Previously Uncollected Poems from
COLLECTED POEMS 1951–1971 (1972)
To the memory of my mother and father
The pieces of my voice have been thrown
away I said turning to the hedgerows
and hidden ditches
Where do the pieces of
5my voice lie scattered
The cedarcone said you have been ground
down into and whirled
Tomorrow I must go look under the clumps of
marshgrass in wet deserts
10and in dry deserts
when the wind falls from the mountain
inquire of the chuckwalla what he saw go by
and what the sidewinder found
risen in the changing sand
15I must run down all the pieces
and build the whole silence back
As I look across the fields the sun
big in my eyes I see the hills
the great black unwasting silence and
20know I must go out beyond the hills and seek
for I am broken over the earth—
so little remains
for the silent offering of my death
1955
Chaos staggered up the hill
and got the daisies dirty
that were pretty along the road:
messy chaos I said
5but then in cooler mind saw
incipient eyes revolving in it
with possibly incipient sorrow
and had to admire how
it got along at all
10in its kind of weather:
passing, it engulfed me
and I couldn’t know dissolving
it had rhizobia with it
to make us green some other place.
1953
I give you the wretched sympathy stone
tears there is no end to the common matter
dropped like suds water
down garbage shutes in places
5if you wish
Enlil has whipped your thighs with cane
and the possibility of unloading pity is
not greater than my giving it
there have been days like
10wasting
ziggurats while
your past spoils what is quick like river flies
days like
the sweep of a steppe I have gone out
15like a northwind over the Nile
cavernous
with Florida muddy hellish fountains of me it
is quite terrible
to think of it
20a shortening of days locusts dark west sounds
of oak limbs under pigeons
splitting in the night
roof mounting troubling clay gods river wind
I have sketched pyramids for
25viewing splendid Hamlet
a task waking at night in dark speed
the pelican’s over bays
carrying this eolith
1952
Assure us you side with order: throw
off atomicities, dots, events, endless
successions: reveal an ancient inclination
we can adore and ritualize
5with sapphirine cones and liturgies,
refine through ages of
canonical admissions and rejections; a
consistent, emerging inclination to prefer
the circling continuum, void receptacle,
10and eternal now: spare
us the accidents, controversies, novelties,
constant adaptations, the working truths and
tentative assessments, the upheavals and unrest
of an unquiet past shaken by
15the addition of a modern fact: package
knowledge, square-off questions, let them in
triumphs of finality be categorically
answered and filed: a
constant known yields all time to love: let our
20words grow out of and strengthen the authority
of old rich usage, upholding what upholds.
I picked myself up from the dust again
and went on
phoenix not with another set of wings but with
no other choice
5Oh I said to my soul may a deep
luminosity seize you
and my blanched soul smiled from its need and
dwelt on in the pale country of its bones
A field opened on the right
10and I went in
slipping arms-high through bleaches
of golden broom grass
and whirled with the wind sizzling there
Look said the golden tussocks and I
15looked down at the rising shoots
Where, if spring will not keep you,
will you go
I said to the broom straws
so I cried
20and stooping to scold the shoots fell
in with their green enhancing tips
and nearly died
getting away from the dividing place
At dusk the sun set and it was dark and having
25found no place to leave my loyalty
I slaughtered it by the road and spilled its
blood on sand while the red moon rose
1957 (1958)
I know
there is
perfection in the being
of my being,
5that I am
holy in amness
as stars or
paperclips,
that the universe,
10moving from void to void,
pours in and out
through me:
there is a point,
only itself,
15that fills space,
an emptiness
that is plenitude:
a void that is all being,
a being that is void:
20I am perfect:
the wind is perfect:
ditchwater, running, is perfect:
everything is:
I raise my hand
1957
Coming to a rockwall
I looked back
to the winding gulch
and said
5is this as far as you can go:
and the gulch, rubble
frazzled with the windy remains
of speech, said
comers here turn and go back:
10so I sat down, resolved
to try
the problem out, and
every leaf fell
from my bush of bones
15and sand blew down the winding
gulch and
eddying
rounded out a bowl
from the terminal wall:
20I sat in my bones’ fragile shade
and worked the
knuckles of my mind till
the altering earth broke to
mend the fault:
25I rose and went through.
1959 (1971)
The sun binds:
the small cold
moon
leading spins you,
5marionette:
the silver ruts of backwoods roads
narrowing
straiten your interests:
you keep moving:
10return is to your vitiations:
ahead, the road,
pure of you;
the pasture hills
fractured with
15hurls
of white rock,
unsurrendered to
your spoiling eyes;
plum blossoms
20uncast at your breath:
you have come
to back country:
hogweed’s hard yellow
heads
25crowd the ruts
apart: there are
wagon tracks
and, splitting the weed,
the hoofprints
30of long-stepping, unshod mules:
the hill people will
not discern
your wound:
you will pitch hay,
35wash your
face in a staved bucket,
soap your arms with
chinaberry leaves,
rinse
40well-water clean:
no: they will know
you:
keep on:
the sun calls:
45the moon has you:
the ruts
diminish you to distance:
a hill puts you out.
When cold, I huddle up, foetal, cross
arms:
but in summer, sprawl:
secret is plain old
5surface area,
decreased in winter, retaining: summer no
limbs touching—
radiating:
everything is physical:
10chemistry is physical:
electrical noumenal mind
is:
(I declare!)
put up Christmas tree this afternoon:
15fell
asleep in big chair: woke up at
3:12 and it
was snowing outside, was white!
Christmas Eve tonight: Joseph
20is looking for a place:
Mary smiles but
her blood is singing:
she will have to lie down:
hay is warm:
25some inns keep only
the public room warm: Mary
is thinking, Nice time
to lie down,
good time to be brought down by this necessity:
30I better get busy
and put the lights on—can’t find
extension cord:
Phyllis will be home, will say, The
tree doesn’t have any lights!
35I have tiny winking lights, too:
she will like
them: she went to see her mother:
my mother is dead: she is
deep in the ground, changed: if she
40rises, dust will blow all over the place and
she will stand there shining,
smiling: she will feel good:
she will want
to go home and fix supper: first she
45will hug me:
an actual womb bore Christ,
divinity into the world:
I hope there are births to lie down to
back
50to divinity,
since we all must die away from here:
I better look for the cord:
we’re going to
the Plaza for dinner:
55tonight, a buffet: tomorrow there, we’ll
have a big Christmas
dinner:
before I fell asleep, somebody
phoned, a Mr. Powell: he asked
60if I wanted to
sell my land
in Mays Landing: I don’t know:
I have several pieces, wonder
if he wants them all,
65wonder what I ought to quote:
earth: so many acres of earth:
own:
how we own who are owned! well,
anyway, he won’t care
70about that—said he would
call back Monday: I will
tell him something then:
it’s nearly Christmas, now:
they are all going into the city:
75some have sent ahead for reservations:
the inns are filling up:
Christ was born
in a hay barn among the warm cows and the
donkeys kneeling down: with Him divinity
80swept into the flesh
and made it real.
1960 (1970)
All day—I’m
surprised—the
orange tree, windy, sunny,
has said nothing:
5nevertheless,
four ripe oranges have
dropped and several
dozen
given up a ghost of green.
1964 (1965)
In his head
the lost woman,
shriveled,
dry, vestigial,
5cried
distantly
as if from
under leaves
or from roots
10through the mouths
of old stumps—
cry part his
at her loss,
uneasiness
15of something
forgotten
that was nearly pain:
but the man-oak
rising has grown
20occupying
a full place
and finding its whole
dome man
looks outward
25across the
stream
to the calling
siren tree,
whole—woman.
1964
The redwing blackbird
lighting
dips deep the
windy bayridge
5reed but
sends a song up
reed and wind rise to.
1964
Five years ago I planted a buttonwood slip:
three years ago I had to fit myself
into its shade, a leg or arm
left over in light:
5now I approach casually and
lost in shade more than
twice my height and several times my width
sit down in a chair
and let the sun move through a long doze.
1964
It’s late September now
and yesterday
finally
after two dry months
5the rain came—so quiet,
a crinkling
on
flagstone and leaf,
but lasting:
10this morning
when I walked the bridge over
the gorge
that had been soundless
water shot out over rock
15and the rain roared
1964 (1972)
How does the pot pray:
wash me, so I gleam?
prays, crack my enamel:
let the rust in
1964
I’ve come down a lot on the tree of terror:
scorned I used
to risk the thin bending lofts
where shaking with stars
5I fell asleep, rattled, wakened, and wept:
I’ve come down a lot from the skinny
cone-locked lofts
past the grabbers and tearers
past the shooing limbs, past the fang-set
10eyes
and hate-shocked mouths:
I rest on sturdier branches and sometimes
risk a word
that shakes the tree with laughter or reproof—
15am prized for that:
I’ve come down into the
odor and warmth
of others: so much so that I
sometimes hit the ground and go
20off a ways looking, trying out:
if startled, I break for the tree,
shinny up to safety, the eyes and
mouths large and hands working to my concern:
my risks and escapes are occasionally
25spoken of, approved: I’ve come down a lot.
