Masquerading | |
At dawn she unmasked – | |
And – oh, heaven! ’twas her sister! | |
All her love I had asked | |
Ere at dawn she unmasked; | |
In her smile I had basked, | |
I had coyed her, had kissed her – | |
At dawn she unmasked – | |
And – oh, heaven! ’twas her sister! |
A Mésalliance | |
Is she mine, – and for life, – | |
And drinks tea from her saucer! | |
She eats with her knife – | |
Is she mine – and for life? | |
When I asked her to wife | |
All her answer was ‘Lor’, sir!’ | |
Is she mine? and for life? | |
And drinks tea from her saucer! |
We are not near enough to love, | |
I can but pity all your woe; | |
For wealth has lifted me above, | |
And falsehood set you down below. |
If you were true, we still might be | |
Brothers in something more than name; | |
And were I poor, your love to me | |
Would make our differing bonds the same. |
But golden gates between us stretch, | |
Truth opens her forbidding eyes; | |
You can’t forget that I am rich, | |
Nor I that you are telling lies. |
Love never comes but at love’s call, | |
And pity asks for him in vain; | |
Because I cannot give you all, | |
You give me nothing back again. |
And you are right with all your wrong, | |
For less than all is nothing too; | |
May Heaven beggar me ere long, | |
And Truth reveal herself to you! |
(1908)
Promise me no promises, | |
So will I not promise you; | |
Keep we both our liberties, | |
Never false and never true: | |
Let us hold the die uncast, | |
Free to come as free to go; | |
For I cannot know your past, | |
And of mine what can you know? |
You, so warm, may once have been | |
Warmer towards another one; | |
I, so cold, may once have seen | |
Sunlight, once have felt the sun: | |
Who shall show us if it was | |
Thus indeed in time of old? | |
Fades the image from the glass | |
And the fortune is not told. |
If you promised, you might grieve | |
For lost liberty again; | |
If I promised, I believe | |
I should fret to break the chain. | |
Let us be the friends we were, | |
Nothing more but nothing less: | |
Many thrive on frugal fare | |
Who would perish of excess. |
They are not long, the weeping and the laughter, | |
Love and desire and hate: | |
I think they have no portion in us after | |
We pass the gate. |
They are not long, the days of wine and roses: | |
Out of a misty dream | |
Our path emerges for a while, then closes | |
Within a dream. |
XII | |
When I watch the living meet, | |
And the moving pageant file | |
Warm and breathing through the street | |
Where I lodge a little while, |
If the heats of hate and lust | |
In the house of flesh are strong, | |
Let me mind the house of dust | |
Where my sojourn shall be long. |
In the nation that is not | |
Nothing stands that stood before; | |
There revenges are forgot, | |
And the hater hates no more; |
Lovers lying two and two | |
Ask not whom they sleep beside, | |
And the bridegroom all night through | |
Never turns him to the bride. |
XL | |
Into my heart an air that kills | |
From yon far country blows: | |
What are those blue remembered hills, | |
What spires, what farms are those?’ |
That is the land of lost content, | |
I see it shining plain, | |
The happy highways where I went | |
And cannot come again. |
LII | |
Far in a western brookland | |
That bred me long ago | |
The poplars stand and tremble | |
By pools I used to know. |
There, in the windless night-time, | |
The wanderer, marvelling why, | |
Halts on the bridge to hearken | |
How soft the poplars sigh. |
He hears: no more remembered | |
In fields where I was known, | |
Here I lie down in London | |
And turn to rest alone. |
There, by the starlit fences, | |
The wanderer halts and hears | |
My soul that lingers sighing | |
About the glimmering weirs. | |
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Nature selects the longest way, | |
And winds about in tortuous grooves; | |
A thousand years the oaks decay; | |
The wrinkled glacier hardly moves. |
But here the whetted fangs of change | |
Daily devour the old demesne – | |
The busy farm, the quiet grange, | |
The wayside inn, the village green. |
In gaudy yellow brick and red, | |
With rooting pipes, like creepers rank, | |
The shoddy terraces o’erspread | |
Meadow, and garth, and daisied bank. |
With shelves for rooms the houses crowd, | |
Like draughty cupboards in a row – | |
Ice-chests when wintry winds are loud, | |
Ovens when summer breezes blow. |
Roused by the fee’d policeman’s knock, | |
And sad that day should come again, | |
Under the stars the workmen flock | |
In haste to reach the workmen’s train. |
