part0014

It's been three days since I humiliated Sutton in front of Ben. We haven't talked, the both of us avoiding each other with me burying myself in work and Sutton making herself scarce by either confining herself to her bedroom when she knows I'm home or leaving as soon as I get in.

I'm tired of the silence, I'm lonely missing her presence in my life. I purposely seek her out in an attempt to make amends. It's not going to be easy considering the man I am but maybe by now she'll be able to tolerate being near me.

Today I find her in the backyard sunbathing in a small bikini near the foot of the pool. Her plump breasts standing perky along the yellow fabric, her vibrant brown eyes hidden behind sunglasses as she lays sprawled out on a lounge chair looking like she's half passed out. She's so beautiful, not just because she's gorgeous on the outside and the inside but because she's oblivious to it all making her the most attractive woman I've ever encountered.

I know she's mad at me, possibly hates me yet that doesn't stop me from approaching her even though she'll probably just ignore me or get up and walk away.

I'm not exactly sure what I'm going to do or say. I know I should apologize for my earlier actions but it's most likely not going to happen. I'm an asshole, I know that, she knows that....Ben knows that. Any other part of the person I keep locked up within me I'm unwilling to share because the price of being anything else other than who am now is too high.

"Sutton, we need to speak about an event coming up soon that you'll be escorting me to." I announce finding my words seating myself at the end of the chair by her feet, one of my hands falling to her stomach, the other on my thigh. The small bit of contact with Sutton my only way of showing compassion and my need to feel her against me any way I can.

"Go away Caleb. Just because I enjoy fucking you and you pay my salary doesn't mean you can treat me like dirt in front of your friends. I know you don't care about my feelings but it won't change the fact that I have them. I should have walked away from you that day in the kitchen and not have let you have your way with me. I think your cock has some magic power that renders me stupid whenever it's near by. If you weren't so hot and such an amazing fuck I wouldn't still be here because I think I'd rather be living in my car then dealing with your dreadful behavior on a daily basis," Sutton sneers letting me know for certain she's still mad at me. I just hope that she doesn't hate me. If she does end up hating me I know she's too strong willed to stay much longer and I don't want to lose her.

She looks down in between my crotch and hisses, "You hear me? It's all your fault," and then turns her head off to the side so she's no longer facing my direction.

I can't help but let out a small chortle finding it funny that she literally told off my cock and said it had magic powers.

"Don't laugh Caleb. I'm not trying to be funny," the tone in her voice shows a hint of real pain, quickly making me cut off my laughter.

I gently take hold of the side of her face that has pressed against the chair, moving it so she can look at me. Wanting to see her eyes, I remove the sunglasses from her face placing them aside her head.

With nothing left to conceal her full facial expressions, I notice small tears falling at the outer creases of her eyes. Now I know why she turned away, it's not so much that she couldn't bare looking at me, it's because she didn't want me to see how badly I've hurt her.

Leaning down I swipe away the drops with the pads of my thumbs softly placing a kiss over top of where they just sat. I move my lips lower, administering more tiny kisses along her cheek until I meet her mouth. Sutton gives in when our lips meet, letting me continue caressing her gingerly. I wish so badly I could be different, I wish that I could share my secrets with her, wish I could say I'm sorry out loud but I can't so instead I communicate my feelings the only way I'm allowed; physically.

I trail my kisses down to her throat, gradually moving them to the valley of her breasts making way to her stomach. Her body shivers underneath my lips, my fingers looping through the sides of her bikini bottoms pulling them towards her feet. Slowly I continue making her feel good as I let my tongue slide into her center with her bottoms now sitting below at her knees, a whimpering moan escaping her mouth when I get my first taste of her sweetness.

I let my tongue work in a repetitious flow, allowing the essence of her nectar fill my mouth. My hands situate firmly on her thighs, my face buries in her core while she rocks up and down into me so I can bestow her pleasures that tell her in my own way that I'm sorry for what I've put her through.

I make sure I leave nothing down there neglected, tasting every part of her needing mound with care. Sutton's satisfaction is my only concern knowing that I have been too greedy for long enough. Over and over my tongue apologizes saying sorry with it's movements, her body accepting my requital as she begins to tense.

My fingers push into her skin, kneading and massaging her upper legs just below her hips with my tongue working it's dance in the middle of it all. Closer Sutton gets while I begin to speed up my tempo, her lower section grinding into my mouth with need pleading for freedom.

The bud of her fruit makes way to my lips letting me kiss and suck it down before I let her endure more onward thrusts to follow about in her slit. Holy hell she tastes delicious, I could keep eating her forever if her body allowed for it.

She calls to me, shakily crying out my name with her climax beginning to tear away. Warm moistness trickles down my throat to my chin, Sutton seething under my lips receiving her orgasm in jolts of fulfillment.

When she's done coming down from her apex she sits up, her arms curl around my neck, her head resting on my chest just below the crook of my neck. I wrap my arms around her back just below her shoulders pulling her tightly against me. I so badly more than ever want to whisper I'm sorry....instead I do the next best thing. I pull her in closer, the closest I can have her to me without cutting off her circulation and let her feel how fast my heart beats for her.