1965 (1972)
Midafternoon
I come
home to the apartment
and find the janitor
5looking up and
policeman looking
up (said he’d
go call Bill—has
a ladder)
10and all the old
white-haired women
out looking up
at
the raccoon asleep
15on the chimney top:
went up the ivy
during the night and
dazed still with
winter sleep can’t
20tell whether
to come down
or take
up sleep again—
what a blossom!
1965
Cutting off the
offending parts
plucking out
they were so many I
5tore the woods
up
with my roaring losses
but kept on
dividing, snipping away,
10uprooting and
casting out
till
I scampered
under
15a leaf
and considering
my remnant self
squeaked
a keen squeak of joy
1966
From silence to silence:
as a woods stream
over a
rock holding on
5breaks into clusters of sound
multiple and declaring as
leaves, each one,
filling
the continuum between leaves,
10I stand up,
fracturing the equilibrium,
hold on,
my disturbing, skinny speech
declaring
15the cosmos.
1966
The storm built till
midnight
then full to quietness
broke:
5wind
struck across the surf
hills and
lightning, sheeting
& snapping, cast
10quick shadows, shook
the rain loose:
this morning
the flowers on the steep bank
look bedraggled
15with blessings.
1966
The weed bends
down and
becomes a bird:
the bird
5flies white
through winter
storms: I
have got my
interest up in
10leaf
transparencies:
where I am
going, nothing
of me will remain:
15yet, I’ll
drift through the
voices of
coyotes, drip
into florets by
20a mountain rock.
1966 (1971)
Leaves are eyes:
light through
translucences
prints
5visions that
wander:
I go for a walk and my image
is noticed by the protoplasm:
I wonder what visions
10the birch-heart
keeps dark:
I know their cost!
the heart shot
thin that
15pays winter hard:
I am run so seen and thin:
I see and shake
1966 (1972)
The grove kept us dry,
subtracting from
the shower much
immediacy:
5but then distracted us
for hours, dropping
snaps faint as the twigs
of someone coming.
1966
The snow turning
crosshatches the air
into
tilted squares:
5I sit and think
where to dwell:
surely, somewhere before,
since snow
began to fall,
10the wind has
managed to turn
snow into
squares of emptiness:
dwell there
15or with the flakes
on one side of the motion
squareless,
dropping in an
unreturning slant.
1967
He climbed hard,
ledge to ledge, rise,
plateau,
caught his breath,
5looked around,
conceived the distances:
climbed on
high, hard: and made the peak
9from which the
major portion of the view was
descent.
1967
The year’s run out
to the tip
blossom on the snapdragon
stalk.
1967 (1968)
The hornet as if
stung twists
in the first cold,
buzzes wings
5that wrench him
across the ground but
take on no
loft or
direction:
10scrapes with feelers
his eyes to find
clearance
in the crazing
dim of things, folds
15to bite his tail (or
sting his
head) to life or
death—hits the
grill of a stormdrain
20and drops.
1967 (1968)
Subtract from that shower
each leaf’s take
and the oak’s
shadow is bright dust:
5great
yellow helium
rabbits with bluetipped ears
stick the mist-weight
rain and, from high
10tussling, yield
all the way to the ground:
the rhinoceros’s back darkens.
1967
I can tell you what I need is one of those
poles Archimedes, thrust
into an unparalleled transform of intellect to power,
imagined dangling on the end of which he could
5move the world with: he was as much a dreamer
as I was (sic): I thought, given
a great height, I could do it with words:
still in a sense I have the dream, I have
Archimedes’s dream, that is, it hasn’t been tried yet
10for sure with a pole: with words, I tried it.
1967
I can tell you what I need is for
somebody to asseverate I’m a poet
and in an embroilment and warfare of onrushing words
heightened by opposing views
5to maintain I lie down to no man in
the character and thrust of my speech
and that everybody who is neglecting me far
though it be, indeed, from his mind
is incurring a guilt complex
10he’ll have to reckon with later on
and suffer over (I am likely to be
recalcitrant with leniency):
what I need I mean is a champion or even
a host of champions,
15a phalanx of enthusiasts, driving a spearhead
or one or two of those big amphibian trucks
through the peopled ocean of my neglect:
I mean I don’t want to sound fancy but
what I could use at the moment is
20a little destruction perpetrated in my favor.
1967
I can tell you what I need, what I need
is a soft counselor laboriously gentle
his warm dry hands moving with a vanishing persistence
to explain to me how I fell into this backwater,
5verse: oh what is the efficacy of
this lowgrade hallucination, this rhythm not even
a scientific sine curve:
I mean I need him to wave it all away,
syllables spilling through the screens of
10his soft joints, erasing
in an enchantment similar to that I would evoke
all this primitive tribal hooting
into some wooden or ratty totemic ear:
boy, I need to hear about the systems analysts,
15futurists, technocrats, and savvy managers
who square off a percentage of reality and name their price.
1967
I can tell you what I need is a good periodontist:
my gums are so sensitive, separated and lumpy,
I have to let my cornflakes sit and wilt:
the niacin leaks out before I get it in
5and the ten percent daily requirement of iron
rusts: I’ve got so mashed potatoes best
accommodate my desire: my gums
before them
relax and, as it were, smile: I have bad dreams that
10snap, crackle, and pop (to switch seeds)
have built an invisible wall soggy-resistant: what
I could use with my gum line
is like a new start
or at least a professionally directed reversal or
15arrest of what has become abrupt recession.
1967
I can tell you what I need is
money and I don’t mean
a few thousand piddling shares of Standard Oil or
Xerox or a chunk
5of some up-and-coming (now over-the-counter) computer or
computer component stock:
what I need is a kind of expansive diversification
with exploding international implications,
pools, banks, and, in a figure, shoals
10of residual and seminal coin: what I need
to do is adopt a couple of ministates
and then enforce upon the populace the duty
of eating walnuts (which I’d ship in or
aid in the local growth of) and then
15the populace would be free
to do anything else it chose before or after or
even while eating walnuts
and then I’d return the fleet (or
else move myself to a ministate)
20to bring the shells back for my fireplace:
I like a nice walnut-shell fire
on a coolish autumn night.
1968
I can tell you what I need is
a stronger assortment of battleboasts:
I mean I need visions of toothy monsters
so old greens rot their sludgy toes
5so that meeting such visions (and, indeed,
apparently they cannot be avoided) I could
fetch myself up
on a blood-lilting flinching flight of battleboasts:
for I perceive the great work to be done is
10too often mismangled in committee, so lacks
all identity, all measuring out into
salient, songster-mongered cherishing:
what I need is for somebody to first of all
point me out a monster and then
15loosen a word-hoard or two jacking
my spine up to the duty for
to tell the truth my imagination’s sometimes
as pale as my spine’s always yellow.
1968
Body keeps talking under the mind
keeps bringing up lesser views
keeps insisting
but coaxingly in pale tones
5that the mind come on back, try
to get some rest,
allow itself to
be consoled
by slighter rather than slackened
10thirst: body keeps with light touch
though darkening
lines sketching
images of its mortality but not
to startle the mind further off
15hums
all right all right
1968
The caryophyllaceae
like a scroungy
frost are
rising through the lawn:
5many-fingered as leggy
copepods:
a suggestive delicacy,
lacework, like
the scent of wild plum
10thickets:
also the grackles
with their incredible
vertical, horizontal,
reversible
15tails have arrived:
such nice machines.
1968
Island-end here is
elongated as a
porpoise’s nose, all
lawns and houses
5except one spot
where bending property lines have
turned out odd,
giving this plot
the sanctuary of contention—
10bayberry, wild
cherry, plum thicket:
a shore hawk
knows the spot,
knows grackles, sparrows,
15cardinals, even
mockingbirds cluster here:
he drops by &
right here in town
some early mornings wilderness
20meets wilderness
in a perfect stare.
1968 (1968)
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1968
I spent with her
a
merciful night of
lubes &
5loblollies,
of goings out
& in &
by & through:
I held her
10in the teeth of my
need:
I turned her round
smartly
like a fumbled
15beachball: in
the morning she
got up
& her tiny hand
touched her
20hair, day’s
first flower.
1968
This wall interrupts the wind:
sand falls out:
bushes loft vines
& mockingbird &
5caterpillar have their ways:
is this wall anything more than
an interruption:
nothing outlasts the last things
across the surfaces of Nothing:
10okay I said
I believe in faith,
this soft determination,
this blasted wall.
