Original Face

Some mornings I wake up kicking like a frog.

My thighs ache from going nowhere all night.

I get up—tailless, smooth skinned, eyes protruding—

and scrub around for my original face.

It is good I am dreaming, I say to myself.

The real characters and events would hurt me.

The real lying, shame, and envy would turn

even a pleasure-loving man into a stone.

Instead, my plain human flesh wakes up

and gazes out at real sparrows skimming the luminous

wet rooftops at the base of a mountain.

No splayed breasts, no glaring teeth appear before me.

Only the ivory hands of morning touching

the real face in the real mirror on my bureau.