23.

All these years,

Momma says, driving us

up the coast

toward home,

following the old

beach highway.

All these years,

she says,

I kept us

from government help.

Until now.

The hospital and Lizzie are behind us.

Ormond and welfare wait for us

up the road some.

It’s growing dark,

the sky turning

pink and gold

with just that much blue.

Momma is quiet

smoking

smoking

her eyes dripping

like she has leaks.

Then she says,

Your daddy and me

used to drive

this old road on his bike.

You did?

I say.

I never knew.

There’s lots you don’t know,

Momma says.

And she is right about

that.

She is right

about

that.