a different way

(part 2)

For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways and
my thoughts than your thoughts.

ISAIAH 55:9 (KJV)

The doctor was surprised that I was hanging on, but, I thought, that was God! My grandmother had just died, not me, too. I was severely dehydrated and my first night was in the hospital was complete torture. I was assigned a team of doctors so whatever was wrong wasn’t good. Blood had to be drawn from my foot. I went into cardiac arrest and the only option left was a blood transfusion, and my Mom freaked out. I could hear her refusing, but I could also hear the doctors telling her that without it, I would definitely die and with it there was a only 50/50 chance that I would accept or reject the blood. Looking at my odds, I stopped fighting and became furious with God for allowing such a thing to happen to me. What had I done to deserve this? I could hear my Mother on the phone with my pastor sobbing. I had already decided to just let it happen and I gave up, but I got better and was released in two days. My spleen was removed two months later and I am fine now. At that point in my life I felt abandoned by God. However, He had a plan for me and my life, and He never left me. He is there for you too. He will not abandon you in difficult circumstances. He just has a DIFFERENT WAY. It’s our choice to go His way.

Danshelle Guy, 17, New Covenant Christian School, Pageland, SC

Father, I want to go Your way,
even when it’s the hard way, because I know
You have a plan for me that is amazing.