1968
The knot in my gut’s
my good center:
I can trim
off fume & froth,
5glob & dollop,
come in there and
be
hard as indivisible:
or trusting
10the locked twist
float off office
buildings of glassy
mind,
confident if they
15don’t land they’ll
circle back some day.
1968
The floodcrest of afternoon passes:
the blood smooths:
they say a roar’s in the world:
here nothing is loud or incomplete:
5the yellow iris with a fabulous surrender
has flopped triple-open, available:
sheaves of pointed fingers,
clusters of new holly leaves assume
the air: the redwinged blackbird’s
10jeer’s aboriginally whole in the
thicket across the street: if nothing’s
broken, then I’m alone for sure.
1968
Wonder if
you’re gross
consider the cosmic
particle so scant
5it can splink all
the way through
Cheops
nicking nothing
1968
The most beautiful, haunting
dusk scenes around here, clumps of
tidal-marsh reeds on a highway’s edge
with supple dark-green
5cedar and tough bayberry and such
full of widges, mean
and manyful, opaque with invisibility:
nature turns so wide it can afford to
spoil an interweaving of scapes or
10flashing an Icarus by endanger the minds
of several listening millions whose
creation was superb if not special.
1968
The burdens of the world
on my back
lighten the world
not a whit while
5removing them greatly
decreases my specific
gravity
1968
Birds are flowers flying
and flowers perched birds.
1968
Like a steel drum
cast at sea
my days,
banged and dented
5by a found shore of
ineradicable realities,
sandsunk, finally, gaping,
rustsunk in
compass grass
1968
Complexity o’erwhelms the gist,
engravities the grist and grits up
the anflob of the flubile:
hurts:
5nabs the numbance, fritters the foamost,
fractures the raptors and
rippling rislings:
finding a nut to fit a
bolt is an undertaking.
1968
You’d be surprised how short the roads
in the air are today:
they twist, drop, burst, and climb:
such roads the sparrows have trouble on:
5in fact the only thing flying around
here today’s the grackle and he
goes over the brush so low looks as if
he’s beating something up from hiding:
it’s just like reality,
10the very day you can’t get out to fly
there’s also no place comfortable to sit.
1968
The sun’s wind
blows the fire
green, sails the
chloroplasts,
5lifts banks, bogs,
boughs into flame:
the green ash of
yellow loss.
1968
Some mornings of maximal
frustration—wind,
rain four days old—
your hate waves rise &
5slap around the walls:
I float, smile, above the
unadmitted show:
but soon, bobbing, send a few
waves out myself and
10the two sets
sloshing against each other
agitate the environment
or coming into beat
raise waves so big we both
15get scared and hussle out the
oilslicks of consolation.
1968
It’s day again, the fourth day,
still overcast and sprinkling:
but the wind’s stopped:
the trees and bushes in
5profound rest
hold beads:
occasionally a bead drops and a
spur of leaves springs upright:
if the sun breaks out an
10amazing number of things will change.
1968
The difference, finding the
difference: earth, no heavier
with me here, will be no
lighter when I’m gone: sum or
5subtraction equals zero: no
change—not to the loss of a
single electron’s spin—will
net from my total change:
is that horror or opportunity:
10should I spurn earth now with
mind, toss my own indifference
to indifference, invent some
other scale that assents to
temporary weight, make something
15substanceless as love earth can’t
get to with changeless changing:
will my electrical system noumenally
at the last moment leap free
and, weightless, will it
20have any way to deal—or if
there is some thinnest weight,
what will it join with, how
will it neighbor: something finer
than perception, a difference
25so opposite to ground it will
have no mass, indifferent to mass.
1968
In the summer I live so
close to my neighbor I
can hear him sweat:
all my forced bushes, leafy
5and birdy, do not
prevent this:
his drawers wrenched
off his sticky butt
clutch my speech white:
10his beery mouth wakes up
under my tongue: his
lawnmower wilts my cereal:
I do not like to hear him
wheeze over difficult weeds:
15I don’t like his squishy toes:
I’m for ice and shutters
and the miles and miles
winter clears between us.
1968
I want a squirrel-foil for my martin pole
I want to perturb some laws of balance
I want to create unnatural conditions
I want to eliminate snakes, rats,
5cats, martens from dread
I want above the sloping foil regions of
exceptional deliverance
I want my evening air trimmed bug clear
(pits of bottomless change
10shot through the clarifying ambience)
I want design heightened into
artificial imbalances of calm
I want a squirrel-foil for my martin pole
1968
Now and then the intolerable crooks
down around my temples
and binds—an ice-vice, you could
say, vice-ice—a crown of ice:
5kings know how to take matters
casually, so I just sit there cold,
intensely inward, brow bowed,
loneliness universal: I wait:
I’m not going anywhere: I
10wait for the thing to slip or for
my attention to fix, somewhere on
the inner glacier, on polar bears
in disconcerting romp: I figure
the intolerable not to be dealt with,
15just set aside: I am going to
wait: look at these interesting
stitches in my robes, I say:
I’ve already settled my affairs of state;
that is, I’ll take the cold when it comes,
20but I will never believe in ice.
1968
Village, Town, City—Highway, Road, Path
Grove, forest, jungle—a thickening motion
accompanied by a sense of loss of control:
swamp: ah, an uncertain or sloppy (hungry) bottom:
flood moccasins lining the bayous, drowning snakes
5rafting down the gulf-wide river: patch, copse,
thicket—a surrounding tameness with a touch of
central wilderness: let a dog belch up worms—
they string from his mouth in a white beard,
his eyes grave, tamed, shamed to affliction:
10but affliction can storm from shame and
tussle the peripheries of order: but take a word,
there are backward suasions: you may have twice
as much of anything as you ask: my yard maple’s
in the open, full of leaf, and single to the wind.
1969
I tell the maple it’s unwise—though
it stands open
and alone—to put too much splendor
of leaf on
5so that rather than stand firm and quiver
to the wind it rolls
raising whole branches on a swell
that plays out into tossing and twisting
at the top:
10but, of course, it is
difficult to tell
the inner thrust it can’t ornament the whole
open universe, such quenchless
putting out and on:
15I tell the maple, if a wind’s taken by
the bounty of your heavy ship,
what may be assumed, what saved:
if I were a maple I’d want neighbors
to keep me skinny and high
20in windbreaking thickets:
but then loneliness can’t be cajoled
to give a leaf up
(or keep one in)
and can’t believe slim thickets
25do any slender speaking worthy note.
1969
Yield to the tantalizing mechanism:
fall, trusting and centered as a
drive, following into the poem:
line by line pile entanglements on,
5arrive willfully in the deepest
fix: then, the thing done, turn
round in the mazy terror and
question, outsmart the mechanism:
find the glide over-reaching or
10dismissing—halter it into
a going concern so the wing
muscles at the neck’s base work
urgency’s compression and
openness breaks out lofting
15you beyond all binds and terminals.
1969
Speaking to mountains (&
hearing them speak!) assiduously
(though encounteringly)
avoids the personal,
5a curvature whose swerve, however,
can out-range the scary planets
and seriously attenuate
the gravitational
core which wanting the personal
10had to give it up:
being can’t always be as it is:
volcanoes, droughts, quakes,
natural disasters of all kinds,
including (heavy rain &)
15the personal,
mitigate much fixity, the dwelling
of mind in its dwelling:
my immediate sympathetic reaction was
that I understood all that
20well in a way
and said it seemed reasonable that
mountains, though,
should attract such voices and
furnish such replies.
1969
I took my likely schizophrenia in hand
and said if
it must be the high places, let’s go to them,
muse how they lie about, see how
5the lessening to immateriality occurs,
how the peaks, chipping off, folding in, loft
free to the danger of floating, endure
the falling away, the unneighboring to high isolation:
the essential reductions to form
10and to rock, the single substance,
gained, we’ll confront puzzling air, from
the strictest consideration to the freest,
and the height made we’ll have the choiceless ease
of the single choice, down, and leisure to come on
15deepening multiplicity,
trifling, discrete abundance,
bottomless diversity, down into the pines,
morning glories and trout streams
(where the lacewing works the evening, marginal air)
20blueberry brush: high-slope cucumber vines abearing.
1969 (1970)
Bees turn in a fire
of dry-rich honey,
visit the faucet
for the left, crescent
5drop: below the faucet
by the cool cement a
webbed bumblebee spins:
the spider, whilom serene,
attacks to feed
10another filament in: I
can’t understand
for a minute why
the bumblebee
works so hard into the
15straitening maze:
but Lord I know why:
it’s to find if not flight
the far end of the dark.
