The shore was packed tighter than a gym in the beginning of January.
Aubrey strode down the weathered slats of the boardwalk, dodging folks with every half step. Not like she gave a damn. The midday sun was piping hot overhead, the scents of salty fries and pizza sizzled in the air, and the women strolling to the beach were even more scorching.
Summer in Rehoboth wasn’t just tradition—it was sacred between her, Kyle, and Sky. Though this year, Sky had to spoil their fun by finding true love and all that jazz. Now Aubrey and Kyle formed the singles party. Not like her bed stayed empty often though. Sweat dripped down the side of her face, the sticky droplets tickling as they crawled. Her stomach rumbled at the smell of stalls that served everything from crispy funnel cake to sweet, cool custard, but she gripped her bags a little tighter and passed them by. She’d been sent on a very important mission to grab booze for the rental, and she wouldn’t let the girls down.
She reached the edge of the boardwalk and squinted at the maze of streets that spread out into a mix of residential and businesses. Their road was visible from here. They booked their rental a year in advance because it was right near the water. Aubrey might rebel against anything resembling commitment regarding relationships, but she dug her routines, whether they be the jab, cross, and uppercuts she taught at the gym or the yearly trip she took with her best friends.
The seaside breeze swept by, and she drew in a deep inhale, all salt and ozone. She wove to their side street, the purple shutters of their rental standing out at the end of the block. The booze she’d picked up strained the handles of the bag, an assortment of rum, more rum, gin, and whisky to appease Sky and Kyle. If it had been up to her, she would’ve replaced the bottles with more Captain Jack.
She neared the house that was hers for the week, the perfect place to unwind and get away from everything. She needed the escape from her status quo too. Work had been slammed, and as of late, the whole trolling for hot women at bars had lost that gilt thrill, especially the more she watched how gooey sweet Sky and her girlfriend were together. Chels had been complaining about her husband, Noah, more than ever, and every time she visited her folks, Dad asked Aubs when she would bring home a husband.
Next time to never, Pops.
When she’d come out at the tender age of sixteen, Mom had been the supportive one, whereas Dad played the “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” game.
She slowed as she closed in on the last few houses on the way to hers. They all possessed their own unique charm—bright colored shutters and wide porches with wicker furniture. The languid spell of this area grew infectious, a sleepy beach town by day that knew how to party at night. Even though Rehoboth only lay an hour and a half from their hometown in Wilmington, it felt like a time zone away. Her gaze glided over the house next to theirs, and she almost tripped.
Selina Beckett sat on one of the wicker benches on the porch of the house beside theirs, her feet propped up and her nose buried in a book.
“Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world,” Aubs called out as she came to a stop and rerouted her steps to Selina’s direction. She should keep walking—Selina was the owner of Renegades, the hottest queer bar in Wilmington, and she had threatened to ban Aubrey almost a dozen times. But Aubrey couldn’t deny that any challenge thrilled her, and the tougher the woman was, the more she got inspired to ram those walls down.
Y’know, until the eventuality when they hooked up and Aubrey ghosted. Because she was chickenshit on her best day. That would never happen with Selina. The woman loathed her.
All the more reason to annoy her now.
Aubrey’s feet creaked on the steps of Selina’s porch as she approached. The woman placed her book on her lap to look at her.
Selina Beckett normally dressed in a mixture of sophisti-goth and punk when she worked at the bar, with Wiccan charms around her neck and wrists, but today she wore a pale off-the-shoulder tee with the black straps of a sports bra poking out and a pair of maroon leggings underneath that came to mid-calf.
She arched an elegant eyebrow. “What are you doing here, Aubrey?” The bright sunlight illuminated the copper in her skin, making her dark eyes and her relaxed black pixie cut stand out even more. The woman’s sensual lips told a story with each quirk, everything about her a mixture of mysterious, sultry, and cutting.
“We’re staying next door for the week, Selina,” she said, elongating her full name. “Looks like we’ll be neighbors.”
Selina stared at the ceiling of the porch. “Goddess, what did I do to deserve this punishment?”
“Maybe she heard you were a little masochistic,” Aubs teased, her voice growing husky. Nothing thrilled her more than watching the woman’s irritation grow.
“Maybe she’s trying to teach me patience,” Selina shot back. “Are you going to have the normal pussy parade coming through? Make sure to keep it down in the late hours—I like getting sleep on vacation.”
