Chapter One

It Always Starts With Tea

The slurp was loud and rather obnoxious, especially when the man was sipping from one of Mark’s grandmother’s dainty china tea cups that Mark saved for special occasions. Since Mark hadn’t had any need for the guest china in quite some time, he’d let Grammy’s cardinal rule slide for the strapping workman clambering up in his loft.

“Yup, I see the problem,” the workman yelled down the open hatch in Mark’s landing ceiling that led to the over-cluttered store of stuff that Mark hadn’t set foot in for…well, quite some time.

Mark wished he hadn’t offered the man a brew. He really hadn’t had the time to wait for the kettle to boil, for a start. But he’d been brought up well, and one must offer one’s tradesmen a cuppa in the hope they’ll knock a few quid off the call-out charge. He suspected he would have to delve deep into his already ravine-like pockets, so anything that could be considered mates-rates would really help at this point in his life. Mark wished he did have mates. Ones that were handy, anyway.

“Oh, yes?” Mark called back, his voice echoing through the square hole in his ceiling. He closed his eyes, for some reason, as if that would soften the blow of what was going to come out of the man’s mouth next.

“Gonna need coupla new roof tiles, mate. A lotta this stuff is gonna get ruined.”

“Bugger,” Mark muttered into his own mug of piping-hot tea. Well, it was rude not to join the man in a beverage.

“What was that?” The man’s round, if somewhat flushed, face appeared at the hole.

“Nothing, nothing.” Mark shook his head. He didn’t much fancy repeating himself. The man might take it seriously and give him a whack. Or, which would be much worse, not take the job of fixing Mark’s leaking roof. “Thank you.” He smiled.

Mark had been told, on occasion, that he had quite a nice smile. One that relaxed people. Mark, however, believed it to be far more useful to allow people to walk all over him. Or pass by him. Through him…

With a grunt, the workman set his steel-toe-capped boots on two metal rungs of the ladder, revealing the tip of his rounded behind popping out of the elastic waistband that appeared to be failing in its one basic function. Normally, on an average Saturday night, Mark wouldn’t have minded the view, as his internet history would evidence. But today was a Monday and the man didn’t look like he would appreciate Mark’s ogling. Not that Mark was ogling. He just had nowhere else to look. Honest.

On reaching the landing, the workman crashed back into Mark. Stumbling, Mark gripped his cup with both hands to prevent the utter travesty of spillage onto the carpet. Not only did he not have time to clear up any stains—not that any would show on the swirling patterns of the seventies-design stitch work—but he also hated to waste a cup of the good stuff.

The workman hefted up his jogging bottoms, his hands empty of the china tea cup he had been avidly slurping from up in the loft. And that meant Mark would now either have to venture up into the space he avoided like the seaside lido on a May bank holiday afternoon, or leave it up there to breed new life. He knew which he would rather.

“Right.” The man scratched his stubbled chin. “See, you’re gonna need a coupla new tiles. Tha’s what the leak is. The rain we been ’avin is comin’ in frou ta ’ole in ya roof. Travelling daan the walls and dripping aaat ya ceiling.”

“Good-oh.” Mark nodded, not letting on for a single second that he had no idea what the man had just said. “Uh, can you fix it?” He mentally crossed his fingers in the hope that he hadn’t just said that he could. Or couldn’t.

“Yeah, no sweat. I can do two tiles at a ton.”

“A what now?”

“A ton.”

“A ton of what? Tiles?”

“No. A hundred smackers.”

Mark blanked, shaking his head.

“Paand?”

“Oh, I see. Well, that’s not too bad then.” Mark smiled. And phewed. Mentally.

“But that won’t fix ya problem.”

“Oh dear.” Mark furrowed his brow, which he didn’t like to do all that often as the lines weren’t smoothing out after so much anymore.

“Dunno which bleedin’ cowboy did ya roof last, but they didn’t felt it.” The man tucked a tiny pencil behind his ear. Where he’d got the pencil from was Mark’s first question. Quickly followed by, do I really want to know?

“That cowboy would be my grandfather.” Mark attempted to add a hint of pride to his voice, but the vacant expression of the workman before him just made him slink into a guilty, wincing admission. “He built the house.”

