Stargazer

When first I was given the one lily

chaperoned by two green pods,

I strapped myself in like a cosmonaut

to absorb the whoosh of seeing

its pods open one by one.

Because what mind cooked up such extravagance,

spot speckle pinkstripe smudge

someone call a fire truck

somebody call a bomb squad

somebody call a pharmacist

for a Valium prescription.

Because the beauty of the world is soon to perish;

everything is burning up too fast—

lily number two goes off like a bottle rocket, leaving

the bloom and withering on the same stiff stalk

and the heart torn between them as the petals drop.

Oh, I might have asked for a simple daisy, something

to inflict a subtler vanishing…

without all this ocular pyromania

and the long-bones-dressed-up-in-a-coffin

scent. Plus there’s one pod yet to detonate,

which the yellow pollen grains are trying to defuse

by lying scattered on the table,

precisely scattered on the wooden table

in a manner calibrated to this trapezoid of winter light.