They were not on the maps.
Notes of their known habitats
recorded nothing
here or hereabouts.
I knew them shy, prized,
arboreal,
from the realm of heraldry.
Were they real at all,
I wondered, till I stood,
a spellbound witness,
downwind of a pair of them.
To have watched them is a richness
I’ve hoarded
of all my days and doings
as they tied and tied again
the tangles of their to-ings
and fro-ings in the range
of a fallen fir-tree’s roots
and I read their conjured script
in the hint of dark July recruits.
And once I touched one.
Car-struck in a storm,
its body warm, its nose-tip cool
as a single boss in a swarm
of blackberries. Years afterwards
I stepped one’s trail
in the small relief
in the morning shadows
of the grazing’s edge
where it survived, alone
in the margins, fast in a pledge
to thrive and glow
when it emerged, a denizen
of dusk, from nest or mossy hollow,
to flower, now and then again,
in light.