Ava sat on a bench in the girls’ locker room, her heart thumping hard in her chest as she laced up her cleats. All around her, girls were changing into sports clothes, chattering cheerfully with one another. She was relieved not to see anyone she knew, at least not well. There was a girl from her social studies class near her, and judging from her tennis shoes and knee pads, Ava guessed she was trying out for volleyball.
“Hi!” the girl said. “What sport are you trying out for?”
Ava mumbled, “Football” under her breath.
“Sorry, what? Did you say cross-country?”
“No, football,” Ava replied.
“Football!” said Ava loudly.
The chattering in the locker room stopped. It was as though someone had flicked off a radio.
“Football?” the girl repeated. “Like, as in, the football team?”
Ava nodded, staring down at the floor. She could hear someone whispering, and then the chattering resumed. But she sensed a different energy in the air. Was it shock? Amazement? Disapproval? She couldn’t tell. She didn’t feel like finding out. She grabbed her water bottle, slammed her locker closed, and headed out toward the football field.
The notice on the school’s athletic page had said no pads or helmets for the first day, and Ava was glad. Today would be largely conditioning, she assumed, and she was good at that stuff. Ever since the day when she was about three and begged her dad to show her how to throw and catch a football, it was clear to her family that she had inherited the Sackett athletic gene.
When she got to the field, she saw a cluster of guys standing near the twenty yard line, and more emerging from the boys’ locker room and joining the growing throng. Mr. Kenerson was near the bleacher area, conferring with his four assistant coaches. Ava didn’t recognize the assistants, who wore similar white polo shirts, visors, and mirrored sunglasses. One of them was vigorously chewing gum. They were all staring down at Coach Kenerson’s clipboard and didn’t see her approach.
The boys did, though. Their loud chattering, laughing, friendly pushing, and general kidding around suddenly stopped as she approached the group.
Ava figured she might as well say something. “Hi,” she said, as brightly and cheerfully as she could.
A few guys murmured hello, and then silence ensued.
She scanned the group, looking for a friendly face. Where was her friend Corey? He didn’t seem to have come out of the locker room yet. She recognized Logan Medina, the kid running against Alex for president, and his friend Xander. Next to Xander was Andy Baker, a kid from her social studies class. She saw Xander whisper something to Andy. Andy looked at her and snickered. She tried to ignore them, and glanced around to see if the coaches had noticed her yet.
They had. All five of them stood motionless, as though they’d been frozen with a supervillain’s freeze-ray gun. The coach who’d been chewing gum seemed to have swallowed it.
Ava’s heart sank. Why was everyone acting so surprised to see her? She’d signed up for football at the Activities Fair. The boys were staring at her like she’d just sprouted a second head or something. Maybe they hadn’t thought she was serious.
“Are you looking for cross-country?” someone behind Ava asked. She turned.
It was Xander.
Ava’s anger flared, but she didn’t let him see. “No. Football,” she said.
“I hear she’s good,” said another voice. She turned. It was Corey.
He didn’t smile at her, but she detected a friendly twinkle in his eye. She told him thank you with her eyes. She knew better than to be too friendly to him—it could make it awkward for him if it turned out she stunk. She would have to prove herself by the way she played, rather than with words.
Coach Kenerson approached the group. Ava couldn’t see his eyes behind his mirrored sunglasses, but she could tell he was looking straight at her.
He stopped a few feet from them and pointed at her. “Sackett, isn’t it?”
Ava nodded, almost imperceptibly.
“Step over here a minute, will you?”
He turned before she could respond. She trotted after him, trying to catch up to his long strides. He stopped when they were out of earshot of the rest of the group.
“I saw that you were on the sign-up sheet. I have to say I was pretty surprised. Are you here to try out?” he asked her. His tone wasn’t mean, exactly. More . . . skeptical, Ava thought.
“Um, yes,” she said.
“You know this is tackle football, right?”
“Yes.”
“Are you familiar with how the game is played?”
“Yes, of course.”
He pulled off his sunglasses and squinted down at her. “From what I’ve observed, Sackett, you don’t strike me as much of a football fan, let alone a player. No offense.”
Ava blinked up at him. “Sorry? I’m not sure—”
“Why, just yesterday morning, I was talking about pass protection, and you thought I was talking about ways students could protect their hall passes.”
“I—I did?”
“And this morning, when someone brought up what a great rusher Tyler Whitley is, you asked why it would be beneficial to rush through an assessment.”
