For Henry and Julian. If there is light in my eyes, it is because of you.

For Tom because you need something cool, even if it’s only from your sister. I admire how hard you work at your job, your dedication to goals, and your happy spirit. I fully believe she’s still out there somewhere. Don’t give up hope.

For Jonathan. From the University Village Barnes & Noble first floor information desk all those years ago to babies today, life is more fun with you in it! I am unfailingly proud that you are my husband and the father of the two beautiful, mischievous whirlwinds we are lucky enough to call our sons.

And in memory of Julie Mahnke. In September, she went to bed one night and did not wake the following morning. Her death was unexpected and left all of us in the Hahn household heartbroken. She was a feisty, no-nonsense woman who took no crap from anyone and loved to laugh. We can’t believe we’ll never get to bask in her fun-loving light again. A few months before her untimely death, Julie reported having no regrets about the way she lived her life, which is exactly what I hope for all those reading this now. Julie, we raise a glass to you.