Better

After a long wet season the rain's let up.

The list my life was on was critical;

reproach soaked it and infected my ears.

I hid, deaf and blind, my skin my hospital,

in the inoperable ache of fear.

Today the rain stops. I can hear! Trees drip.

They spatter & whisper as I walk their

breathing avenue. The wind has died back;

edge-catching light elaborates the air.

From the road car-tunes rush close then slacken.

I climb the green hill. There at last I reach

a figured stillness where no nightmares slide.

Green leaves turn inside out to grow. They breach

their barriers. I come, eyes wide, outside.

MARIE PONSOT