On a rock, raw rock

knuckling from the ripple

of Lough Ramor,

sprouted from a seed

that was wave-borne

or carried on the claws

of a bird, or spilled

from pockets of the wind,

a sapling —

wind- or wave-worn

but in leaf,

a sprig grappling

to sustain itself

on what?,

a wild oat foraging

in the pasturage

of water,

and holding ground.

Like the split posts

of a locust fence

driven home in earth

to serve one purpose

where they found

another will —

took root

and branched

and blossomed.

Now the living outnumber the dead

and what the dead know

decreases

I learn the lessons of a lake

that says

its story in spray,

or a tree in leaves;

and I say

to my son, my future,

Forgive me,

forgive my frailties and my failings.

I would have my loves outlive me.