For here dwell those who must fulfil | |
Dull tasks in uncongenial spheres, | |
Who toil through dread of coming ill, | |
And not with hope of happier years – |
The lowly folk who scarcely dare | |
Conceive themselves perhaps misplaced, | |
Whose prize for unremitting care | |
Is only not to be disgraced. |
The feverish room and that white bed, | |
The tumbled skirts upon a chair, | |
The novel flung half-open, where | |
Hat, hair-pins, puffs, and paints, are spread; |
The mirror that has sucked your face | |
Into its secret deep of deeps; | |
And there mysteriously keeps | |
Forgotten memories of grace; |
And you, half dressed and half awake, | |
Your slant eyes strangely watching me, | |
And I, who watch you drowsily, | |
With eyes that, having slept not, ache; |
This (need one dread? nay, dare one hope?) | |
Will rise, a ghost of memory, if | |
Ever again my handkerchief | |
Is scented with White Heliotrope. |
1897 | |
God of our fathers, known of old, | |
Lord of our far-flung battle-line, | |
Beneath whose awful Hand we hold | |
Dominion over palm and pine – | |
Lord God of Hosts, be with us yet, | |
Lest we forget – lest we forget! |
The tumult and the shouting dies; | |
The Captains and the Kings depart: | |
Still stands Thine ancient sacrifice, | |
An humble and a contrite heart. | |
Lord God of Hosts, be with us yet, | |
Lest we forget – lest we forget! |
Far-called, our navies melt away; | |
On dune and headland sinks the fire: | |
Lo, all our pomp of yesterday | |
Is one with Nineveh and Tyre! | |
Judge of the Nations, spare us yet, | |
Lest we forget – lest we forget! |
If, drunk with sight of power, we loose | |
Wild tongues that have not Thee in awe, | |
Such boastings as the Gentiles use, | |
Or lesser breeds without the Law – | |
Lord God of Hosts, be with us yet, | |
Lest we forget – lest we forget! |
For heathen heart that puts her trust | |
In reeking tube and iron shard, | |
All valiant dust that builds on dust, | |
And guarding, calls not Thee to guard, | |
For frantic boast and foolish word – | |
Thy mercy on Thy People, Lord! |
In Memoriam C. T. W. sometime Trooper of the Royal Horse Guards Obiit H. M. Prison, Reading, Berkshire July 7, 1896 |
I | |
He did not wear his scarlet coat, | |
For blood and wine are red, | |
And blood and wine were on his hands | |
When they found him with the dead, | |
The poor dead woman whom he loved, | |
And murdered in her bed. |
He walked amongst the Trial Men | |
In a suit of shabby gray; | |
A cricket cap was on his head, | |
And his step seemed light and gay; | |
But I never saw a man who looked | |
So wistfully at the day. |
I never saw a man who looked | |
With such a wistful eye | |
Upon that little tent of blue | |
Which prisoners call the sky, | |
And at every drifting cloud that went | |
With sails of silver by. |
I walked, with other souls in pain, | |
Within another ring, | |
And was wondering if the man had done | |
A great or little thing, | |
When a voice behind me whispered low, | |
‘That fellow’s got to swing.’ |
Dear Christ! the very prison walls | |
Suddenly seemed to reel, | |
And the sky above my head became | |
Like a casque of scorching steel; | |
And, though I was a soul in pain, | |
My pain I could not feel. |
I only knew what hunted thought | |
Quickened his step, and why | |
He looked upon the garish day | |
With such a wistful eye; | |
The man had killed the thing he loved, | |
And so he had to die. |
* |
Yet each man kills the thing he loves, | |
By each let this be heard, | |
Some do it with a bitter look, | |
Some with a flattering word, | |
The coward does it with a kiss, | |
The brave man with a sword! |
Some kill their love when they are young, | |
And some when they are old; | |
Some strangle with the hands of Lust, | |
Some with the hands of Gold: | |
The kindest use a knife, because | |
The dead so soon grow cold. |
Some love too little, some too long, | |
Some sell, and others buy; | |
Some do the deed with many tears, | |
And some without a sigh: | |
For each man kills the thing he loves. | |
Yet each man does not die. |
He does not die a death of shame | |
On a day of dark disgrace, | |
Nor have a noose about his neck, | |
Nor a cloth upon his face, | |
Nor drop feet foremost through the floor | |
Into an empty space. |
* |
He does not sit with silent men | |
Who watch him night and day; | |
Who watch him when he tries to weep, | |
And when he tries to pray; | |
Who watch him lest himself should rob | |
The prison of its prey. |
He does not wake at dawn to see | |
Dread figures throng his room, | |
The shivering Chaplain robed in white, | |