1969
The indefinable idol’s invisible to the mind:
its visage unmonstrous and unsaintly’s unavailable
to the iconoclast who in the whirling wind learns
something of his whirling subduing, which is
5primary instruction: of course, it breaks down
into griffins, calves, beavers, gargoyles but
re-summed shoulders up again and disappears: because
it disappears, the put-down’s universal and complete:
but then the ignorant and stupid, the unerring
10majority, think something’s died and promote the
precision of the visibly defined: the more partial,
the more certain, until partiality collapses under
its exclusions: that’s another kind of death
that draws human blood: oh, how I wish the notion
15of unity could get around: how I wish the idol could
hold summed his attributes, empty free the mind.
1969
I went out to cut a last batch of zinnias this
morning from the back fencerow and got my shanks
chilled for sure: furrowy dark gray clouds with
separating fringes of blue sky-grass: and dew
5beaded up heavier than the left-overs of rain:
in the zinnias, in each of two, a bumblebee
stirring in slow-motion, trying to unwind
the webbed drug of cold, buzzing occasionally but
with a dry rattle: bees die with the burnt honey
10at their mouths, at least: the fact’s established:
it is not summer now and the simmering buzz is out of
heat: the zucchini blossoms falling show squash
overgreen with stunted growth: the snapdragons have
suckered down into a blossom or so: we passed
15into dark last week the even mark of day and night
and what we hoped would stay we yield to change.
1969
The shoddy furbishings I pick and choose among,
having, as I have, little hope of the foil brights
shimmering, those ghastly ecstatic blankouts
of rosy coordination in complete deliveries: no:
5I take the radiance in, for example, rain, or shiver
to drops beaded up on cellophane: I tell you
when the bark loosens on a soggy stick, I can
get into that space and respire: and have thoughts
otherwise difficult, if not impossible, to assume:
10half the time I’m unable, frankly, from a hurtful
capacity to imagine my own privation: but the other
half, I can wait with a yew drop, whether it will
evaporate or, struck by a rapid augmentation, splish,
presuming that the rain is, as here it often is, light
15if long: when everything’s given up,
amazingly, I think, so much stuff to give up,
and reluctantly, appears: everybody’s seen a cast
feather, the dislocation: that’s something: and when
a zinnia turns all cone, it’s certainly not into
20disorder or waste: I don’t expect to busy
much with or in the sun, ghosts my valid glimmerers.
1969
Take in a lyric information
totally processed, interpenetrated into
wholeness where
a bit is a bit, a string a string, a
5cluster a cluster, everything beefing up
and verging out
for that point in the periphery where
salience bends into curve
and all saliences bend to the same angle of
10curve and curve becomes curve, one curve, the whole curve:
that is information actual
at every point
but taking on itself at every point
the emanation of curvature, of meaning, all
15the way into the high
recognition of wholeness, that synthesis,
feeling, aroused, controlled, and released:
but then find the wholeness
unbelievable because it permits
20another wholeness,
another lyric, the same in structure,
in mechanism of existence, but bearing a different weight,
that is, a different, perhaps contradicting,
bit-nature and assimilation:
25wholeness then is a condition of existence,
a one:many mechanism, internally irrelevant to scope,
but from the outside circumscribed into scope:
I like the order that allows, say, when
a thousand cows are on a thousand acres,
30clusters to flow out in single file down a gully,
encirclings of drinkholes, concentrations in a green
bottom, spread-outs, but identifiable, across
a broad rise or scape: I like that just as I
like tracings converging into major paths,
35untracings of widening out beyond a clump of
trees or small pass:
those configurations, rendered by aerial photography,
would interest me endlessly
in the precision of their topographical relations:
40the interests of cows and the possibilities of
the landscape could be read (not a single actual cow)
there well: and nothing be as a consequence known and
yet everything in a sense known, the widest paths
the controlling symbols, with lesser resemblances of
45motion: after a while I could account for the motions of
the whole herd and make interesting statements:
for example, with experience, I bet I could tell
from the wear under a copse
whether a lot of hot sunny days in a year
50or windy days come: I could tell something obvious already
from the copse whether it constitutes a meaningful
windbreak in a cold wind, sand or snow storm, and then
that, though obvious, would tell about cows:
I’ll bet in warm climates with heavy, maybe daily, rains
55there’d be little wear under trees, for the cows
would enjoy being out in the showers:
anyway, there’s a time when loose speech has to give in,
come up to the corral, run through the planked alleys,
accept the brand, the medication, surrender to the
60identity of age, sex, weight, and bear its relationship
to the market: there’s no market for most speech, specially
good, and none for loose: that’s why I don’t care
how far I wander off;
I wouldn’t care if I found a whole year gone by and myself
65not called for: the way I think is
I think what I see: the designs are there: I use
words to draw them out—also because I can’t
draw at all: I don’t think: I see: and I see
the motions of cowpaths
70over a non-existent, thousand-acre ranch: (times
frequently recur in good scope in which I don’t see):
stop on any word and language gives way:
the blades of reason, unlightened by motion, sink in,
melting through, and reality’s cold murky waters
75accept the failure: for language heightens by dismissing reality,
the sheet of ice a salience controlling, like a symbol,
level of abstraction, that has a hold on reality and suppresses
it, though formed from it and supported by it:
motion and artificiality (the impositional remove from reality)
80sustain language: nevertheless, language must
not violate the bit, event, percept,
fact—the concrete—otherwise the separation that means
the death of language shows: when that happens abandonment
is the only terrible health and a return to bits, re-trials
85of lofty configurations: if the organism of the ranch
alters, weeds will grow in old paths and the new waterhole
exist in a new weaving: means, reaching identity too
soon, exclude: mannerism is more suitable to the lyric
than to larger affairs because both lyric and manneristic style
90are slight completions: dropping back from the completion
to a linear mode can be more engrossing: for example, the
dactyllic hexameter can grind on, entangling, ingesting bits,
threads, strings, lesser saliences into considerable scope: or
iambic pentameter, especially unrhymed, is an infinitely various
95ployable means: one must be ever in search of the rapier that
holds the world on guard: but the sparrow trap traps a sparrow:
(disquisition is sesquipedalian pedestrianism, tidying up
the loose bits, but altogether missing the import of the impetus):
a center’s absolute, if relative: but every point in spacetimematter’s
100a center: reality is abob with centers: indeed, there is
nothing but centers: centers of galaxies, systems, planets, asteroids,
moons, drifts, atoms, electrons: and the center, as of the
earth, where all turns and pressures meet, is inexpressibly light,
still, and empty: the spruce trees at this moment deeply
105sway with snow and snow is falling, the temperature below
freezing: the muffled morning offered no relief: now, though;
just after noon, small gusts twist the branches: not
the heavy lower branches, too long in their holding, and too wide,
to respond: but twist the lighter, higher branches so they drop
110falls of snow and those falls, light, their efficacy increased
by falling, strike the lower, heavier loads, dislodging airy
avalanches, sketchy with event but releasing: it seems to me
a possibility of unceasing magnitude that these structures
permit these eventualities: small winds with small branches can
115loosen heavy postures: a miraculous increase, as if heat could
go uphill: but occurring within a larger frame, at great potential
expense: (but energy displacements, switches, translations are
too considerable for calculation in the smallest sector): still,
though the whole may be running down, spills
120here and there are overspills, radiances: the lyric, then,
has never been found out because at the center it, too, is
empty, still, silent: this is a point of provisional
summation: hence, the thens, stills, and buts:
a point of entangling toward the intertwining of a core, a core
125involving every thread: so far, we have ranch, snowsquall,
avalanche, ice skates, wind, etc.: but the main confluence
is one:many which all this essay is about: I get lost for fun,
because there’s no chance of getting lost: I am seeking the
mechanisms physical, physiological, epistemological, electrical,
130chemical, esthetic, social, religious by which many, kept
discrete as many, expresses itself into the
manageable rafters of salience, lofts to comprehension, breaks
out in hard, highly informed suasions, the “gathering
in the sky” so to speak, the trove of mind, tested
135experience, the only place there is to stay, where the saints
are known to share accord and wine, and magical humor floats
upon the ambient sorrow: much is nearly stable there,
residencies perpetual, more than less, where gold is utterly
superfluous and paves the superfluous streets, where phenomena
140lose their drift to the honey of eternity: the holy bundle of
the elements of civilization, the Sumerians said: the place
where change is mere disguise, where whatever turns turns
in itself: there is no reason for confusion: that is
what this is about: it’s simple and impossibly difficult,
145simple by grandeur, impossible by what all must answer there:
enterprise is our American motif, riding horseback between
the obscure beginning and the unformulated conclusion, thinking
grace that show of riding, the expertise, performance, the intricacy
of dealing: to be about something: history can assign and glean,
150furnish sources and ends, give grades: that is the
enterprise of history, always best when best accomplished: since
the one thing we learn from history is that we do not learn:
enterprise then’s the American salience, rainbow arch,
colossus: but the aristoi are beauty, wealth, birth, genius &
155virtue who should be gouvernors: enterprise somewhat, though
not necessarily, inconsistent with those, we lack governors:
the definition of definition goes two ways, opposing:
one direction cuts away, eliminating from relevance, limits
