I checked during lunch. I checked after school.
The spot was empty. Empty but not void. Void is when there is absolutely nothing there and the nothing is natural, a complete vacuum. But empty—with empty, you are aware of what’s supposed to be there. Empty means something is missing.
Once again, a grayness was settling in. My mood. The light around me was changing its properties. I tried to catch it dimming, but it was imperceptible.
I started walking home. The normal route.
I was trying to connect the words in my head when I saw it. Nailed to a telephone pole. Another envelope.
Not taped there. Not tacked up. Nailed. At my eye level. Precisely.
I wondered how long it had been there. I wondered why nobody else had seen it. I wondered if I’d passed by it on my way to school, missing it because I didn’t look back.
But most of all I wondered what was inside.
For some reason, I was expecting an answer to the question I’d left behind: Who are you? I wanted the photographer to leave me a self-portrait.
Instead I got more trees. This time with a wall, curving into an arch at its top.