grabs my hips, pulling, urging me closer.
I lodge my cock at her tight entrance. I want to remember this moment, the look in her eyes, the flush, the innocence and nervousness. Pure desire and love.
I have to grit my teeth as I inch forward, moving as slowly as possible. I try to focus on anything but my cock and how damn pleased it is. This is the most difficult thing I’ve ever done. I want to slam into her, but I don’t dare. I can do that later. Another day.
Her breath hitches, making me pause. I ease almost out and then back to the same spot.
“I want more, Aldric. Give me more.”
I can’t ignore that demand. All I can do is keep my eyes focused on hers and slide in the rest of the way.
She gasps, her eyes hazing, her fingers digging into my hips.
“Breathe, baby girl.” I hate that I’m hurting her. I want this part over. I don’t dare move a muscle. “Juliet, take a breath, honey.”
She draws in oxygen through her nose, blinking several times. Finally, she lets it out. Her lips part. “Again.”
I ease almost out and back in, deeper this time.
A slow smile spreads. “Again.”
It’s hard not to chuckle at her sweet demands. But there’s nothing funny happening. Nothing but raw lust and love. So much love. Enough to smother people.
The next time I move, she moans. “Yes…”
Fuck me.
Her hands slide up to my lower back. “That’s amazing. Do it some more.”
I smile and start thrusting in earnest, gritting my teeth to avoid coming. Going without a condom has increased my sensitivity tenfold, but combining that with how tight she is and how much I fucking love her makes it nearly impossible to hold back.
I drop lower so I can kiss her while I ease a hand between us to find her clit.
She moans into my mouth as I flick my thumb over the tiny nub and then press against it.
“Daddy.” Her voice is shrill with need. “Please.” She’s trembling.
I push deeper, not realizing there was even a millimeter of space left.
Suddenly, she’s coming around my cock and against my thumb. Coming hard and moaning as her head thrashes back and forth. She’s so beautiful when she comes.
I can’t hold back. Milking my cock like this is my undoing. The pressure releases as my orgasm consumes me, filling her, making her mine.
There are no words. It’s as if I too were a virgin. No previous experience compares to sex with Juliet. Sex with the last woman I’ll ever be inside.
I’m quivering over her as she trembles beneath me. This is the most powerful experience of my life, and I see the same emotion reflected in her eyes.