160treue, trewe to AS. treowe, trywe to a kinship with G. treu
and on to IE. derew, meaning tree, in the basic sense of as
firm as a tree: if one could be sure of Indo-European forests
one might add lofty, abundant, straight, strong, majestic:
somewhere then in the essence of tree has been found the
165essence of true, including perhaps the perpendicularity or
verticality of true: but while tree clarifies the
mind with certain boundaries, it also recalls clusters
of tree-images, memories of particular
trees, and a sense of a translation (separation) in the mind which
170is trying to distil tree, a luminous, ideal image-tree, the truest
tree, from the actual clusters of memory: it is necessary
then to turn the essential image of a tree into the truest
rational wordage: truth, then, might be “conformity
with the facts”: but then we know that facts have truth
175when touched, given configuration by transforming,
informing fiction: is this unnecessarily
puzzling: all I mean to suggest is that the reality under
words (and images) is too multiple for rational assessment and
that language moves by sailing over: the
180other way definition has is to accept the multiplicity of
synthesis: of course, synthesis is at work in certain levels of
analysis, but I mean by synthesis the primary intent: look
at it this way: I am experiencing at the moment several
clusters of entanglement: if I took a single thread from a
185single cluster, viewed it, explained it, presented it, would
I not be violating my reality into artificial clarity and my
bundles into artificial linearity: but if I broached, as I seem
to be doing, too many clusters, would I not be violating this
typewriter’s mode into nonsense: hue a middle way, the voice
190replied, which is what I’m doing the best I can,
that is to say, with too many linking verbs: the grandest
clustering of aggregates permits the finest definition: so out
of that bind, I proceed a little way into similarity and
withdraw a bit into differentiae: unfortunately, man cannot
195do better though it might be better done: if I begin with
the picture of a lyre, translate it into a thousand words,
do I have a lyric: what is a lyre-piece: a brief and single
cry: the quickest means to a still point in motion:
three quatrains rhyming alternate lines: let me see if I can
200write a poem to help heave the point:
At Once
Plumage resembles foliage
for camouflage often
and so well at times it’s difficult
205to know whether nature means
resembler or resembled:
obviously among things is
included the preservation of
distinction in a seeming oneness:
210I say it not just
because I often have: maximum
diversity with maximum unity
prevents hollow easiness.
poetry, even in its
215self-rationale aims two ways at once, polar ways sometimes
to heighten the crisis and pleasure of the reconciliation:
getting back to tree and true, though, I was thinking last
June, so multiple and dense is the reality of a tree, that I
ought to do a booklength piece on the elm in the backyard here:
220I wish I had done it now because it could stand for truth, too:
I did do a sketch one day which might suggest the point:
I guess it’s a bit airy to get mixed up with
an elm tree on anything
like a permanent basis: but I’ve had it
225worse before—talking stones and bushes—and may
get it worse again: but in this one
the elm doesn’t talk: it’s just an object, albeit
hard to fix:
unfixed, constantly
230influenced and influencing, still it hardens and enters
the ground at a fairly reliable point:
especially since it’s its
general unalterability that I need to define and stress
I ought to know its longitude and latitude,
235so I could keep checking them out: after all, the ground
drifts:
and rises: and maybe rises slanting—that would be
difficult to keep track of, the angle
could be progressive or swaying or
240seasonal, underground rain
& “floating” a factor: in hilly country
the underground mantle, the
“float” bedrock is in, may be highly variable and variable
in effect:
245I ought to know the altitude, then, from some fixed point:
I assume the fixed point would have to be
the core center of the planet, though I’m perfectly
prepared to admit the core’s involved
in a slow—perhaps universal—slosh that would alter the
250center’s position
in terms of some other set of references I do not
think I will at the moment entertain
since to do so invites an outward, expanding
reticulation
255too much to deal precisely with:
true, I really ought to know where the tree is: but I know
it’s in my backyard:
I’ve never found it anywhere else and am willing to accept
the precision of broadness: with over-precision
260things tend to fade: but since I do need stability and want
to make the tree stand for that (among other things)
it seems to me I ought to be willing to learn enough about
theory and instrument
to take sights for a few days or weeks and see if anything
265roundly agreeable could be winnowed out: that
ought to include altimeters (several of them, to average
instrumental variation), core theory and gravity waves:
but I’m convinced I’m too awkward
and too set in some ways
270to take all that on: if I am to celebrate multiplicity,
unity, and such
I’ll be obliged to free myself by accepting certain
limitations:
I am just going to take it for granted
275that the tree is in the backyard:
it’s necessary to be quiet in the hands of the marvelous:
I am impressed with the gradualism of sway,
of growth’s sway: the bottom limb that John’s
swing’s on and that’s largely horizontal
280has gradually outward toward the tip
demonstrated the widening of the leaves
by
sinking: the rate of sinking, which is the rate of
growth, has been
285within the variations of night and day, rain and shine,
broadly constant
and the branch’s adjustment to that growth
of a similar order: nevertheless, the
wind has lifted, a respiratory floating, the branch
290as if all the leaves had breathed in, many a
time
and let it fall
and rain and dew have often lowered it below its depth—
birds have lighted bringing
295varying degrees of alteration to the figurings, sharp
distortions, for example, to the
twigs, slow dips to secondary branches, perhaps no
noticeable effect at the branch root:
I should go out and measure the diameters of
300the branch, secondary branches, small limbs, and twigs
and their extensions from base
and devise a mathematics
to predict the changes of located average birds: it
would give me plenty to do for weeks
305and save me from the rigors of many heights:
or scoot me to them: conceiving a fact stalls the
imagination to its most threatening dimension:
I think now of growth at the edges of the leaves as the
reverse of the elmworm’s forage:
310the elmworm, I haven’t seen any this year—one spring
there were millions—is as to weight an interesting
speculation:
as he eats the leaf lessens but of course the weight is
added to himself, so on a quick scale the
315transformation is one to one:
but the worm makes waste, the efficiency of his mechanisms
average and wasteful: in the long range, then,
worms lighten trees and let in light: but that’s
another problem: could it be maintained that
320the worm lets in light enough
to increase growth equal to his destruction:
it’s a good point, a true variable, but surely
any sudden defoliation by a plague of worms
would be harmful: a re-entry of winter (though possibly
325with all of winter’s possibility): time and number figure
mysteriously here:
one should be patient and note large results,
reserve some time for broad awareness:
broad awareness is the gift of settled minds: or of
330minds hurt high from painful immediacy: it eliminates
and jettisons
sensory contact with too much accident and event—total
dependencies at the edge: the man
fully aware,
335unable to separate out certain large motions, probably
couldn’t move: it’s better, I think, to be
broadly and emptily aware so as more efficiently
to negotiate the noons of recurrence:
(I have come lately to honor gentleness so:
340it’s because
of my engagement with
tiny sets and systems of energy, nucleations and constructs,
that I’m unnerved with the slight and needful
of consideration: part of consideration’s
345slightness: it approaches and stands off peripherally
quiet and patient should a gesture
be all that’s right
but of course it will on invitation tend:
it never blunts or overwhelms with aid
350or transforms in order to be received):
while shade increases equally with surface area of leaf
the net result’s
a considerable variance:
leaves inter-shade
355but the result on the ground’s non-accumulative:
in May last year, a month before the above sketch, I did another
briefer thing:
elm seed, maple
seed shower
360loose when the wind
stirs, a spring-wind harvesting
(when so many things
have to be picked—take strawberries,
stooped to and crawled
365along before, or the finger-bluing
of blueberries):
everything so
gentle and well
done: I sit down not to flaw
370the ambience:
the elm seed’s winged all round
and exists, a sheathed
swelling, in the center: it
can flutter,
375spin,
or, its axis just right, slice
with a draft or cut through one:
(it doesn’t go very far but it can
get out of the shade):
380then there’s the maple seed’s oar-wing:
it spins too
(simply, on an ordinary day)
but in a gust can glide broadside:
(dandelion seeds in a head are
385noted for their ability to become detached
though attached:
with a tiny splint-break
the wind can have a bluster of them:
the coming fine of an intimation):
390those are facts, one-sided extensions:
since the wind’s indifferent
the seeds take pains to
make a difference:
praise god for the empty and undesigned:
395hampered by being ungreat poetry, incapable of
carrying quick conviction into imagination’s locked clarity,
nevertheless these pieces establish the point
that a book might be written on the interpenetrations of
appearance of an elm tree, especially when the seasons could be
400brought in, the fluff cresting snow limbs, the stars and the
influence of starlight on growth or stunting—I have no
idea how such distance affects leaves—the general surround, as of
wind, rain, air pollution, bird shade, squirrel nest: books
by the hundred have already been written on cytology, the
405study of cells, and in an elm tree there are twelve quintillion cells,
especially in the summer foliage, and more takes place by way
of event, disposition and such in a single cell than any computer
we now have could keep registration of, given the means of deriving
the information: but if I say books could be written about a single
410tree I mean to say only that truth is difficult, even when
noncontradicting; that is, the mere massive pile-up of information
is recalcitrant to higher assimilations without great loss of
concretion, without wide application of averaging: things are