The Sheriff stern with gloom, | |
And the Governor all in shiny black, | |
With the yellow face of Doom. |
He does not rise in piteous haste | |
To put on convict-clothes, | |
While some coarse-mouthed Doctor gloats, and notes | |
Each new and nerve-twitched pose, | |
Fingering a watch whose little ticks | |
Are like horrible hammer-blows. |
He does not know that sickening thirst | |
That sands one’s throat, before | |
The hangman with his gardener’s gloves | |
Slips through the padded door, | |
And binds one with three leathern thongs, | |
That the throat may thirst no more. |
He does not bend his head to hear | |
The Burial Office read, | |
Nor, while the terror of his soul | |
Tells him he is not dead, | |
Cross his own coffin, as he moves | |
Into the hideous shed. |
He does not stare upon the air | |
Through a little roof of glass: | |
He does not pray with lips of clay | |
For his agony to pass; | |
Nor feel upon his shuddering cheek | |
The kiss of Caiaphas. |
Madam Life’s a piece in bloom | |
Death goes dogging everywhere: | |
She’s the tenant of the room, | |
He’s the ruffian on the stair. |
You shall see her as a friend, | |
You shall bilk him once and twice; | |
But he’ll trap you in the end, | |
And he’ll stick you for her price. |
With his kneebones at your chest, | |
And his knuckles in your throat, | |
You would reason – plead – protest! | |
Clutching at her petticoat; |
But she’s heard it all before, | |
Well she knows you’ve had your fun, | |
Gingerly she gains the door, | |
And your little job is done. |
(written 1877)
We stood by a pond that winter day, | |
And the sun was white, as though chidden of God, | |
And a few leaves lay on the starving sod; | |
– They had fallen from an ash, and were gray. |
Your eyes on me were as eyes that rove | |
Over tedious riddles of years ago; | |
And some words played between us to and fro | |
On which lost the more by our love. |
The smile on your mouth was the deadest thing | |
Alive enough to have strength to die; | |
And a grin of bitterness swept thereby | |
Like an ominous bird a-wing…. |
Since then, keen lessons that love deceives, | |
And wrings with wrong, have shaped to me | |
Your face, and the God-curst sun, and a tree, | |
And a pond edged with grayish leaves. |
(written 1867)
At News of Her Death | |
Not a line of her writing have I, | |
Not a thread of her hair, | |
No mark of her late time as dame in her dwelling, whereby | |
I may picture her there; | |
And in vain do I urge my unsight | |
To conceive my lost prize | |
At her close, whom I knew when her dreams were upbrimming with light, | |
And with laughter her eyes. |
What scenes spread around her last days, | |
Sad, shining, or dim? | |
Did her gifts and compassions enray and enarch her sweet ways | |
With an aureate nimb? | |
Or did life-light decline from her years, | |
And mischances control | |
Her full day-star; unease, or regret, or forebodings, or fears | |
Disennoble her soul? |
Thus I do but the phantom retain | |
Of the maiden of yore | |
As my relic; yet haply the best of her – fined in my brain | |
It may be the more | |
That no line of her writing have I, | |
Nor a thread of her hair, | |
No mark of her late time as dame in her dwelling, whereby | |
I may picture her there. |
I leant upon a coppice gate | |
When Frost was spectre-gray, | |
And Winter’s dregs made desolate | |
The weakening eye of day. | |
The tangled bine-stems scored the sky | |
Like strings of broken lyres, | |
And all mankind that haunted nigh | |
Had sought their household fires. |
The land’s sharp features seemed to be | |
The Century’s corpse outleant, | |
His crypt the cloudy canopy, | |
The wind his death-lament. | |
The ancient pulse of germ and birth | |
Was shrunken hard and dry, | |
And every spirit upon earth | |
Seemed fervourless as I. |
At once a voice arose among | |
The bleak twigs overhead | |
In a full-hearted evensong | |
Of joy illimited; | |
An aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and small, | |
In blast-beruffled plume, | |
Had chosen thus to fling his soul | |
Upon the growing gloom. |
So little cause for carolings | |
Of such ecstatic sound | |
Was written on terrestrial things | |
Afar or nigh around, | |
That I could think there trembled through | |
His happy good-night air | |
Some blessed Hope, whereof he knew | |
And I was unaware. |
Dearest, it was a night | |
That in its darkness rocked Orion’s stars; | |
A sighing wind ran faintly white | |
Along the willows, and the cedar boughs | |
Laid their wide hands in stealthy peace across | |
