Forgotten

Do not come down those stairs until I say so,

do you hear me?

His face was blood-filled, hard, veins popping

in his neck.

Yes, Daddy.

I scuttled away

so he couldn’t get to me.

I missed lunch.

I missed dinner.

As he left for work the next morning

I opened the door            an inch

then closed it again.

By the evening

my stomach was stinging.

Allie? Dad called up the stairs.

You home from school?

I rushed on to the landing.

I’ve been in my bedroom, I told him.

You said I wasn’t to leave.

He sucked his teeth.

You’re a real idiot

sometimes, you know that?