Egg on the Step, Pettiest Thing I Ever Did

An enthusiast (VISIONS OF CODY, ON THE ROAD) I felt like

I was everywhere, mild weather

Hallowe’en Day. Working a big wad of bubblegum

with my jaw (a huge wad—I had gotten into

the Hallowe’en candy, I was happy),

I crossed the street, and Boone my mighty coonhound

pulled hard on the leash. I blew

a bubble, popped it. I saw an old man

sitting alone at his kitchen table and I

waved friendlily at him. Why not?

In response he made the whoop-de-doo gesture

(a sort of whirlwind with one hand, a vertical

version of the crazy gesture). I decided

to egg his house that night (though I love

the Tennessee Williams quote “Deliberate

unkindness is the greatest sin”). The hours

passed. I procured one egg—white as white

can be, slightly pebbled—from the fridge.

My wife (as if endowed with ESP

or witchly intuition) said, looking

worried, “What are you doing?”

“Nothing.” I walked to the old man’s

house, chickened out (the sound of a splat

might bring him to the window), and

set the egg on his front step

to frighten him, maybe, or simply

to make him aware of an entity

(possibly benign, possibly sadistic) aware

of him. Such is life on Earth. It was

not my place to worry him. For years

afterward I found scraps of

eggshells in my yard, as if blown there

by the wind, or carried there

by rats, little by little

making me a Christian neighbor.