reduced into knowledge: and truth, as some kind of lofty reification,
415is so great a reduction it is vanished through by spirit only, a
parallelogram, square or beam of light, or perhaps a more casual
emanation or glow: when so much intellectual energy seems to be
coming to nothing, the mind searches its culture clutch for meaningful
or recurrent objects, finds say a crown or flag or apple or tree or
420beaver and invests its charge in that concretion, that focus: then
the symbol carries exactly the syrup of many distillations and
hard endurance, soft inquiry and turning: the symbol apple and the
real apple are different apples, though resembled: “no ideas but in
things” can then be read into alternatives—“no things but in ideas,”
425“no ideas but in ideas,” and “no things but in things”: one thing
always to keep in mind is that there are a number of possibilities:
whatever sways forward implies a backward sway and the mind must
either go all the way around and come back or it must be prepared
to fall back and deal with the lost sway, the pressure for dealing
430increasing constantly with forwardness: it’s surprising to me
that my image of the orders of greatness comes in terms of descent:
I would call the lyric high and hard, a rocky loft, the slow,
snowline melt of individual crystalline drops, three or four to
the lyric: requires precision and nerve, is almost always badly
435accomplished, but when not mean, minor: then there is the rush,
rattle, and flash of brooks, pyrotechnics that turn water white:
poetry is magical there, full of verbal surprise and dashed
astonishment: then, farther down, the broad dealing, the smooth
fullness of the slow, wide river: there starts the show of genius,
440in motion, massive beyond the need of disturbing surprise, but, still,
channeled by means—the land’s—other than its own: genius, and
the greatest poetry, is the sea, settled, contained before the first
current stirs but implying in its every motion adjustments
throughout the measure: one recognizes an ocean even from a dune and
445the very first actions of contact with an ocean say ocean over and
over: read a few lines along the periphery of any of the truly
great and the knowledge delineates an open shore:
what is to be gained from the immortal person except the experience
of ocean: take any line as skiff, break the breakers, and go out
450into the landless, orientationless, but perfectly contained, try
the suasions, brief dips and rises, and the general circulations,
the wind, the abundant reductions, stars, and the experience is
obtained: but rivers, brooks, and trickles have their uses and
special joys and achieve, in their identities, difficult absoluteness:
455but will you say, what of the content—why they are all made of water:
but will you, because of the confusion, bring me front center as
a mere mist or vapor: charity is greater than poetry: enter it,
in consideration of my need and weakness: I find I am able to say
only what is in my head: a heady constraint: and to say it only
460as well as I can: inventory my infirmities and substitute
your love for them, and let us hold on to one another and
move right away from petulant despair: to broach a summary, I
would say the problem is scientific—how is reality to be
rendered: how is 4,444 to be made 444 and 44 and 4 and 1: I
465have the shaky feeling I’ve just said something I don’t trust:
poems are arresting in two ways: they attract attention with
glistery astonishment and they hold it: stasis: they gather and
stay: the progression is from sound and motion to silence and
rest: for example, I can sit in this room, close my eyes, and
470reproduce the whole valley landscape, still: I can see the
southern end of Lake Cayuga, I can see Stewart Park, the highways,
the breaking out and squaring up of Ithaca, I can see the hill-ridges
rising from the Lake, trees, outcroppings of rocks, falls, ducks
and gulls, the little zoo, the bridges: I can feel my eyesight
475traveling around a held environment: I am conscious that the
landscape is fixed at the same time that I can move around in it:
a poem is the same way: once it is thoroughly known, it contains
its motion and can be reproduced whole, all its shapeliness intact,
to the mind at the same time the mind can travel around in it and
480know its sound and motion: nothing defined can
be still: the verbal moves, depends there, or sinks into unfocused
irreality: ah, but when the mind is brought to silence, the
non-verbal, and the still, it’s whole again to see how motion goes:
the left nest in the shrub has built up a foothigh cone of snow
485this morning and four sparrows sitting in the quince bush are
the only unaugmented things around: eight more inches are piling
on to ten we had and every evergreen has found the way it would
lean in a burden, split its green periphery and divide: John’s
old tractor on the lawn only shows its steering wheel: the
490snowplow’s been by and blocked the driveway: it’s December 26:
yesterday was Christmas: I got a pair of water-resistant gloves
with a removable woolen lining: I got Phyllis three charms for
the bracelet I bought her in Rome: John got a snowsled, a beautiful
wooden train set, Lincoln logs, toggles, and several things
495operated by non-included batteries: this morning he has no fever:
he’s had tonsillitis this is the fifth day with fevers to 103 and
104: I’ve felt built over a jerking machine, not quite turned on
or off: this morning John put on his new cowboy hat (he’s nearly
four) and I put on his crash helmet, and we searched all the dark
500corners and closets for thieves and robbers: we jailed a couple:
one teddy bear and one stuffed, long-legged leprechaun: everyone
will find here a detail that is a key to a set of memories:
strings of nucleations please me more than representative details:
(not that the detail is representative—only that it is a detail
505of numerical dominance in recurrence):
subatomic particle
atom
molecule
cell
510tissue
organ
organ system
organism
species
515community
living world
or
observation
problem
520hypothesis
experiment
theory
natural law:
the swarm at the
525subatomic level may be so complex and surprising that it puts
quasars, pulsars and other matters to shame: I don’t know:
and “living world” on the other hand may be so scanty in its
information as to be virtually of no account: nevertheless,
a drift is expressed in the progressions up or down—organization,
530the degree of: the control into integration (integrated action)
of the increasingly multiple: the human organism, composed of
billions of cells formed into many specializations and subordinations,
can deliver its total lust to the rarification of sight of the
beloved: for example: and many other high levels of symmetry,
535unification, and concerted thrust: poems, of human make, are
body images, organisms of this human organism: if that isn’t
so I will be terribly disappointed: it sounds as if it ought to
be right: consonants, vowels, idioms, phrases, clauses (tissues),
sentences (organs), verses (organ systems), poems (living worlds):
540I react to such stuff with a burst of assent resembling for all
I can tell valuable feeling: rubbing a girl also, of course,
produces feeling, I would be the last to deny it, but it may be
precisely the organization-principle in girls that one, rubbing,
is pleasured by: if, as I believe, we are not only ourselves—i.e.,
545the history of our organism—but also every process that went into
our making, then, in the light of our present ignorance, we may
safely leave much potentiality to undisclosed possibility: mush,
mush, how friendly: that’s what I think, I’ll tell you in a nut-
shell: and in poems, the insubstantial processes of becoming
550form inscrutable parts of the living thing: and then how the
orders of the poem build up and cooperate into the pure heat of
sight and insight, trembling and terror: it makes me gasp aghast:
no wonder we pedants talk about history, influence, meaning
in poems: that’s peripheral enough to prevent the commission of
555larger error, and safe error is a pedantic preference well-known,
widely footnoted, and amply rewarded: I believe in fun:
“superior amusement” is a little shitty: fun is nice: it’s what
our society is built on: fun in the enterprise: I believe in it:
I have no faith in the scoffers: they are party-poopers who are
560afraid they ought to believe in history or logical positivism and
don’t have any real desire to do so: they are scarcely worth a
haircut: organisms, I can tell you, build up under the thrust to
joy and nothing else can lift them out of the miry circumstance:
and poems are pure joy, however divisionally they sway with grief:
565the way to joy is integration’s delivery of the complete lode:
the flow broken, coinless, I, the third morning of Ithaca’s most
historical snowbind, try to go on, difficult, difficult, the hedges
split open, showing inside the vacancy and naked, bony limbs: snow
up past the garage door handle, new snow still falling, and high
570gusts roaring through the cold: supplies low or gone: and the stores
closed: that last appeals too much in the wrong sort: like any
scholar, I should, at this point to uncripple the condition, quote,
but first, I must, like a scholar, clear the field: I choose Ruskin
to say what thousands have said: “Art is neither to be achieved by
575effort of thinking, nor explained by accuracy of speaking”: well,
still, Ruskin, it cannot be achieved without effort, and one level
of accuracy may be preferred to another: this must be a point of
clustering because I feel a lot of little things jostling
to get in where they can be said: for example, I just walked
580a mile to the store, blowing snow, I was in to my ass practically
getting out to the plowed road: I got hotdogs, bacon, bread (out of
eggs), coffee: and on the way back, the wind in my face and snow
drifted ten feet high along one curve that has an open field behind
it, I passed two straggly young girls laughing, dogs barking after
585them, and one carrying her jacket, big boobs jouncing in her short-
sleeved sweater: I was barking inside myself a little, rosy ideas
in the blinding snowlight: one guy I passed said “beautiful weather”—
the kind of thing one, after four days penned up, is grateful to
say and hear: I quote now to enrich the mix, to improve my stew from
590the refrigerator of timeless ingredients:
“A large number of the inhabitants of a mud flat will
be worms. It is hard to develop enthusiasm for worms, but
it took nature more than a billion years to develop a good
worm—meaning one that has specialized organs for digestion,
595respiration, circulation of the blood and excretion of
wastes. All organisms perform these functions—amoebas,
flagellates, bacteria or even filterable viruses; but the
worms—at least the higher worms—do all these things better.
