Chapter Thirty-One

Like the painful throb of a broken bone, the hollow, haunting melody of the flute swept through his mind for days, an unending coda of loss. He wouldn’t have gone to Twin Hills, except his mom had made him get out of the house. He couldn’t save it, so he didn’t want to see it. He told himself that he didn’t care anymore, but his feet pulled him into what was left of Twin Hills. Blackened pyres of trees towered over him where Helter Skelter should have been. How could so much have changed in the week he’d spent in his room? He ran his hand over uprooted, dying trees. The trails had been destroyed; almost all of Helter Skelter had transformed into a chewed wasteland of bulldozer tread. Jeremy shuffled his hopeless feet into the remaining tumbledown bramble of Helter Skelter.

It didn’t look right. The tallow trees were vulnerable gray things; the vines had lost their contorted malice. Jeremy picked his way through the underbrush, relishing the familiar scent of oil and rot as each step took him closer to the thicket’s dank, decimated heart. How long until the bulldozers tore through here? Would this be gone tomorrow, or the day after? He collapsed in a dreary jumble on the edge of Dry Creek, his head on his hands, elbows on his knees. Chosen or not, it didn’t matter. Tomorrow or next week, all of this would be trampled, uprooted, and burned. Jeremy sighed, buttoning his coat higher as he laid his head against a young pine on the edge of Dry Creek. He’d never get out. Not anymore. And beyond that, nothing mattered.

Daronwy watched Jeremiah walk beneath the boughs. The tree could feel the sundered pain in the boy’s young heart. Daronwy wrapped the vines tighter around the remaining branches; he gathered the last of the magic that had not yet expired in clouds of soot and ash and bent it toward the sapling. Jeremiah felt the magic as warmth on the wind, a brush of sunlight on his cheek as he sat against one of the younger brethren. If it was a way out he sought, then a way out he would find. The sapling’s attention stirred when Daronwy cracked a twig at his back. As though the tree had called his name, Jeremiah came to investigate. Daronwy created a rounded opening in a mound. Jeremiah entered and walked into a blackness, each step taking him farther from the land of the waking, closer to the land of the unseen.

The shadow of the hole in the mound called to him with slithering lips in a voice that itched in the back of his mind. Jeremy ducked through the low, muddy opening, feet squishing in the ooze. Gnarled tendrils tickled his hair. A gray light like the sun’s ghost through storm clouds glowed before him. He stepped toward it and almost cried out when his foot landed on something hard. He jumped back and hit something equally as hard. The gray light enveloped him, showing stone on every side. He whirled around.

He was in a room with mortared stone walls, floors, and ceiling. Where was the doorway he’d just walked through? Where was he? Jeremy ran his hands over the ancient crevices in the wall, but it was solid. Heavy boots echoed behind him. Jeremy spun. This was wrong. He’d crossed over, but he was still himself. He was not Eaglewing. He was not taller. He had no wings. He had no armor. He had no sword; indeed, no weapon of any kind. It was wrong. He was just… Jeremy.

The two pairs of boots walked out of phase with each other as they neared. His heart hammered in his ears and his breath came in gasps; he was only Jeremy and people were coming. There was only one way in or out of the room—through the long hall that opened in front of him, where the methodical sound of steps echoed toward him. Maybe the owners of the boots would be kind, would be on his side. The knots in his stomach said, No, no they are not. The hairs on the back of his neck urged him to find a place to hide. But there was nothing in the empty, square room.

The owners of the boots rounded the corner and stopped, yellow eyes bulging, green fingers pointing. Jeremy stared back in disbelief. Ogres were even uglier than he’d imagined: green skin, boarish snouts, and long fangs. They dressed in ragged, oily hides and loose chain mail. One said something to the other, and they pulled rusty axes from their belts. Jeremy swallowed. They charged toward him, axes raised.

One swung his axe. Jeremy dove forward, shoulder slamming into the stone. He rolled past them, but the ogre grabbed the back of his coat, hauling him to his feet. Jeremy struggled with the buttons. The ogre reeked like the tar pit and its greedy yellow eyes gleamed down at Jeremy while a long forked tongue licked over its fangs. The second ogre reached for him, but the first pulled Jeremy away from its grasp, barking a ragged warning. Jeremy popped his coat’s last button and tore his arms out of the jacket, sprinting. The ogres shouted, but he did not look back. There had to be some way out of here. Jeremy veered toward emptier hallways, losing count of the turns he made. Shouts and grunts told him the two pursuers had grown into many. Sweat burned his eyes, and each glance back held more terror than the last. The jackbooted ogres were gaining on him and any minute he knew an axe would bite down on his shoulder.

