the breath of life

And he is not served by human hands,
as if he needed anything, because he himself gives
all men life and breath and everything else.

ACTS 17:25

One thing I don’t think about every day when I wake up is the fact that I am still breathing. To most people, breathing each day is taken for granted. But sometimes I wonder whether I have enough air to live one more second. I have suffered from asthma since I was two years old. It is a problem that has influenced my life repeatedly. Having a cold makes it extremely difficult for me to breathe. It feels as though a giant is standing on my chest and just won’t back off. As I lay in the hospital bed, gasping for my next breath, I realize how important breathing is. I wonder, Why can’t I just breathe like normal people? Why do I have to go through the pain, struggle, and fear I face each time I have an asthma attack? As I hear the buzz of the nebulizer and feel the mask on my face, the pain of trying to breathe finally begins to ease and I realize that God is still in control. It can be hard for me to see how something good can come from my lack of breath. Then I remember all of the times God has given me breath again. He knows the pain I have been through, but he has never left me alone. Having asthma makes me see that there are times when I can’t do anything but use my inhaler—which is when I need to rely on God most. I know He is in complete control and has great plans for my life. He does not waste anything.

Stacey Krieger, 16, Nebraska Christian High School, O’Neill, NE

God, I am so glad You are in control! I am thankful that
nothing that happens is out of Your hands.