Asleep

Her head is wrapped in clean white bandages.

Her skin is like paper.

Beside her a machine outlines her heartbeat –

alive,

alive,                        still alive.

I sit by her bedside.

She doesn’t wake up.

I’ll have to go away, I say.

I can’t stay in the house when you’re not there.

It wouldn’t be OK.

Marla?

Behind me a nurse is checking

another patient’s chart, tutting.

Marla moans in her sleep.

What?

Stay, she says.

Here or at the house? I ask.

Stay, she repeats.

And that is when Peggy appears by the bed too.