That was when she realized what was going on. “Oh, no, that wasn’t me,” she said. “I think maybe you mean my sister, Alex. She’s in your homeroom. We’re identical twins. And she—ah—she doesn’t really follow the game very closely.”
He took a step backward, as though the news had struck him in the chest.
“Identical twins,” he repeated.
“Yes.”
He considered this. “Well, be that as it may, I have to tell you something, Sackett,” he said. “I’m really not sure whether our district rules allow this.”
Ava’s anger flared again, which made her bolder. “Allow what, Coach?” She was going to make him say it.
He put his sunglasses back on, and then took them off again and cleaned them on his pant leg. He seemed flustered. “Well, uh, allow people—uh, people like you, to play.”
“You mean girls?” She crossed her arms.
Now he looked really uncomfortable. He looked from side to side as though hoping someone might suddenly appear and help him out with this conversation. When no one did, he said, “Well, yes. That’s it. Allow girls. I’ve been coaching eighteen years and have never had to deal with this.”
“Well, Coach K, with all due respect,” said Ava, choosing her words carefully, “I checked the rules on the district’s website. I didn’t see anything that said girls aren’t allowed to play.”
He grumbled. “That doesn’t mean much, Sackett. The website can’t cover every contingency. I imagine it doesn’t say, ‘Texas longhorn cattle are also prohibited from playing,’ but that doesn’t mean we would let one play if it were to show up.” He chuckled at his own joke and then went back to looking stern.
“I used to play on the local Pee Wee team in my old town in Massachusetts, and being a girl was never an issue there,” Ava said. She was starting to get tired of arguing with Coach K—she wasn’t used to having to defend herself so strenuously.
Luckily, Coach Kenerson gave a little grunt and said, “All right, we’ll proceed for now. It’s all drills and conditioning, no contact. You can join us today, and tonight I’ll make some calls to the athletic director and the district and get this all sorted out.”
“Okay. Thanks, Coach,” said Ava.
“But Sackett, don’t expect any special treatment just because of your last name, or because you’re a—a girl. You got that?”
She grinned at that. “I got it, Coach. I plan to earn my spot on this team same as everyone else.”
He nodded, and she caught a hint of an approving look on his gruff face.
He blew his whistle. “Captains!” he bellowed. “Two laps around, and then line ’em up for team calisthenics!”
The two captains, eighth graders whom Ava didn’t know, led the fifty or so kids toward the fence that surrounded the area around the football field and began jogging. Ava was happy to do something she felt confident about. She was in pretty good shape, thanks to all the working out she’d done with Tommy and the pickup basketball she’d been playing at the park near her house.
They were rounding the far corner of the field when Ava felt someone kick the sole of her right cleat. The ground rushed toward her and she came very close to landing on her nose. But somehow, her right foot managed to find the ground in front of her, and she maintained her footing, waving her arms awkwardly.
“Oh, sorry about that, Sackett,” said Andy Baker. “My bad.”
He pulled ahead of her and kept running.
Ava wanted to believe he hadn’t meant to do it, but she wasn’t totally sure. She came in last.
When Ava finally joined the team, the captains ordered everyone to form three lines. As Ava chose the middle line, she heard someone say, “Hey, Sackett.”
She looked. It was Xander.
“Back line for rookies,” he said. “It’s a thing.”
She opened her mouth to say something, and then closed it. Without a word, she moved back to the third line, between two skinny sixth graders. But her temper was simmering.
After the team warm-ups, Coach Kenerson called them in to take a knee. He introduced the assistant coaches. Ava knew she wouldn’t remember their names and hoped there’d be a handout. But she tried to study their faces so she’d remember who was offensive coordinator, defensive coordinator, lineman coach, receivers and quarterback coach, and running backs coach. Where would a kicker go? she wondered.
“After practice, there will be a sign-up in the”—he stopped and cleared his throat—“outside the locker room.”
Ava knew it was because of her. Well, so what? she thought fiercely.
“I’d like you to sign your name next to the position or positions you’re trying out for,” he continued. “Think outside the box, please. I realize most of you want to be either quarterback or wide receiver, but remember, it takes all positions to make a great team.”
The boys murmured to one another and then quieted back down.
“We’re not going to break down into positions just yet,” said Coach K. “Today is going to be drills, testing, and conditioning. Be ready to run some more, fellas.”
Ava felt several dozen pairs of eyes turn to look at her. She felt her face burning, but she kept a neutral expression.
Then Coach K blew his whistle and divided everyone up into six stations for the drills, and the practice began.