There’s too many thoughts flooding my brain all at once that I can’t fully grasp what’s happening, even though it feels like my hands are weighed down with concrete. I want to rip at Joy’s clothes and strip her bare, but it feels like my body isn’t listening to my brain.
I’ve thought of this moment, dreamed of it, for so long, and now that it’s finally here, I want to memorize all of it. The need to know every freckle and every perfect curve of her body is desperate and clawing at my insides. Part of me wants to hold her down and sink into her until I don’t know my name, but the one that’s in control is forcing me to go slow.
“Taste you,” is all I can manage to say, and I realize I’ve forgotten how to speak. The moment she told me yes, I lost the ability to do anything but love her.
My hands lift her off my lap and lay her back on the blanket in front of the fire. My mouth is frenzied as I unbutton her shirt and then descend on her like I’ve just hunted her down. I might as well be some kind of animal with the way I’m feasting on her skin, but it’s like I can’t get enough. The swell of her breasts is the appetizer, and I make sure to lick my plate clean.
“North, wait.”
Her words stop me, but then I realize her fingers are going to the front clasp of her bra and unhooking it for me. In all my dazed need, I was trying to rip it open, but this probably makes more sense.
When I see her tight nipples, there’s a growl in the back of my throat, and once again I’m on her. I suck one and then quickly move to the other as I greedily go back and forth. She’s whining with need, and without knowing it, I look down to see I’ve pinned her hips to the floor. She’s trying to find relief, but I’ve got her at my mercy, and I smile.
Fuck, if I knew it was going to feel this good to dominate her, I would have done it the first day I laid eyes on her. That’s what I felt like doing, but somehow managed to control myself. Now that control is long gone, and there’s nothing standing in the way of having her every way I want.
My fingers go to her pants, and then I feel her helping me as together we push them off along with her panties. She’s bare under me now, and I sit up to look down at her spread out before me. She says something, but I’m so obsessed with seeing her like this that I don’t catch it at first.
“North?” Joy’s hands start to cover her body, and I shake my head as I grab her wrists.
“No.” The one word comes out hard as I pin her hands to the blanket. “Now that I’ve got you, don’t try and take it away.” I lick my lips as I slowly look down at her body and then back at her eyes. “You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I just needed a second to breathe.”
She flushes pink on her cheeks, and I feel her body begin to relax again. “I wasn’t sure if you liked what you saw.”
“Liked?” I let out a humorless laugh. “There’s not a word for what I feel when I look at you.” Bending down, I brush my lips against hers, and then I feel her kissing me back. “Now I want to taste how wet you are.”
She gasps as I move lower and then spread her knees wide. I stare down at her pussy and settle between her thighs and get comfortable. I’m going to be down here a while, and I want to take my time. Her wet lips are shiny with her desire, and when I lean forward and inhale, my eyes roll back. Fuck, she smells better than I ever imagined, and my mouth is watering.
When I first taste her, she tries to wiggle under me, and I throw my arms over her hips to hold her down. That’s when I bury my face in her pussy and lick every inch of her. It takes her a little bit, but the more I lick and suck, the more she relaxes. Soon enough, she’s rocking her pussy against my face and trying to chase my tongue as it circles her clit.
“That’s my girl,” I say when she bears down, and I push two fingers inside of her. She’s so fucking tight, but as I curl them inside her, she cries out my name.
Just as I suck on her clit, I feel her climax peak, and she finally lets go. Her orgasm goes on for so long that it turns into another, and she’s screaming as she goes off. It’s like a drug seeing her so lost in pleasure, and I can’t stop eating her pussy. Over and over she cums as I keep her pinned in place while I lick her. I want this memory burned into her brain, just like it’s going to be in mine for the rest of my life.
She’s limp on the floor with wet hair clinging to her temples and a sheen of sweat over her body. I lick my fingers clean as I sit up and strip off my clothes. Joy can hardly keep her eyes open to watch me undress before I’m on top of her body and moving between her legs.
“Shh, it’s all right, I’ll be fast,” I say, pushing apart her legs, which have turned to jelly.
“North,” she moans when the blunt tip of my cock pushes through her puffy folds.
“One quick pop and then you can go to sleep.”
I grip the blanket with my fists as I thrust hard one time and go all the way in. She’s so fucking wet that I slide right through her virgin pussy and she only winces a little. Every muscle in my body is tight, and I’m almost shaking with need. As easy as I can, I pull out and then thrust back inside her warm, wet heat one more time.
That’s all it takes before I’m cumming in her in a flood of heat and pleasure. It’s like lightning is going down my back and out of my cock as I empty my soul into her body. It’s the hardest and fastest I’ve ever cum in my life, but I wouldn’t expect anything less from being inside Joy. I always knew it would be like this—absolute perfection.
I should probably be embarrassed that I came so quickly, but knowing that I got her off so well before goes a long way to soothe my pride. Also, I’m still hard as a fucking brick, so maybe I can convince her to let me cum in her again before she passes out.
Leaning down on my elbows, I try to keep my weight off of her body as I brush my lips against hers. She’s still half asleep as I kiss her and whisper how perfect she is and how lucky I am she let me be inside of her. I tell her all the things I feel without telling her my deepest secret.
That I’m in love with her and I have been since the moment I saw her on the video chat. Maybe I’ll be able to say it once the papers are signed and there’s not a chance of her running from me. But until then, I’ll tell her how I feel in every other way that counts.