The starry silence of their antique moss: | |
No sound save rushing air | |
Cold, yet all sweet with Spring, | |
And in thy mother’s arms, couched weeping there, | |
Thou, lovely thing. |
There is a wind where the rose was; | |
Cold rain where sweet grass was; | |
And clouds like sheep | |
Stream o’er the steep | |
Grey skies where the lark was. |
Nought gold where your hair was; | |
Nought warm where your hand was; | |
But phantom, forlorn, | |
Beneath the thorn, | |
Your ghost where your face was. |
Sad winds where your voice was; | |
Tears, tears where my heart was; | |
And ever with me, | |
Child, ever with me, | |
Silence where hope was. |
‘What is the world, O soldiers? | |
It is I: |
I, this incessant snow, | |
This northern sky; | |
Soldiers, this solitude | |
Through which we go | |
Is I.’ |
Where, to me, is the loss | |
Of the scenes they saw – of the sounds they heard; | |
A butterfly flits across, | |
Or a bird; | |
The moss is growing on the wall, | |
I heard the leaf of the poppy fall. |
Down to me quickly, down! I am such dust, | |
Baked, pressed together; let my flesh be fanned | |
With thy fresh breath; come from thy reedy land | |
Voiceful with birds; divert me, for I lust | |
To break, to crumble – prick with pores this crust! – | |
And fall apart, delicious, loosening sand. | |
Oh, joy, I feel thy breath, I feel thy hand | |
That searches for my heart, and trembles just | |
Where once it beat. How light thy touch, thy frame! | |
Surely thou perchest on the summer trees… | |
And the garden that we loved? Soul, take thine ease, | |
I am content, so thou enjoy the same | |
Sweet terraces and founts, content, for thee, | |
To burn in this immense torpidity. |
I | |
‘Who affirms that crystals are alive?’ | |
I affirm it, let who will deny:– | |
Crystals are engendered, wax and thrive, | |
Wane and wither: I have seen them die. |
Trust me, masters, crystals have their day | |
Eager to attain the perfect norm, | |
Lit with purpose, potent to display | |
Facet, angle, colour, beauty, form. |
II | |
Water-crystals need for flower and root | |
Sixty clear degrees, no less, no more; | |
Snow, so fickle, still in this acute | |
Angle thinks, and learns no other lore: |
Such its life, and such its pleasure is, | |
Such its art and traffic, such its gain, | |
Evermore in new conjunctions this | |
Admirable angle to maintain. |
Crystalcraft in every flower and flake | |
Snow exhibits, of the welkin free: | |
Crystalline are crystals for the sake, | |
All and singular, of crystalry. |
Yet does every crystal of the snow | |
Individualise, a seedling sown | |
Broadcast, but instinct with power to grow | |
Beautiful in beauty of its own. |
Every flake with all its prongs and dints | |
Burns ecstatic as a new-lit star: | |
Men are not more diverse, finger-prints | |
More dissimilar than snow-flakes are. |
Worlds of men and snow endure, increase, | |
Woven of power and passion to defy | |
Time and travail: only races cease, | |
Individual men and crystals die. |
III | |
Jewelled shapes of snow whose feathery showers, | |
Fallen or falling wither at a breath, | |
All afraid are they, and loth as flowers | |
Beasts and men to tread the way to death. |
Once I saw upon an object-glass, | |
Martyred underneath a microscope, | |
One elaborate snow-flake slowly pass, | |
Dying hard, beyond the reach of hope. |
Still from shape to shape the crystal changed, | |
Writhing in its agony; and still, | |
Less and less elaborate, arranged | |
Potently the angle of its will. |
Tortured to a simple final form, | |
Angles six and six divergent beams, | |
Lo, in death it touched the perfect norm | |
Verifying all its crystal dreams! |
IV | |
Such the noble tragedy of one | |
Martyred snow-flake. Who can tell the fate | |
Heinous and uncouth of showers undone, | |
Fallen in cities! – showers that expiate |
Errant lives from polar worlds adrift | |
Where the great millennial snows abide; | |
Castaways from mountain-chains that lift | |
Snowy summits in perennial pride; |
Nomad snows, or snows in evil day | |
Born to urban ruin, to be tossed, | |
Trampled, shovelled, ploughed, and swept away | |
Down the seething sewers: all the frost |
Flowers of heaven melted up with lees, | |
Offal, recrement, but every flake | |
Showing to the last in fixed degrees | |
Perfect crystals for the crystal’s sake. |
V | |
Usefulness of snow is but a chance | |
Here in temperate climes with winter sent, | |
Sheltering earth’s prolonged hibernal trance: | |
All utility is accident. |
Sixty clear degrees the joyful snow, | |
Practising economy of means, | |
