The cabin blurred, doubled, yawned. Darkness oozed toward her, though Gwyneth knew the ferocious teeth of the sea waited beyond. She pressed herself to the corner of the floor and clenched her jaw. If she slid into that open mouth…
She squeezed her eyes shut, and when she opened them again, the cabin looked like it had when she first stepped foot in it some six weeks ago. Wooden planks for floor, walls, and ceiling, the few pieces of furniture nailed into place. The bed to which she’d lashed herself in rough seas.
The bed that had provided no rest, nothing but nightmare upon nightmare.
A rattle came from the door, and a moment later Mrs. Wesley slid in, her face a web of concern. She scanned the room with alarm before finally spotting Gwyneth in her place between the small desk and the wall. “Ah, love, what are you doing on the floor?”
She hadn’t the energy to resist Mrs. Wesley’s gentle hands. Dizziness washed over her and made her sway, but when it cleared she was on her feet, standing in the middle of the tiny room and staring at the wall that had been a mouth.
Mrs. Wesley clicked her tongue. “Still in yesterday’s dress I see, though you promised me you would change into your nightgown. Did you sleep at all?”
Gwyneth couldn’t convince her gaze to leave the wall, lest it open again. “Sleep?” She took a step away from the monster of a bed. “I do not know. Perhaps for an hour or two.”
Before the nightmare had snapped its fangs around her, before the scream had battled for a place on her lips and, when denied, tried to choke the life from her.
Mrs. Wesley’s worried frown was yet another arrow through her heart. “Dear girl.” She laid a soft hand against the Gwyneth’s cheek and swept a thumb under her eye, where circles had deepened to hollows. “You cannot survive on so little rest. Why, if the general finds you in such a state, he will think me a sorry guardian indeed.”
Her voice had been light, straining for a jest, but it struck like one of the rogue waves of which the sailors had spoken, the kind that hit without warning and swept all life into the depths. Gwyneth squeezed shut her eyes and opened her lips. She must tell her, must tell the Wesleys that their master was no more. She must…she ought to…
Her lips pressed together as tightly as her eyes. She couldn’t speak, couldn’t scream. He would hear her, and he would come after her. Come and…what?
Have no fear, Fairchild. Dear Uncle Gates will take care of our precious girl.
Her stomach pitched and rolled, sending her to the floor in search of the chamber pot. She pulled it out in time to heave into it, though there was nothing in her stomach to come up again.
“’Tis the strangest case of seasickness I have ever seen.”
Gwyneth nearly shrieked at the voice, too deep, too masculine. Then she sat up and saw the captain and Mr. Wesley. When had they come in?
“Has she slept at all this week?”
Gwyneth rested her head against the side of the desk. The captain never bothered speaking directly to her anymore, only about her. Perhaps because she could never wrap her tongue around coherent answers.
Her eyes slid shut. She was tired. So very tired.
“Not to speak of.” Mourning filled Mrs. Wesley’s tone. As if Gwyneth had already been lost. As if she somehow knew Papa had been too. “How long until we reach port, Captain? She cannot survive this much longer.”
“Not long now. If the winds remain with us, it should be but another few days. We—”
“Sail ho! Captain Stokes, she flies an American flag!”
Gwyneth opened her eyes in time to see the gray-haired captain lurch for the door. “Stay in here together.”
Mr. Wesley stopped him with an outstretched hand. “You will not engage, will you, Captain?”
The man tugged his coat down and straightened his spine. “I swore to the general I would see his daughter safely to Annapolis. I will do nothing that would endanger her. We will outrun this vessel.”
As he strode from the cabin, the world tipped again and doubled. Gwyneth had little choice but to wrap her arms around the leg of the desk and shut her eyes.
Now blurred into forever, with nothing but the ever-increasing ache in her muscles telling her time passed. At some point shouts rang out and echoed, turning to a deafening roar from which she could pluck no single word. Hands touched, urged, but when she felt the prickly tick of the bed under her, she choked on a scream, lunged away, and fell yet again to the floor.