The hallway opened into a large courtyard ahead. Jeremy urged his burning legs to move faster. He burst into the courtyard and stopped, his mouth hanging open. Ogres swarmed everywhere, some cracking whips over smaller versions of themselves. The courtyard was only half finished. Its pavestones ended in a jagged line where it met a forest, or rather, what had been a forest. Stumps and pyres stretched to a distant line of trees, but the trees were all black with no leaves. Ash sifted down through the air. Five hundred pairs of yellow eyes turned to him, forgetting their work. Jeremy swallowed.

One shadow uncurled among the stumps, rising to its full height like a flower following the sun. It was a man wearing a long black coat. His hair was moss green and his skin pale. The ogres stepped backward, wary of this man. Jeremy ran toward him, toward the end of the unfinished courtyard. When the man’s bottomless black eyes fixed on Jeremy, though, Jeremy’s heart sank. Jeremy tried to stop his feet, but they slid on the ash-covered stones and he tumbled into the man’s legs. Jeremy glanced back at the ogres that circled behind him, axes crossed, drool dripping onto the flagstones. There was nowhere to go.

Long fingers curled around the front of Jeremy’s shirt and lifted him. His legs kicked in mid-air. Up close, the man wasn’t exactly human: sharp ridges took the place of cheeks, his chin jutted too far forward, and faint scales patterned his skin. Pinning Jeremy with his demonic gaze, he said, “Why have you come?” The booming voice resonated through the plaza.

Jeremy’s words dribbled down his chin.

Again, louder. “Why have you come?”

“I… don’t… know.”

“You don’t know?”

The long fingers uncurled from Jeremy’s shirt, dropping him. The man-thing turned and walked into the dead forest. The ogres shouted and charged.

“No, wait!” Jeremy ran after the tall shadow, but it remained ahead of him even though it never sped its walk. Jeremy ran past black, leafless trees, leaving deep footprints in the white ash that covered the world. Ogres pounded after him, shouting and waving their axes in the air. Between the dead trunks, Jeremy glimpsed a large tree. It seemed to glow; a massive oak, easily three times the size of the other trees, with bright green leaves and rich, dappled bark. Jeremy followed the man into the oak’s clearing, then around the tree, but the man was gone. “Hello? Where are you?”

The only response was grunting from the ogres. They stood around the edge of the clearing, clearly afraid to step within it. A low growl rumbled through the bones of the world. Jeremy walked around the tree, trailing one hand on the massive trunk. A gorilla-like beast squatted on the opposite side. It was twice the size of the ogres. It growled again, showing fangs as long as Jeremy’s hand. Jeremy left the tree and stepped toward the edge of the clearing, where the ogres were already retreating. The gorilla reared on its hind legs, howling to the sky. Jeremy turned and ran. He could hear the thok-thunk of its feet behind him on the pale ash. Jeremy ran between the black trees, his burning lungs gasping for breath. The beast swiped at him, tearing dead bark with each missed strike. Jeremy arrived on the top of a barren hill overlooking the sprawling, half-completed plaza and buildings below. He heard the gorilla’s feet pounding the ground behind him. Jeremy glanced back to see its paw raised, broken yellow nails silhouetted against the monochrome gray sky.

Four hot knives raked across his spine as it swiped. Jeremy screamed and fell, tumbling headfirst down the hill. He rolled to the feet of the green-haired man. Jeremy’s eyes burned, his back ached, and his breath came in painful gasps. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. This wasn’t what crossing over was supposed to be like.

Long fingers wrapped his shoulders, lifting him to his feet. The gorilla was gone, and the ogres crowded together in their paved courtyard. Jeremy stared into the bottomless eyes of the green-haired man.

“Why have you come?” he asked.

“I… I…” Jeremy glanced left and right, seeking some explanation in the dying world.

The creature shook him. “Why have you come?”

“I don’t know! I wanted to make things better, but I can’t, all right? I can’t save Father Pat, I can’t save Twin Hills, I can’t…”

The being stared at him.

“I can’t!” Jeremy screamed at his pale, scaly face. “I just can’t!”

“So, that is why you come here while the brethren burn. That is why you do nothing. If you do not believe, you will not succeed.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I will show you what comes of this lack of belief. I will show you.”

The green-haired man threw him onto the flagstones of the courtyard. Jeremy rolled to a stop. Ogres rushed forward. Jeremy clawed after the man, grabbing a fist of his black robe. “Don’t leave me.”