They also developed segmentation or reduplication of parts,
600permitting increase in size with completely coordinated
function. Contemporary architects call this modular
construction. It is found in man in the spinal column,
in the segmental arrangement of spinal nerves, and in
some other features that are especially prominent during
605embryonic development.”
The Sea by Robert C. Miller. Random House. New York,
1966. p. 165.
“We may sum up. Carbohydrates, fats, proteins, nucleic
acids, and their various derivatives, together with water
610and other inorganic materials, plus numerous additional
compounds found specifically in particular types of living
matter—these are the molecular bricks out of which living
matter is made. To be sure, a mere random pile of such
bricks does not make a living structure, any more than a
615mere pile of real bricks makes a house. First and foremost,
if the whole is to be living, the molecular components must
be organized into a specific variety of larger microscopic
bodies; and these in turn, into actual, appropriately
structured cells.”
620The Science of Botany by Paul B. Weisz and Melvin S. Fuller.
McGraw-Hill Book Company, Inc., 1962. p. 48.
poems are verbal
symbols for these organizations: they imprint upon the mind
examples of integration in which the energy flows with maximum
625effect and economy between the high levels of oneness and the
numerous subordinations and divisions of diversity: it is simply
good to have the mind exposed to and reflected by such examples:
it firms the mind, organizes its energy, and lets the controlled
flows occur: that is simple good in itself: I can’t stress that
630enough: it is not good for something else—although of course
it is good for infinite things else: so my point is that the poem
is the symbolical representation of the ideal organization, whether
the cell, the body politic, the business, the religious
group, the university, computer, or whatever: I used to wonder
635why, when they are so little met and understood, poems are taught
in schools: they are taught because they are convenient examples
of the supreme functioning of one and many in an organization of
cooperation and subordination: young minds, if they are to “take
their place in society” need to learn patience—that oneness is
640not useful when easily derived, that manyness is not truthful when
thinly selective—assent, that the part can, while insisting on
its own identity, contribute to the whole, that the whole can
sustain and give meaning to the part: and when these things
are beautifully—that is, well—done, pleasure is a bonus
645truth-functioning allows: that is why art is valuable: it is
extremely valuable: also, in its changing, it pictures how
organizations can change, incorporate innovation, deal with accidence
and surprise, and maintain their purpose—increasing the means and
assuring the probability of survival: the point of change, though,
650brings me to a consideration of the adequacy of the transcendental
vegetative analogy: the analogy is so appealing, so swept with
conviction, that I hardly ever have the strength to question it:
I’ve often said that a poem in becoming generates the laws of its
own becoming: that certainly sounds like a tree, growing up with
655no purpose but to become itself (regardless of the fact that many
are constantly trying to turn it into lumber): but actually, a tree
is a print-out: the tree becomes exactly what the locked genetic
code has pre-ordained—allowing, of course, for variables of weather,
soil, etc.: so that the idea that some organic becoming is
660realizing itself in the vegetative kingdom is only partially
adequate: real change occurs along the chromosomes, a risky business
apparently based on accidence, chance, unforeseeable distortion:
the proportion of harmful to potentially favorable mutations is
something like 50,000 to 1: how marvelous that the possibility of
665favorable change is a flimsy margin in overwhelming, statistically,
destruction and ruin: that is the way nature pours it on: once it
has arrived at a favorable organization—a white oak, for example—
it does not allow haphazard change to riddle it—no, it protects the
species by the death of thousands of its individuals: but lets the
670species buy by the hazard of its individuals the capacity to adjust,
should adjustment be indicated or allowed: that is terrifying and
pleasing: a genetic cull myself, I have the right to both
emotions: along the periphery of integrations, then, is an exposure
to demons, thralls, witcheries, the maelstrom black of
675possibility, costly, chancy, lethal, open: so I am not so much
arguing with the organic school as shifting true organismus from
the already organized to the bleak periphery of possibility,
an area transcendental only by its bottomless entropy: a word on the
art/nature thing: art is the conscious preparation for the unconscious
680event: to the extent that it is possible—a fining up of the attention
and filling out of the means: art is the craft and lore of preparing
the soil for seed: no enmity: complementary: is any yeoman
dumb enough to think that by much cultivation of the fields wheat
will sprout: or that saying words over the barren, the seedless,
will make potatoes: son of a gun’s been keeping a bag of seed-wheat
in the barn all winter, has sorted out good potatoes and knows how
to cut their eyes out: it’s hard to say whether the distinguishers
or the resemblancers are sillier: they work with noumena every
day, but speak of the invisible to them and they laugh with
690silver modernity: well, as I said, we are more certain that we
are about than what we are about: here is something I have always
wanted to quote:
“Around the mouths of rivers, where the fresh waters
of the land meet the salt waters of the sea, live some of
695the world’s densest populations. This food-rich borderland
harbors immense numbers and varieties of living creatures—
protozoans, worms, snails, shrimp, clams, oysters and on up
through the vertebrate fishes. Life in an estuary may be
rich, but it is also almost inconceivably dangerous. The
700temperature of its shallow waters runs the scale from
freezing to over 100 degrees Fahrenheit. Twice each day
the ebb and flow of the tides drastically alter the conditions
of life, sometimes stranding whole populations to die a
high-and-dry or freezing death. Winds, floods, and tidal
705currents often bury the stationary bottom animals under
suffocating slides of sand or silt. But the greatest
hazard of all is alien water—water that is too fresh or
too salty. Aquatic animals are sensitive to the salt
content of their water environment. A sudden rain-fed
710flood of fresh water from a river mouth can be catastrophic
to populations dwelling in the estuary.”
“The Life of an Estuary” by Robert M. Ingle. Scientific
American, May 1954.
isn’t that beautiful: it has bearing in many
715ways on my argument: it provided me years ago with ideas on
risks and possibilities: well, my essay is finished: I thank it
with all my heart for helping me to get through this snowstorm:
having a project is useful especially during natural suspensions.
1969 (1970)
I have appropriated the windy twittering of aspen leaves
into language, stealing something from reality like a
silverness: drop-scapes of ice from peak sheers:
much of the rise in brooks over slow-rolled glacial stones:
5the loop of reeds over the shallow’s edge when birds
feed on the rafts of algae: I have taken right out of the
air the clear streaks of bird music and held them in my
head like shifts of sculpture glint: I have sent language
through the mud roils of a raccoon’s paws like a net,
10netting the roils: made my own uses of a downwind’s
urgency on a downward stream: held with a large scape
of numbness the black distance upstream to the mountains
flashing and bursting: meanwhile, everything else, frog,
fish, bear, gnat has turned in its provinces and made off
15with its uses: my mind’s indicted by all I’ve taken.
1970
I wonder what to mean by sanctuary, if a real or
apprehended place, as of a bell rung in a gold
surround, or as of silver roads along the beaches
of clouds seas don’t break or black mountains
5overspill; jail: ice here’s shapelier than anything,
on the eaves massive, jawed along gorge ledges, solid
in the plastic blue boat fall left water in: if I
think the bitterest thing I can think of that seems like
reality, slickened back, hard, shocked by rip-high wind:
10sanctuary, sanctuary, I say it over and over and the
word’s sound is the one place to dwell: that’s it, just
the sound, and the imagination of the sound—a place.