“Ah. Right. ’Nover ’and-me-down was it?”

“Hand-me-down?” More deep-set wrinkles formed on Mark’s brow. He must remember to use that skincare range for men he’d got as a Secret Santa present at work last year, the one that claimed to defy even the deepest-set wrinkles. He had a hunch who’d been bold enough to buy that for him. Bloody Yvonne.

The man waved, indicating Mark’s attire. “The clothes.”

Mark held out his arms, still clutching his mug of tea, and peered down at himself. Trusty grey corduroy trousers, wonderful and comfy, and rather warm considering the current climate, matched with a white button-down shirt. The vest underneath was simply due to the fact that his dark nipples tended to show through the thin material of cheap cotton. He’d discovered that tidbit of information back at secondary school when the popular boys used to poke his nipples through his school shirt, many twisting for added effect. And people say all-boy grammar schools are a safe haven from bullying.

Mark ran a hand through his thick dark hair, sliding it across his forehead in a floppy fringe, ignoring the jibe at his attire and moving on to the pressing transaction at hand. “So you were saying about the roof?”

“Yeah. Gonna need ta replace it.” The man sniffed, his chest rising with the inhale of breath, then shrugged. “Set ya back ’bout five grand.”

The fact that Mark had chosen the man’s pause to take a sip of tea probably summed up his entire existence. It had been, of course, the wrong decision. He spat the tea out, liquid escaping from his nose, and coughed, gasping to get air, rather than the delightful Twinings English Breakfast, into his lungs.

The workman slapped him on the back. Perhaps he thought that would help the situation. It didn’t. It only exacerbated it, knocking Mark off his feet and forcing him to grapple for the banister to prevent a rather tragic tumble down the stairs.

“Better out than in, I say.” The workman did say.

Mark blanked. If only the boys at his delightful modern secondary grammar had believed in that statement back when Mark had been in year ten and announcing to the world he was gay. Not that any of his peers had had any doubt before Mark had made his fabulous speech. But Mark presumed they would have preferred him to stay in on that day, considering many had received detention for the words of “encouragement” they had called out in a perfect display of teenage camaraderie.

“Well, I can do the tiles tomorra,” the man carried on, oblivious to Mark’s inner turmoil. “Fink about the rest of da roof, though. You don’t want it cavin’ in on ya.”

Mark nodded, although, right then the thought of paying out five thousand pounds that he didn’t have made him consider the alternative option.

“Righty-oh. Thank you very much for coming out on such short notice.” Mark ushered him down the stairs.

“No probs. Give me card your granddad, then.” The man handed over a bent business card, a mobile phone number scrawled on the back with black pen along with the words The Man With The Van Who Can. Mark pondered if there was anything that he couldn’t? Or wouldn’t?

“That would be rather futile. Grampy died quite some time ago.”

“Oh.” The man squinted, stepping out into the daylight and onto Mark’s porch. “So you chose this?”

“Chose what?” Mark desperately tried not to furrow his brow.

The man waved his hand, indicating, Mark presumed, the entire house’s internal decor.

“I like antiques.” Could seventies decor be considered antique? He supposed it could.

“You get antique wallpaper these days then?”

Bastard. “Oh, indeed.” Mark nodded. “Worth a fortune.”

Mark slammed the door shut and rested his back against the wall, glancing around at the house he’d lived in coming along ten years now. It was falling apart and no redecoration had been done since probably the last time he’d been up in the loft. He sighed, slammed his mug down on the windowsill and decided now was the time for a decent cup of the good stuff.

Grabbing his black Barbour jacket from the coat hooks, he slipped his feet into the black loafers by the door then ventured out into the morning sun. And what a glorious day it was, perfect to be beside the seaside. And Mark was. He lived directly opposite the pebble beach of Marsby in the south east, a quaint little seaside town that homed more retirees than tourists. Not that Mark was retired. He could only wish for that, although he was leaning nearer to the end of his career than the start. Mid-career, perhaps? Christ, maybe I should think about actually having a career rather than simply a job that barely pays the bills?