The man turned; his jaw unhinged, revealing a palpable darkness inside a cavernous mouth as it roared. Jeremy’s spine turned to jelly. He scuttled backward and toppled over something. Daniel lay sprawled on the flagstones, a broken sword in one hand, a splintered staff in the other. Ogre boots thundered across the stone courtyard. Looking from them to his friend, Jeremy grabbed the broken sword and lurched toward them, swinging. Axes fell in a painful rain like hot silver running across his skin.

The sword grew heavy. His legs were mired in quicksand. He watched the axes rise and fall, droplets of blood dripping from their blades. A golden light shown through a small opening between two ogres. Jeremy fought his way toward it, his body consumed in pain with each step. An ogre stood before him, axe raised. Jeremy punched it hard on the chin with his left fist. He felt the wind from another axe as it sailed overhead. Jeremy dropped the sword and careened across the plaza toward the receding light.

Jeremy tripped on heavy feet. He smashed into a tree, spun off it, lost his footing, and fell, tumbling into the shallow black water of Dry Creek. He bounced up, wading to the opposite bank. His eyes scanned the thicket behind him. Nothing moved in the shadows among the trees. Drenched and cold, he pulled his legs to his chest, watching for ogres. No ogres or gorillas pursued him, no giant green-haired creature haunted him. Daniel was not sprawled dead in the needles. Had he dreamt it? If he had, why did he hurt so bad? He could see the scratches on his arms. The knuckles on his left hand were ripped open and bleeding. He shivered. His T-shirt was torn. And where was his coat?

Feet sloshing in his shoes, he traced his steps back across the creek to where he’d seen the hole in the mound. He found the mound easily enough. But there was no muddy, dark entrance. It was just another mound in Helter Skelter, covered in old leaves and young vines. His coat was nowhere to be found. Deep voices came to him on the wind and he ducked, pressing himself into the mound, unable to stop shaking. Slowly, he realized the voices weren’t ogre grunts. They were grown-ups. He couldn’t understand what they were saying.

Jeremy glanced over his shoulder at the thicket on the other side of Dry Creek. Everything remained still. He stole across the deadfall as fast and silent as he could, stalking the voices. He angled his way toward the ragged edge of the destruction, but kept within the bramble’s choked confusion of invisibility. A footfall crunched near him. He froze.

“You don’t know where that property line is?”

“No, but what does it matter, really?”

Jeremy crawled on his stomach beneath the confused tangle to get a better look. The two men stood with their backs to him. One of them wore a suit, the other jeans and a cowboy button-up shirt, with a stained, felt Stetson on his head.

“You gotta know where that property line is. You can’t just come in here and bulldoze somebody else’s land,” said the Cowboy.

“I think I’d be doing them a favor,” said the Suit.

“Mais yeah, that might be, but you still got to respect that line. You don’t want no lawsuit.”

“That’s true.” The Suit sighed. “How soon can you get a survey team out here?”

“Later this week, maybe early next. Depends.” The Cowboy spat on the ground, hooking his thumbs in his belt loops.

“Do it. The sooner this is all cleared, the better. It’s taking too long. The contractors wanted to start last month. Now, they’ll have to wait until after Christmas.”

“I don’t think you understand how thick this stuff is.” The Cowboy gestured with his thumb at Helter Skelter. Jeremy squirmed back into the shadows in case they turned around. The suited man did turn. He was balding, his belly protruded slightly over his pressed slacks. He kept his eyes high and did not see Jeremy flattened against the ground beneath the bulldozed jumble of limbs and vines. Skin hung down off his jaw into a second chin. His hair was black with flecks of gray.

He turned back to his cowboy friend. “I don’t care, I just want it done. It is an impediment to progress.”

“What about that tar pit?”

“What about it? I told you to bury it.”

“Mais yeah, you said you’d talk to the mayor… ”

“He’ll be fine with it. Bury it.” The suited man gave one last glance at the woods and started walking away across the churned, stump-ridden ground. “We need all these stumps out of here, too. No one is going to buy this land if it has stumps on it.”

“Yes, sir, that’s part of the plan. You watching Dallas play today?”

The suited man responded, but they were soon out of earshot.

Jeremy watched them leave. The suited man’s eyes shared the same ravenous greed as the ogre’s. Ogres… Jeremy shivered again. He remembered Daniel lying on the ground. Daniel! Jeremy sprinted from his hiding place, through the destruction, crossing into the untouched parts of Twin Hills. He ran along the trails to Nevada Street and up Daniel’s drive into his garage. He beat on the kitchen door with both his fists. Daniel opened it. Jeremy walked in before he could say anything, putting his hands on Daniel’s shoulders and staring into his eyes. “Are you okay?”