1970 (1971)
Lord, have mercy! what a day: what a merciful day:
went to fifty: I listened all day to garage-music:
old roof snow, heavy-bottomed with melt and freeze,
began at sunrise to drop at the eaves, each drop
5discrete as a plectrum: then the old icicles
loosened at the root and fell into brown chrysanthemum
stalks (and snapdragons, still green!) and then as
morning tided, seeing down the angle of the drops
was like watching a rain section, and then by noon,
10the wind risen, the eaves swung ragged with sound
and glitter: I felt the roof rise as if to relief,
ten weeks turning casually to water: the afternoon
was lovely and constant (except, wingfeathers in a
ground-melt, I shoved the mound aside to find, as if alive,
15a pheasant under snow): at dusk, a patch of white
still centered on the roof, I went out to check and
sure enough the motions had lessened: spicule icicles
lengthened into a lessening overflow, the music cold-skimpy.
1970
As the perpetual laugher about the grounds,
the grouped yews and carved high stones (always
in a diminishment, looking for light),
as the caperer of flat stones, their intervals
5a watery disarray nevertheless along directions, the
light dunker of lilypad leaves (to see the jewels
roll in and stand), as the caresser of whatever
gets too far into the dark, the whickerer at
hints of gross intent, sampler of hues and
10cornices, he touched death for the first time as
the smallest significance of a tremble in the thighs,
the rounding white of the moon in his eyes, stricture
by the thornbush border, and uncomprehending, like
us, uncomprehending, he took to it blank, vacancy
15to vacancy, brittle, fine, dew-bush’s pool drop.
1970
Change the glacier’s loneliness and the ice melts,
streams going off into sundry identity systems,
bog floats, lakes, clouds, seas, drinking water:
flux heightens us into knots of staid tension:
5we live and go about containing various swirls:
too much swirling improves loneliness poorly:
we take advantage of separateness to unite sensible
differences, the tube in the fineness of its coupling
nearly a merging: well, nothing’s perfect: fall
10away, of course—we have other things to do alone,
go to the bathroom, brush our teeth, reel:
how can we give ourselves away if we’re not separate
enough to be received: and, given away, we know
no desire but the other’s desire: and given each
15to each, we’re both both, indistinguishably, sort of.
1970
It’s amazing all
this motion going
on and
water can lie still
5in glasses and the gas
can in the
garage doesn’t rattle.
1970
Soon as
you stop
having trouble
getting down
5to earth
you start
having trouble
getting off
the ground
1970
Out mountainward, I explained I’ve already
yielded to so much, truly, an abundance,
to seas, of course, ranges, glaciers, large
rivers, to the breadth of plains, easily to
5outcroppings of bedrock, specially those
lofted amalgamated magmas, grainy, dense, and
easily to waterfalls double-hands can’t halt:
but now I’m looking to yield to lesser
effects, wind-touch of a birch branch, for
10example, weed-dip, tilting grasses in seed,
the brush of a slipped lap of lakewater
over a shore stone: I think I’m almost
down to shadows, yielding to their masses,
for my self out here, taut against the mere
15suasion of a star, is explaining, dissolving
itself, saying, be with me wind bent at leaf
edges, warp me puddle riffle, show me
the total yielding past shadow and return.
1970
Go down the left
hand side of the yard,
a contrived bankslope,
down to the corner of
5the lot, past the
forsythia bushes now
all green, and look
back up toward the house,
the lawn, the young
10maple, the bushes along
the foundation & you can
practically work up
a prospect: vision adjusts:
feeling roomy is room
15enough and many a
twenty-mile out-west view
thins to staging:
it’s going to be all right
I think, for those
20who wish to live, at least:
there are some who do.
1970
Spit the pit in the pit
I told the cherry eater
and see what crumbling
shoulders, gully washes,
5& several other bardic
dimensions can produce:
possibly a shiny asbestos
tree with cherry
nuts—reversal obvious
10in the formation—but
if you come to impossible
productions on
absent trees, get out the
bulldozer and shove the
15whole thing over smooth.
1970 (1971)
Rain still falls, the wind moves
the maple branches to
gestures and patterns reasonable:
the stream deals with rocks
5and hollows, slowing or dashing,
in ways apparently regular: whole
bushes and even tall trees
light up as usual with song to
the songbird out of sight:
10the clouds that have never taken
shape are shapely: the bulby,
engrossing sun splinters red
through the hedge toward dusk:
though I’ve been expecting
15a wrench or unpraiseworthy re-ordering
to shock loose any moment from
lost curvatures, I’ve not been able
today to form evidence of any
trend countering our prospects
20for a moderate life and a safe death.
1970
The tamarack can cut rain down to size, mist-little
bead-gauze, hold at needlepoint a plenty
and from the going, blue-sunk storm keep a
shadow, glittery recollection: the heart-leaved
5big hydrangea bends over blossom-nodding, a few
large drops and a general glaze streaking leaves
with surface tension: the maple leaves
gather hail-size drops at the lobes and
sway them ragged loose: spirea, quince, cedar,
10elm, hollyhock, clover (a sharp beader)
permit various styles of memory: then the sun
breaks out and clears the record of what is gone.
1970
Last night’s thunderstorm’s
glancing quick shifts of strong wind and
heavy sheets of tensed up
beating down rain
5have left the snapdragons
velvet-hung in red bead
bedraggled, a
disorientation extreme:
but this morning,
10the clouds clearing, the sun
breaking its one source out,
light is working in the stems’ cells,
drawing up, adjusting, soft alignments
coming true, and pretty soon
15now the prevailing command “attention!”
will seem to have been uttered suddenly.
1970 (1972)
X out the rondure of
the totally satisfying
and all other sizable areas
near the central scope:
5that degree, that circumference,
put aside: the leftovers,
though, pips & squeaks,
think to pick up, shovel
up, if possible: that is what
10is left: stuffing the central
experience into the peripheral
bit overinvests though &
creates aura,
wistfulness and small floating.
1970
Headed back home from Harold’s, we came down
from some Connecticut hills, crossed the
height-slowed Hudson, mounted into the hills
again, the Catskills, made the divide and then
5picked up a stream that ironed out
in wandering descent as much as possible into
one grade—when we noticed the earth risen,
darkness of lofted hills, every one piled with
woods and possessed to the top, drowning
10us under the dark line of a weighty dominance:
nothing of the sort, of course! just fall-outs
of the ridge we’d already cleared, and so,
amiably, tilted by grade into a floating,
unearned speed, we eased on out into the open
15failing slopes, led by the spiritual, risen stream.
1970 (1971)
This afternoon the thunderstorms were separate and tall,
the intervals blue with clearing and white with icy
summits moiling upward till height could accept no
more and the vast glides called out evenness: so,
5through the afternoon there were several systems of
shower, the translations of heat vapor lofted to grit-ice,
the falling drafts of grit bounding, gathering into stones, the
further falls through the heavy warmer waters: at first, the drops
in any shower were huge, few, obviously stone water,
10then the narrower rods of slant-thick rain, then even
smaller rain, dense but fine with a half-light following or
a full breaking out of sun: then, it was, the sun come but
the rain not over, I saw under the aural boughs of the elm
the last translation, a fine-weaving gathered by leaves,
15augmented from tip to tip into big, lit, clear, sparse drops.
1970 (1971)
There’s not much hill left up from here and after
rains runlets lose head quickly to the least
quiver: height has such poverty of
reservoir, and in a drought poplars will go
5brittle with yearning and take lightly their usual
mass and rock-hold, while at the bottom of the
ridge, the fountains will still be blinking,
the glade weeds rushed green: well, at least, we get
some view up here and sometimes breezes that miss
10the valley cut a high sweep across from ridge to ridge
and then most often the drought will break
in time, the trees come back, a branch or two burnished.
1970 (1971)
Morning glory vine
slight
as it is will
double on itself and
5pile over
a quince bush before
you know it:
so the woodless-stemmed
can
10by slender travel
arrange its leaves and
take away
light from the wooded:
beholding the rampancy
15and the
thin-leaved quince
thereunder, I stripped
off an armload
of vine
20and took it down to
the brushheap
under the pear tree:
the next day
the wilted leaves had
25given up their
moisture to the
vines that here and
there
to diminished glory
30lifted half-opened
morning glory blooms.
1970
Hurly-burly: taking on whatever is about to get off, up the
slack, ready with prompt-copy for the reiteration, electronic
to inspect the fuzzy-buffoon comeback, picking up the diverse
gravel of mellifluous banality, the world-replacing world
5world-irradiating, lesser than but more outspoken:
constructing the stanza is not in my case exceedingly
difficult, variably invariable, permitting maximum change
within maximum stability, the flow-breaking four-liner, lattice