The last week had been crazy
We are both pulling
I’m trying to pull you closer
You are pulling away
I have tried what there is to try
I have done what there is to do
There is just one more thing
I love you!
We are both in search of something
Unknown to the eye, we look to see
But all we can see is not to be found
I am searching
You are searching
We are searching in two different worlds
I am exploring the bottom, and you the top
Pulling and pulling, getting tired of asking when to give up
I am not going to give up
I am not going to fail at this too
There is just one more thing
I love you!
I treasure the moments with you although I know it’s leant time
and somewhere, somehow, I know I probably don’t stand a chance
I fucked it up
I made mistakes
I made the biggest mistake of my life
I regret everything
I regret my behavior
I regret not holding on
I regret letting you go
I regret taking what was never mine to take
I failed, I fucked up
There is just one more thing
I love you!
Giving you space is what I need to do
You know how I feel
You know I adore you
You know I love you with all I am
You know I want to protect you
You know I want to be your rock you can rely on
You know I am trying to fix us
You know my efforts and my failures
I am stepping back and allowing nature to take its course
I am stepping back to allow space
I am stepping back to let you be you
I am stepping back to let you breathe
I am stepping back to step back
I am filled with I’s
I want to be fulfilled with us
There is just one more thing
I love you!