Tomorrow. The whisper came from within her but made little sense. She tried to focus on the promise of reaching port, as if that would make the nightmares cease. As if that would make sleep come peacefully. As if land would steady the roiling of her world.
But it wouldn’t. She knew that. Seasickness was not her malady. Could one die of heartsickness? Of fear? Of insomnia?
Tomorrow.
The shouting changed in timbre, and thunder split the world in two. A scream rent the air. Fog overtook her vision; cursing blistered her ears. Papa would be furious if he heard such words uttered in her presence. He would…
He would do nothing. Because he was gone.
The door crashed open, and its collision with the wall made her vision snap back into alignment and the echoes cease. When two unfamiliar men charged into the room, Gwyneth pushed herself to her feet, though she had to put a hand upon the surface of the desk to keep herself steady.
Mrs. Wesley slid an arm around her waist. Mr. Wesley stood in the center of the cabin, a pistol leveled at the intruders.
One of them smirked. “Put that away, old man. The captain has surrendered.”
“No.” Voice quavering, Mr. Wesley lifted the gun another inch.
Gwyneth took a step forward, though her knees wobbled. “Mr. Wesley, please. Do nothing foolish.”
The pirate’s eyes softened. “You’ve nothing to worry about, sir. We are Americans, not monsters. Our interest is in the ship. We will deliver everyone safely to Barbados, and you can write home or arrange new transport.”
Write. Her brow furrowed, her thoughts pounded against one another. Papa. The letter! Where had she put the letter, the one he had given her just before…the one she was to present if taken by American privateers? It was…no, she had put it in her reticule. It must be still in her reticule. Which was…
She turned, slowly lest the dizziness strike again, her gaze moving about the cabin in search of the small bag. Mrs. Wesley said something, but she could not spare the attention to discern what. All her concentration was needed to stagger over to the trunk wedged between the bed and the wall.
She lifted the lid, her ears buzzing at a sudden loud noise. There, right on top, lay her reticule. She grabbed it and turned back too quickly, and then wished she hadn’t when the world kept spinning after her feet had come to a stop. When her eyes refocused, she saw the muzzle of a gun inches from her face.
Her throat went tight, paralysis seized her limbs. All she could do was clutch the bag to her chest and stare at the man before her.
Oddly, he looked more exasperated than angry. “What in blazes are you doing, miss? I told you to stop.”
“I did not hear you.”
Frustration twisted his countenance, but Mrs. Wesley slid to her side again. “Please, sir. She has scarcely slept since we left England due to seasickness. Her perception has been…dubious.”
Dubious. Her whole life, it seemed, was dubious. Her fingers tightened around her reticule, her gaze going to the doorway when another unfamiliar figure filled it. This one strode in with the confidence that bespoke authority and tossed out a casual, “What is going on here?”
The man before her lowered his gun and stepped away. “A misunderstanding, Captain. The girl went for her trunk, and I…”
“Hmm.” The captain halted in the middle of the room and regarded her steadily. “Are you unwell, miss?”
No doubt she looked like something left for dead. She hardly cared, though even her sleep-deprived eyes had no trouble seeing this captain was handsome enough to set female hearts pounding. The way his hair curled brought Sir Arthur to mind, though he was dark where Sir Arthur was fair.
Thoughts of him caused only a numb little thump in her chest. There was no room, it seemed, to mourn the loss of a suitor.
Mrs. Wesley gave her waist a squeeze. “Insomnia, sir. You are the captain?”
He swept his hat from his head and bowed with far too much grace for some American pirate. “Alain Arnaud of the Demain, at your service.”
Demain—the French word for “tomorrow.” She must have heard them shouting it. But it only lit another burning question, and her vision blurred again. “Are you French or American, sir?”
His grin flashed bright as lightning and just as fleeting. “Both. Born in France, but when the Revolution descended, my family fled to America.”
Gwyneth’s fingers tangled in the strap of her reticule. “Mama was French nobility as well. Papa helped her escape Versailles the very day they stormed the Bastille in Paris.”
Captain Arnaud held out a hand. “It would seem we have common ground then, Miss…?”