“Uh, yeah. Are you?” Daniel’s eyes flicked up and down.

Jeremy realized his soaked, tattered clothes were dripping on the floor. “Yeah, I’m fine.”

“You sure? ‘Cause you look awful.”

Mrs. McClain came into the kitchen. “Jeremy, sweet Jesus! What happened? Come on, let’s get you cleaned up.” They ushered him into the bathroom. “What happened to you, son? Here, take off your shirt so we can clean you up.”

When he looked at himself in the mirror his mouth fell open. Twigs matted through his hair, a bruise formed on his temple, an angry red scratch scrawled down his cheek. As he lifted his shirt, pain spasmed through his back. Mrs. McClain gasped, “Oh goodness, does your back hurt?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

Jeremy found Daniel’s eyes in the mirror, and his friend’s eyes said enough.

Jeremy remembered the gorilla’s claws silhouetted against the sky and shuddered.

“You have big welts all the way down your back. Here, let’s wash this up; it might sting a little. Daniel, go get him a blanket, he’s cold. Jeremy, tell me what happened.”

Jeremy bent forward, white-knuckled hands gripping the sink as she cleaned the cuts on his back. Had it all been real? Really real? He looked at the bloody knuckles on his left hand. He could still hear the echoes of the green-haired man’s voice. What did it mean? What could he tell Mrs. McClain? He knew he shouldn’t lie, but he also couldn’t just tell her that he’d crossed over.

“I… um… had a dream in the woods… and in the dream I was looking for Daniel, and so I ran over here to make sure he was all right.” He would tell Daniel the rest later. Mrs. McClain worked quickly. In a few moments she was on the phone with his parents, his tattered clothes were in the wash, and he was sitting in Daniel’s room, wearing Daniel’s clothes.

Daniel came in with two mugs of steaming, milky coffee. “Here.”

“Thanks.” Jeremy pulled the dinosaur blanket closer around his shoulders. “Close your door. Let me tell you what really happened.”

Daniel looked from Jeremy to the door then closed it. He sat down on the floor next to Jeremy.

“First, it wasn’t a dream. I actually crossed over.”

“What?”

“Listen…” Jeremy told him the story, then told him about seeing the Suit and the Cowboy.

Daniel held his coffee with both hands, staring wide-eyed as Jeremy finished. “The cuts on your back, the bruises on your face… you mean it really happened?”

Jeremy nodded, shivering so hard he almost spilled the coffee.

“What… what do you think it means?”

Jeremy took a sip of the coffee, set it down, and pulled the blanket tighter around him. “I don’t know.”

“Was the man-thing Kronshar?”

Jeremy frowned. “No, I don’t think so. He wasn’t evil. The ogres… they were evil. But he… he was just… I don’t know. Sort of in-between, I guess.”

“Why was I dead?”

“I dunno.” Jeremy looked down, then reached across and pushed his friend’s shoulder, catching Daniel’s eye. “I’m glad you’re okay.”

Daniel smiled. “Me too.” Daniel thought a moment. “Do you think this means we need to use the ultimate power to defeat Kronshar? Like you were saying? I just don’t want Eaglewing and Lightningbolt to die.”

“They wouldn’t exactly die.” Jeremy took another sip of the coffee, holding the cup with both hands, sighing. They had already been through this argument. “Eaglewing and Lightningbolt would be gone. But it’d also be a new beginning. Everything would change. You could finally change their names, like you were talking about a while ago.”

“Skyhawk and Skybolt.” Daniel smiled.

Jeremy nodded, staring at the floor. It didn’t answer the real question, though. Why had he finally crossed over? And why was that world dying? It didn’t have anything to do with Kronshar or Eaglewing or Lightningbolt. Maybe Daniel didn’t understand. He had really, actually, crossed over. And that world was in trouble, just like this one. The thought made him shiver again. They were silent for a long moment, taking turns slurping coffeemilk. Was that world just one more thing he couldn’t save? Jeremy sighed into his mug.

“Are you going to be okay?” Daniel asked.

“I think so. I have to figure out what it means. And what the green-haired creature was—is.”

Mrs. McClain knocked on the door and poked her head in. “Jeremy, your parents just called back. They need you to head home for supper. You can just wear Daniel’s stuff and get it back to us this weekend. Okay, honey?”