Trying to forget that he had left a gaping hole in his roof—and now his ceiling having forgotten to shut the loft hatch—Mark rammed his hands into his jacket pockets and thanked whomever above for the abnormal radiant sun. And that was when the inevitable dark clouds glided overhead and droplets landed with splats on his cheeks. Such was Mark’s luck. So he trotted that bit faster along the pathway beside the beach and into the main High Street, stopping at the welcoming sign of Macy’s Ye Olde Style Tea Shoppe on the corner.

The bell above the door chimed as Mark hurried into his regular haunt. He’d been going there for quite a few years now, since his move back to his home town from the mean streets of London, and still hadn’t figured out why Macy added the extra p and e to the shop. He shook his hair out like a wet dog and nodded at the umbrellas Macy always offered to customers on such regular occurrences as torrential rain, a quick downpour, scattered showers and that really fine light rain that has one believing they aren’t getting wet until they get home and their clothes are sopping.

The shop was empty, which was rather odd. There was usually someone sipping on a decent cup of tea made from the loose leaves in a well-stewed pot. Macy made proper tea, using a strainer, and it tasted every bit of the aromatic leaves that it should. She was also a rather good baker and Mark was horrified that there were no buns, baps or any other derogatory term used for parts of the female anatomy displayed on the counter for Mark to scoff and instantly burn off the calories by breathing. He had a fast metabolism, which was both a dream and a curse.

As Mark slapped a hand down on the counter, he heard shuffling back in the kitchen area. Thank God Macy was there. He needed a chat. And a tea.

“Helloooo? Only me, love. Usual cuppa when you’re ready.”

Drumming his fingers on the counter, Mark swivelled a one-eighty. Vacant seats and no-one in the vicinity looking like they might want venture on in to grab a tea to go, which would be quite difficult as Macy only served tea in porcelain cups. And rightly so.

“So, Macy, love,” Mark called out over his shoulder, thinking it was best to fill her in now or he might not have time to divulge all the details of his eventful morning before he had to head into work. “I’ve decided I’m better off if I just kill myself now.”

He leaned forward over the counter, ensuring his voice would drift to the kitchen. “Turns out my roof might collapse on me anyway. And according to this rather annoyingly beefcaked member of the male species, the sight of whose perfectly rounded behind is now imprinted on me for many a future solo endeavour, and who graced me with a whole other English language making me feel every bit of my—cough—years, it’s going to cost me rather more than my arm and my leg. And I’m sadly going to have to admit it, Macy love, that I’m not sure the fellow would accept an offer of my penis as monetary value. Not that I have a wealth of offers for that part of my anatomy these days anyway. Much like the pound to the euro, I swear it’s shrinking in value.”

He chuckled at his own joke, as he so often did, then spun around to face the seating area. A couple of joggers zoomed past the window, obviously on their beachside run rather than the mad dash for cakes and biscuits that he did.

“You okay, Mace? Need a hand?”

No reply. So Mark leafed through the selection of pre-packed biscuits crammed in the bowl by the till. Macy had one of those old-fashioned registers. No electronic buttons to press. No new-fangled tablet hooked up to the mains. It was basically a calculator with a drawer.

Choosing a packet of chocolate-dipped Viennese shortbread fingers, Mark cocked his head to peer through the open kitchen door. “I mean, Macy, what is the point in filing paperwork for a living just to earn enough money to fix a roof when I have no man to enjoy the comforts of my damp-free living space along with me? And by the time I find a willing participant to snuggle with me on my antique sofa looking at my antique wallpaper in my antique house, I’ll be ready to pop my clogs anyway. So, death by sugar, please, Macy.”

He slapped the counter to finalise his self-depreciative monologue, and nearly threw up the entire contents of his breakfast when a male vacated the back kitchen. Said man was wiping his hands on a rather beautifully stitched gingham tea towel. But that wasn’t the only thing that was a delight for the eye. The man was shirtless—rippling muscles, a glowing sheen of glistening skin and white-wash jeans hanging low on his perfectly sculpted hips. Needless to say, that wasn’t Macy.