“I can’t help if the ladies are enjoying themselves,” Aubs said with a wink. “I like my partners to leave satisfied.”
“How long do you let the bedsheets cool before you send them out on their ass, Aubrey?” she asked, that reproachful gaze devouring her. “An hour? Five minutes? We both know they don’t stay all night.”
Aubs placed her hands on her hips. “Do I look like a cuddler to you? They’ll be more comfortable in their own beds rather than mine. I’m just being considerate.”
“Why don’t you take all your bountiful consideration and head on over to your rental?” Selina responded with the same smooth coolness as always. “I was in the middle of a good scene.”
Aubs parked herself on the arm of Selina’s wicker seat, which creaked under her weight. Selina grimaced, and Aubs’s grin widened as she peeked at the cover with a couple clutching one another.
“I took you for more of the thriller or serial killer type of read, not romance,” Aubs proclaimed, her teeth poking out of her smile. “Don’t tell me you’re a secret softie?”
Selina shot her a pointed look. “The romance is fiction, but if you want to experience a thriller, keep bothering me on my porch while I’m trying to read.”
“Tantalizing,” Aubs said, grinning as she hopped from her perch and strode toward the steps. “Looking forward to seeing you around town, gorgeous.”
Selina’s silence answered back, and amusement welled in Aubrey’s chest. She’d been annoying the woman for years, to the point that it’d become an art form. And still, Selina had never cracked. The temporary thrill offered some color on a canvas that had grown pretty monochromatic as of late.
Aubs headed up to the front door of their rental, hearing the murmur of voices from inside.
Escape. That’s what this week revolved around, and goddamn, she needed it more than ever.
Loud chatter echoed to the rafters of Castaway Cantina, which was as packed as the beaches had been during the day. Not like Aubrey minded—they’d been able to snag a table for their crew, and the margaritas were flowing. The cedar floors, walls, and ceiling leant themselves to the beach vibe, as did the wide-open windows that the salt breeze wafted through. Electronica pulsed from the speakers, and a good mix of people of all spectrums of the rainbow stopped in this watering hole. Aubs leaned back into the booth, stretching one arm over Kyle’s shoulders.
Her best friend had stuck with her since she moved to the area at the end of high school, and onward into college. She’d knock out anyone who tried to fuck with her Ky. The woman was all short auburn hair, a cheeky smile that turned shy more often than not, and a narrow nose and dimples that added to her preciousness. Adorable, but Aubs had always viewed her as a sister rather than a lover.
Across the booth from them sat Mia and Sky, wrapped up in their new couple bliss. Mia looked scoop-of-sundae gorgeous with her long brown waves pulled back and a breezy teal dress on. She leaned against Sky, who’d dressed up for the occasion in a thin tee and jean shorts. Truth be told, they made a stunning couple, and Aubs couldn’t be happier Sky had gotten her head out of her ass to make that shit serious.
Between Ky’s crippling self-esteem issues, Aubrey’s own rebellion problems that resulted in a hefty case of anti-commitment, and Sky’s avoidance of all emotional conversations, they’d been a train about to derail. At least one of them jumped off in time—Aubrey and Ky still sped straight ahead toward one gangbusters collision.
“I’m shocked you’re here with us,” Sky drawled. “Haven’t you found some foxy babe who needs tending to?”
“I sure will,” Aubrey responded, revealing teeth with her grin. “Once I finish this margarita.” She took a sip, the tartness of the lime, the bite of tequila, and the salt from the rim all mingling into a delicious mouthful.
Ky let out a hefty sigh into her margarita and narrowed her eyes, scanning the bar. “How do you even approach anyone? I get so tongue-tied, and no one finds the question ‘Would you rather be buried or cremated when you die?’ charming.”
Aubs let out a snort. “Sweetie, you’re going to want to retire that one.”
“Once. I said it once. The rest of the things I blurt out aren’t much better,” Ky said, imprinting her forehead on the table.
“Why don’t you lead with what you do for a living?” Mia asked. “The second women find out you’re a massage therapist, they’ll probably flip.”
Ky gave her a weary glance. “Yeah, at least until I tell them their rhomboids are overstretched and their sternocleidomastoids are as well due to forward head posture.” She glanced in Aubrey’s direction. “How the hell do you do it?”
Aubs snorted. “Hon, I’m too much of a dumbass to be awkward. Your problem is you let your mind get in the way, whereas I let my body do the talking. A few questions about them, a couple of loaded glances, and usually that’s game, set, match.”