Fashions endless beauty in, and so | |
Glorifies the universe with scenes |
Arctic and antarctic: stainless shrouds, | |
Ermine woven in silvery frost, attire | |
Peaks in every land among the clouds | |
Crowned with snows to catch the morning’s fire. |
You’ve plucked a curlew, drawn a hen, | |
Washed the shirts of seven men, | |
You’ve stuffed my pillow, stretched the sheet, | |
And filled the pan to wash your feet, | |
You’ve cooped the pullets, wound the clock, | |
And rinsed the young men’s drinking crock; | |
And now we’ll dance to jigs and reels, | |
Nailed boots chasing girls’ naked heels, | |
Until your father’ll start to snore, | |
And Jude, now you’re married, will stretch on the floor. |
He was lodging above in Coom, | |
And he’d the half of the bailiff’s room. |
Till a black night came in Coomasaharn | |
A night of rains you’d swamp a star in. |
‘To-night,’ says he, ‘with the devil’s weather | |
The hares itself will quit the heather, |
I’ll catch my boys with a latch on the door, | |
And serve my process on near a score.’ |
The night was black at the fording place | |
And the flood was up in a whitened race | |
But devil a bit he’d turn his face, |
Then the peelers said, ‘Now mind your lepping, | |
How can you see the stones for stepping? |
We’ll wash our hands of your bloody job.’ | |
‘Wash and welcome,’ says he, ‘begob.’ |
He made two leps with a run and dash, | |
Then the peelers heard a yell and splash. |
And the ’Mergency man in two days and a bit | |
Was found in the ebb tide stuck in a net. |
When I was once in Baltimore, | |
A man came up to me and cried, | |
‘Come, I have eighteen hundred sheep, | |
And we will sail on Tuesday’s tide. |
‘If you will sail with me, young man, | |
I’ll pay you fifty shillings down; | |
These eighteen hundred sheep I take | |
From Baltimore to Glasgow town.’ |
He paid me fifty shillings down, | |
I sailed with eighteen hundred sheep; | |
We soon had cleared the harbour’s mouth, | |
We soon were in the salt sea deep. |
The first night we were out at sea | |
Those sheep were quiet in their mind; | |
The second night they cried with fear – | |
They smelt no pastures in the wind. |
They sniffed, poor things, for their green fields, | |
They cried so loud I could not sleep: | |
For fifty thousand shillings down | |
I would not sail again with sheep. |
(Lines on the loss of the Titanic) | |
In a solitude of the sea | |
Deep from human vanity, | |
And the pride of Life that planned her, stilly couches she. |
Steel chambers, late the pyres | |
Of her salamandrine fires, | |
Cold currents thrid, and turn to rhythmic tidal lyres. |
Over the mirrors meant | |
To glass the opulent | |
The sea-worm crawls – grotesque, slimed, dumb, indifferent. |
Jewels in joy designed | |
To ravish the sensuous mind | |
Lie lightless, all their sparkles bleared and black and blind. |
Dim moon-eyed fishes near | |
Gaze at the gilded gear | |
And query: ‘What does this vaingloriousness down here?’… |
Well: while was fashioning | |
This creature of cleaving wing, | |
The Immanent Will that stirs and urges everything |
Prepared a sinister mate | |
For her – so gaily great – | |
A Shape of Ice, for the time far and dissociate. |
And as the smart ship grew | |
In stature, grace, and hue, | |
In shadowy silent distance grew the Iceberg too. |
Alien they seemed to be: | |
No mortal eye could see | |
The intimate welding of their later history, |
Or sign that they were bent | |
By paths coincident | |
On being anon twin halves of one august event, |
Till the Spinner of the Years | |
Said ‘Now!’ And each one hears, | |
And consummation comes, and jars two hemispheres. |
A touch of cold in the Autumn night – | |
I walked abroad, | |
And saw the ruddy moon lean over a hedge | |
Like a red-faced farmer. | |
I did not stop to speak, but nodded, | |
And round about were the wistful stars | |
With white faces like town children. |
Old houses were scaffolding once | |
and workmen whistling. |
(1960)
See, they return; ah, see the tentative | |
Movements, and the slow feet, | |
The trouble in the pace and the uncertain | |
Wavering! |
See, they return, one, and by one, | |
With fear, as half-awakened; | |
As if the snow should hesitate | |
And murmur in the wind, | |
and half turn back; | |
These were the ‘Wing’d-with-Awe,’ | |
Inviolable. |
Gods of the wingèd shoe! | |
With them the silver hounds, | |
sniffing the trace of air! |
Haie! Haie! | |
These were the swift to harry; | |
These the keen-scented; | |
These were the souls of blood. |
Slow on the leash, | |
pallid the leash-men! |