Shine and Sheen

Large-eyed as an embryo, hard-boiled (sort of),

Raymond Chandler’s haiku-prone second cousin

twice removed, I don’t mind the rain. The rain

sounds like a bony old uncle blown in from Borneo

to do a softshoe on the roof, wanting

a cup of tea, a story. And the black ink voice

in the book I’m reading seems the voice of my

most ungenerous self, industrious but pipsqueak. It

almost dissuades me from the rain, the shoes

shined as for a funeral; I mean the sheen of art

life everywhere, furtively, begets (that is, fashions,

trends, jadedness), also the green-begetting

wet helterskeltering in rivulets, in

fan-shaped rills, in hands. Sheen

shore mezmers me. Lulls like these, the black ink voice

blurs to black ants, rank and file in disarray, haywire,

devoid of crumbs to Hercules up, of hidey

holes, of meanings. Their kind, my love, cannot get in.