Her fingers stumbled over the latch of her reticule. “Fairchild.”
His face froze. All but his eyes, which snapped with questions. Did he know of her father? Quite possibly—a privateer preying on British ships would stay abreast of British military.
“Fairchild? Any relation to the general by that name?”
She pulled out the letter Papa had given her, crumpled now from so many weeks stuffed carelessly into her bag. Rather than putting her fingers in his for a greeting, she set the sealed envelope upon his outstretched palm. “He is—” if only is were still the proper word—“my father.”
Captain Arnaud frowned at the letter. “And this is…?”
“For you. He said if we were set upon by American privateers, to give it to them.” She shrugged, her shoulders heavy.
Curiosity evident, the captain broke the wax seal and unfolded the paper. His eyes darted across the page. And went wide.
“Captain.” The other sailor edged forward, the one who had thus far said nothing and remained at the door. “A general’s daughter. We could ransom her. Use her for leverage, at the least.”
Fear hadn’t even time to beat its wings before the captain lowered the paper. “No.”
“But, Captain—”
“Unless you would like to explain to Thad why we chose to hold his ward prisoner when he was expecting her delivered safely to Baltimore?”
Gwyneth had to grip the desk again. Who in the world was Thad? And why Baltimore? Papa had said she was to go to Annapolis. To the Lanes. Bennet and Winter. She should have been their ward.
Yet both of the sailors relaxed, and the one the captain addressed even looked amused. “How in thunder does Thaddeus Lane know General Fairchild’s daughter?”
Thaddeus Lane? She blinked rapidly, trying to clear the haze from her eyes. Trying to remember the stories to which she had scarcely paid attention. Their son, he must be. “May I see the letter, Captain?”
“Of course.” His amusement now matched that of his man as he handed it to her, and then he planted his hands on his hips. “I always said he knows everybody the world over.”
Gwyneth looked to the page, but her hand shook too badly for her to read it. She set it upon the desk and felt the burn of tears when her eyes drank in the familiar, precious script.
Dear Sir,
If you are reading this, then it is because you have intercepted the Scribe and, along with it, my daughter and her chaperones. But before you start planning how to make use of this capture, I must enlighten you. Thaddeus Lane is expecting my daughter and has sworn his protection over her and the Wesleys. I implore you to honor the promise of he who I know is held in your greatest esteem. I trust you to deliver her safely to him.
Respectfully,
General Isaac Fairchild
Gwyneth lifted a hand to her temple. Had the throbbing been there all along, or was it new? “You know Mr. Lane?”
“It’s Captain Lane, and I should think so. He is all but a brother to me.” Indeed, his voice rang with warmth.
Mrs. Wesley emitted a sound of relief. “Oh, praise the Lord, then, that you are the ones to have taken the Scribe.”
Captain Arnaud loosed a low breath of a laugh. “It would not have mattered, madam, had it been any other American privateer. Thad is equally esteemed by all.”
How had her father known that? As a sudden stab of pain behind her eyes forced Gwyneth’s head down, her eyes closed. She pressed her fingers to the spot and heard Papa’s voice in her mind. I cannot entrust you to anyone but the Lanes.
Ben and Winter, not this Thaddeus.
“Come.” The captain’s voice reverberated, distant and muted. “Gather your things and join me on the Demain. I will escort you directly to Baltimore.”
To Baltimore, not Annapolis. To Thaddeus Lane, not his parents. That wasn’t right, was it?
A touch upon her arm, so soft she nearly missed it. “His parents have gone to Baltimore too, Miss Fairchild.”
She jerked back, wondering how he had heard her thoughts…and then realized she must have spoken aloud. Her gaze tangled with Captain Arnaud’s.
He gave her a small, gentle smile. “Your father obviously knew which name to call upon with the privateer fleet. There is no man more trusted in America than Thad.”
She didn’t give a fig whom the Americans trusted, but she nodded and followed the captain’s outstretched arm. Because one other truth blazed across her mind.
Papa trusted Thaddeus Lane. Trusted him with her life, with her well-being. And if Papa trusted him, then so would she.