“Hello,” Mark said, because, it is the polite way to greet a man, regardless of the lack of shirt and the highly embarrassing fact that Mark had already told his life story, leaving out all, or indeed any, good bits.

“G’day,” the man replied.

And Mark’s head exploded. Or rather he wished that it would. “Where’s Macy?” He mentally crossed his fingers in hope that she would soon poke out behind the tall hunk of an obviously Australian specimen and say that the man was deaf. Or at least hard of hearing. Or that he didn’t understand English. Anything really.

“She had to shoot off, mate,” the man replied. “Her mum.”

Could Mark not cut a break these days?

“Oh dear. That’s terrible. Is it serious?”

“Dunno, mate.” The Aussie shrugged and slapped the tea towel onto the counter. “Something about her mum and the big C.”

“Oh, dear God. What type of cancer?” Mark clutched a hand to his chest.

“No, the big sea. Ocean? She’s off on some golden oldies cruise ship thing and Macy had to go with her as a carer or something.”

Mark nodded. He had no words, after all.

“I said I’d mind the shop for her. I’m her cousin.” Aussie stepped forward, wiped a hand down the back of his jeans then held it out to Mark. “Bradley. Brad.”

Mark took the solid hand that had surprisingly smooth fingers and a firm grip. Most definitely surfer hands. Not that Mark had any idea what type of hands a surfer might own, other than slightly wrinkly owing to so much time in the water. But, he suspected, hands like this. Because all Australian men surfed. That was what both Neighbours and Home and Away had taught him in his youth.

Mark shook, not swaying his gaze from the light blue eyes of the man in front of him. Brad. His name’s Brad… Bradley, much better suited. Specks of green flickered in Bradley’s eyes, like mini frogs bouncing around in a swimming pool, sparkling against the piercing Aussie sun rays. A much better lido than Marsby’s freezing fifty-metre monstrosity that was probably filled with more urine than chlorine. Ha! I rhymed.

It wasn’t until the man—Bradley, such a wonderful name—attempted to free his hand that Mark realised he had just performed one of the rudest acts in the English realm.

“Mark,” Mark suddenly blurted out. “Mark. I’m Mark.” Because his name was Mark.

“Nice to meet ya, Mark.” Bradley shot him a smile of perfectly aligned white teeth that Colgate would snap up in a second to be in their next commercial. “And I’m sorry to hear about your roof.”

“Ah.” Mark burned a lovely shade of crimson that matched the colour of his wallpaper. His antique wallpaper. “No bother. Nothing a cup of tea couldn’t fix.” Okay, that wasn’t strictly true. If it was, he wouldn’t have the problem in the first place.

“Righto, mate. I’m just getting to grips with everything, so bear with. I’ll go grab a shirt. Was mighty hot behind there.” Bradley jogged off back to the kitchen before Mark could blast out the proceeding lyrics to one of Nelly’s finest…So take off all your clothes…

Bradley returned a few moments later, unfortunately having found suitable attire to wear, and handed Mark a mug. “On the house. First tea I’ve made here, so think of it as a trial run.”

“Why, thank you very much.”

“You take sugar?”

“No, no. Just milk,” Mark assured him. “I’m sweet enough,” he added because he was a complete idiot.

“Fair dos.” Bradley held up a tiny jug of milk and began to pour it into Mark’s mug. “Say when.”

“When,” Mark declared just before the desired amount of milk was in, suspecting that young Bradley might not have perfect reflexes to stop pouring at the exact right time and Mark wasn’t a particularly milky tea drinker. He was more on the Midnight Savannah levels of tea colour, as referenced by Her Majesty’s official colour chart.

Mark held up the cup in cheers, then took a sip. He closed his eyes to really savour it and swallowed down the delightful wake-up in a cup.

“Any good?”

“Perfect.” Mark smiled.

Bradley returned the smile and raised it. It was the sweetest smile Mark had ever seen, full of pride and a feeling of a good job well done. It was only tea, but by God it was important.

“Well, sit down then.” Brad waved a hand to a vacant table. “I thought I put the closed sign up but as you got in, might as well open up for good.”

Mark whipped his head around. The OPEN sign hung on the inside of the door. Mark made a mental note to take the High Street chemist up on their offer of a free eye test with the purchase of any men’s grooming product.

