2 The Elegy

Vassals led the fool, who was bound with ropes of palm fiber, to the council of elders. He had a crazed look in his eyes and was foaming at the mouth. From his tongue came a repeated refrain like a charm: “It dispersed like a mirage. It dispersed from her like a mirage.” He repeated this to the council many times over before the sage Elelli was able to quiet him with a wave of his hand. Edahi fell silent but his wheezing did not cease. Indeed, it may have intensified, and he exhaled liberally on the nobles’ faces.

The men consulted one another with their eyes. Ewar retreated behind his blue veil, which he had drawn across his face until even his nose and eyes were concealed. In a corner Amghar whispered with the warrior Emmar. The sage and the diviner exchanged a dejected glance. Yazzal signaled with his eyes and the sage began the proceedings. He motioned for the vassals to untie the fool. The poor wretch started to repeat his charm, but sage gestured for him to desist.

The interrogation commenced.

The diviner asked tersely, “Did you kill the girl?”

The fool answered with certainty: “Absolutely not!”

“But you left the stranger’s residence holding a knife smeared with blood and when people hurried into the tomb they found the belle, slain.”

The fool glanced round the circle of eyes as if seeking support. He was looking even more squint-eyed than usual. His eyes showed the misery of someone frustrated by the inability to express himself. He said, “I did not kill Temarit. How could I kill Temarit? But I . . . killed the strategist. I swear by the Law that I killed only the strategist.”

“Do you want to say that you meant to kill the strategist but killed the girl, because it was so dark?”

The fool looked around the circle of eyes again, as if to search for an answer there, but all he discovered in the nobles’ eyes were question marks. So he said, “Not at all. Darkness was not to blame. The moon illuminated the area through a hole overhead. I saw the strategist, who was asleep and bareheaded. The ears on his head resemble those of a donkey colt. You can check on that yourselves. This ignoble fellow’s head has two donkey ears hanging from it. Then. . . .”

“Then what?”

“Then he changed into a snake after I stabbed him with the knife.”

“A snake?”

A murmur ran through the group. Voices were raised. The warrior laughed, but Ewar did not make a sound or join the uproar. The fool shouted, “I swear he changed into a hideous snake before he turned into a girl.”

The group murmured amongst themselves once more. The sage Elelli said disapprovingly, “At times you say he changed into a snake. At other times you say he changed into a girl.”

“At first he morphed into a snake. Then he morphed into a girl. When I saw Temarit flailing around in a pool of blood, I couldn’t believe it.”

The diviner asked, “Why don’t you confess that you went to the home of the jenny master to kill your sweetheart in revenge?”

“I did not go to kill the girl. I went to kill the stranger who has devastated our oasis, but he dispersed like a mirage to leave behind. . . .”

The diviner interrupted, “Do you admit that you went to the stranger’s home to kill him?”

Again the fool searched their eyes for assistance but encountered only disapproval or indifference. He turned for help to the ruler in the corner, but Ewar hid his eyes behind his veil, as if he had decided to absent himself. He said desperately, “I don’t deny that I wanted to kill the stranger. I told you from the first day that he had ulterior motives, but you did not believe me. You did not believe me even after he caused the women to miscarry with his lethal herbs, which I saw him throw into the spring’s water with my own eyes. Yes, certainly, I wanted to kill the strategist, but he defeated me, because I thought he was only a cunning strategist. I did not suspect that he was also a sorcerer; but I never thought of killing Temarit.”

The diviner and the sage exchanged a glance. Elelli asked, “But who gave you permission to kill the stranger?”

Edahi immediately replied, “Do I need to wait for permission from the council to kill a killer?”

The diviner said, “We haven’t received a single piece of evidence to substantiate your murder accusation against him.”

“I saw him throw the suspect herbs into the water.”

“Even if we believed you, throwing herbs into the water can hardly be considered proof.”

The fool stared the diviner straight in the eye. He stared at him until his pupil disappeared from sight. He asked confidently, “Doesn’t the evil one’s public declaration, repeated night and day, suffice as proof?”

Then he bowed his head and added regretfully, “You don’t want evidence. You’re waiting for annihilation, not for evidence. For this reason, I decided to take the matter into my own hands, and I don’t regret it at all.”

“Do you admit you would have killed the strategist if you had not killed the girl?”

“Definitely.”

Then he corrected his statement: “But he beat me. If I had known he was a sorcerer, he wouldn’t have beaten me.”

Stillness followed. Then they consulted one another, first in whispers, next out loud, and finally in public debate. The diviner repeated loudly a prophetic aphorism he attributed to the lost Law: “An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth. If a killer isn’t slain, the Law will be diminished.”

He repeated this three times. Then silence reigned. The elders heard wisdom’s ring in this maxim, but the punishment filled them with dread. The sage attempted to ease the matter by returning to his interrogation of the accused: “Idiocy has never been an evil, but the evil is insanity. So skip the metamorphosis story now and tell us the way you used to speak with us in olden times when you were our companion in the council: Did you discuss the matter with someone who directed you to punish the stranger without a verdict from the assembly?”

The men exchanged knowing glances, but the accused did not turn his head in anyone’s direction. He looked down at the ground before him and shook his head no.

The sage said, “But you were seen leaving the ruler’s home that night before you went to the stranger’s mausoleum. Did you discuss your intentions with him?”

The accused looked toward the chief, but Ewar did not utter a sound or uncover his eyes. So he bowed his head again and said, “Certainly not!”

“Why not?”

“I was not obliged to discuss my plans with people.”

“Are you sure?”

The fool gazed at him with a hurt expression and did not reply. There was a long silence. Finally the sage proclaimed, as though reciting an elegy: “We have loved you as a fool, because idiocy assures certainty. We have disavowed you as a killer, because murder is a form of insanity. We have acquired you through your idiocy, because in your idiocy is your presence of mind. We have lost you through your loss of your intellect, because when the intellect is lost, the man is lost. So farewell, former comrade. Farewell!”