March 17, 2015
I know I haven’t written an entry in a while but that is a good thing. Work has been busy - there have been a lot of seasonal spring breakers down here so I have been putting in a lot of hours. That bad news is that is keeping a lot of the regulars away apparently, but they will be back.
I have probably given 2 or 3 “happy endings” since my last entry, everything else has been a straight up massage. The weird thing is when I am jerking guys off now I end up using the advice that Vincent gave me when I serviced him. To think, I has spent 30 years pleasuring myself and still needed the coaching of an older man to learn how to pleasure some of my clients – it’s weird.
Vincent did call to book another appointment with me. I will be seeing him again this Saturday, which hopefully means I get to start the weekend with a pocket full of cash which is good. I am still kind of struggling mentally with the fact that I am enjoying pleasuring guys as much as I am. I keep telling myself it’s for the money but I’m starting to think about stuff way too much “off the clock”.
I’ve been hanging out a lot with Randy who makes me feel better if I start second guessing myself. He is also working on Saturday so we’ll probably go out for beers after work.