Taking a seat on one of the little square tables covered with a yellow and white checked plastic tablecloth, Mark sipped his tea. It seemed to be getting stronger with every taste, but Mark continued none the less. He didn’t want to upset the dear Bradley, considering he was a complete novice. Mark started to wonder what else this man could be a novice in that Mark would be happy to play teacher in. Which instantly made him wince. He really should not be thinking along those lines.

Mark’s life consisted of a series of disasters, followed by unfortunate mishaps, then brief but noteworthy embarrassing incidents, swiftly engulfed by immediate tragedy and swooping in on the left would be a spout of sheer disappointment. So, this guy would most certainly not be a novice and would be highly active on the heterosexual scene, no doubt.

“Hey, Mark?” Bradley’s head popped up from the counter where he’d been crouching.

“Hmm?” Mark stilled the cup at his lips.

“You know if there are any decent gay bars in this town?”

And splat. A wet and sloppy tea bag fell from Mark’s cup and landed on his nose with a squelch. Mark didn’t move. There was no point. This wasn’t an inconspicuous moment. This was yet another of those embarrassing incidents to add to his growing collection. There was no coming back from this. Mark plonked the cup on the table and peeled the tea bag from his face.

“That doesn’t usually happen?” Bradley pointed to Mark’s face.

Mark shook his head. “No.” He wiped his nose with a napkin. “Usually one takes the tea bag out of the cup before serving.”

Bradley covered his mouth with his hand, a look of sheer horror plastered on his face. “Oh, Jeez. Sorry, mate.”

“No bother.”

“Here.” Bradley zipped over to the kettle. “Let me get you another one.”

“No, no. That’s quite all right.” Mark stood. “Best be getting on anyway. Paperwork doesn’t file itself.” Which was rather fortunate, as Mark would be out of a job.

He sauntered toward the exit, slipping one of the extra-large umbrellas from the bucket Macy kept them in and attempted to wave a cheery, and nonchalant, goodbye. The umbrella popped open unannounced, one of the metal prods poking Mark in the eye, and he wrestled inside to slap it shut. Bradley whipped over the counter, sliding along it in true Dukes of Hazzard fashion, and grabbed the handle. They both found the sharp edge of the protruding button and Bradley slammed his thumb on top of Mark’s to slap shut the umbrella, which swallowed both of their arms inside like a Venus fly trap.

“Sorry.” Mark fumbled, desperately trying to open the thing up again. Their fingers were in danger of entwining and Mark closed his eyes at the sheer embarrassment, although he should have been used to the feeling after thirty-nine years of it.

“Here.” Bradley gripped the pole, tugging it away. “Let me.”

Mark slipped his arm out and Bradley handed the brolly back to him with a smile.

“Thanks.” Mark took it, with caution.

“Looks like you’re gonna need it.” Bradley nodded at the window where huge raindrops splattered like water balloons. “Think it might rain here more than Sydney.”

“It rains here more than a sodding rainforest. Least in a rainforest it’s hot.”

“Not at night, mate. Pretty cool then, I can tell ya.”

“Really?” Mark’s interest once again piqued.

“Yeah. You’ll need a roof there too.” Bradley winked. “Just in case you’re considering a move.”

“Perhaps not to somewhere wetter.”

“Avoid Oz then.” Bradley opened the door for Mark, the little bell tinkling and ending the conversation.

“Thanks for the tea.” Mark stepped outside, opening his umbrella minus any personal injury.

“No probs, mate. Maybe once I get the hang of this place, I’ll make you a decent one. Like my gran makes.”

“That would be lovely. And do send Macy my love.”

Bradley nodded and closed the door, switching the hanging sign to display OPEN. It swung against the other various posters stuck onto the window advertising the array of products that Macy sold in the shop, from real Cornish ice cream to hot chocolate. The sign caught on the corner of one of the leaflets, covering up most of the words, except for available here.

Bradley meandered away from the window, his hips swaying, then vaulted the counter in one swift athletic move. Mark pondered as to whether Bradley was available here. Probably not. This was Mark’s life, after all.