My Bipolar Facts
- Current medications: Lamictal, Tegretol, Geodon, Wellbutrin, trazodone, Ativan, and a number of supplements that are thought to support mood stability, including a high dose of fish oil and a strong vitamin B-complex
- Some habits that help me: a structured schedule, including daily mood charts, keeping a journal, yoga (I'm serious), cardiovascular exercise, meditation, baths, massage, going out of my house and interacting with another human being at least once a day, long periods of sunshine, and, during the winter, my light box. Also, seeing my doctor and therapist frequently, seeing my family and friends several times a week, and, critically, staying sober.
- Weekly cost of my meds: around $300, one third of which is out of pocket
- My side effects last week: double vision until 2 P.M., dizziness, poor balance, headaches, nausea, digestive problems, low blood sugar, anxiety, shaking hands
- Weekly cost of therapy: $217, out of pocket
- Cost of psychiatric visits: $300 per session (at least two a month, sometimes more), only partially covered by my three forms of insurance
- Cost of my last hospitalization: $45,000 covered by insurance; $10,000 paid out of pocket