“We can’t all be kickboxers with crazy abs, Aubs,” Sky shot back. She glanced at Ky. “Don’t worry, I’m just as shitty at talking to women. I got lucky enough to reel this one in years ago.”
Aubs took another sip from her margarita, scanning the women by the bar. Some of the ladies seemed to already be coupled up, leaning in close to each other, holding hands, or just having the cozy vibe that tended to coincide with commitment. She wasn’t searching for any of those. On the other end of the bar, she caught sight of Selina perched on one of the wooden stools beside a few other familiar faces from Renegades. This time, the woman wore her normal shades of goth: black cigarette pants, a gray shirt that showcased a stunning rack, and a flare of red from the bandanna wrapped around her head.
The temptation to march over and bother her reared up in a big way, but then Aubrey’d get sucked too far in to bag herself a fling for the night. Aubs drank down another slurp of the tart sweetness of her drink and continued scanning the bar for some unattached hotties. Summertime at the beach meant most folks searched for the same thing she did—some feel-good, NSA enjoyment.
Her gaze landed on a skinny blonde who sat by herself nursing a glass of red wine. Once in a while, the woman would look toward the door, but for the most part, she seemed content to chat with the bartender. With her heartbreaker blue eyes and wearing a flirty pink dress that came to mid-thigh, she came across as a little more Barbie than Aubs went for, but hey, a different flavor each night couldn’t hurt.
Aubs placed her glass on the table, drawing Ky’s attention, who’d been in mid-conversation with Mia while they discussed awkward moments on dates.
“Uh oh, looks like she’s locked and loaded on a target,” Sky teased from across the table. Her eyes crinkled in amusement.
Aubs flipped her the finger. “I’ll be back, ladies.”
She straightened up and strode away from the booth. She tugged at the bottom of her loose-fitting white tank that revealed her black sports bra where the armholes were deeply cut. She’d chosen her red shorts because they hugged her ass in exactly the right way. The closer she got, the more she studied the other woman. Her mouth was pensive, eyes distant, and she nursed the wine like it owed her money. Fresh out of a relationship, maybe?
Aubrey’s phone buzzed, and she glanced at the screen. Chels.
She should be avoiding these calls on vacation, but she had a hard time denying her little sis anything. Aubs snapped the phone to her ear, stopping mid-stride. She leaned against the side of the bar.
“Make it quick, Chels,” she said. “Hard to hear right now.”
“Look, Mom and Dad didn’t want me to say anything, but I figured you should know,” Chelsea started.
The seriousness in Chelsea’s voice was the only tipoff she needed. Aubrey made a quick reroute, heading toward the door. She hoped the girls weren’t watching, because she wanted to deal with this shit in peace—whatever the news might be. The sinking in her stomach had reached Titanic levels by the time she stepped outside into the night air. Only a few folks lingered outside smoking cigarettes, the heavy scent lingering around the entrance. She found a spot a few feet away and slumped to the ground.
“All right. Hit me with it,” she said, forcing her voice to stay steady.
“Dad took Mom to the hospital earlier today because she passed out. They’re running tests, and nothing’s come up yet, so they didn’t want to worry you while you were on vacation.”
“Yeah, I’d rather know how Mom’s doing,” Aubs said, a sickness washing over her like she’d suddenly vaulted back four years ago to when Mom had first gotten diagnosed with thyroid cancer. Back to the fear that had swirled through her and consumed her entire family, like one by one they’d get dragged into shark-infested waters.
“I know,” Chels said, the same concern tugging at her voice. “No need to rush home though. Those assholes aren’t even letting me go over and visit. I promise I’ll keep you in the loop either way.”
“Thanks, sis,” Aubs murmured, trying to ignore the thump, thump, thump of her heart. “Have a good night.”
“You too,” she responded and hung up.
After the line went silent, Aubs sagged against the wall. She tilted her head to look at the night sky, unable to stop the dizzying swirl of panic as it descended. The struggle had been nasty: feeding tubes, vomiting, and watching the pounds just drop off of Mom. Her mother barely made it out alive.
Not again.
A scuff sounded beside her, and the fumes of cigarette smoke followed, tickling her nose.
“Not trying to cramp your style,” a familiar voice said. “Just looking for a clear spot to smoke.”
Aubrey looked up to see Selina standing beside her.
Of course. The woman who made cool and unaffected look like an art form. The last person on earth Aubrey wanted seeing her mid-breakdown.