Gin Is Tonic

Marla snickers and pours,

dribbling in the gin

then topping up with tonic.

The drink fizzes

in delight.

Ice, she says.

See if there’s any in the … the …

Freezer, I finish,

and go on a hunt.

I crack cubes into the glasses,

booze splashing back at me.

Marla looks as nervous as I feel

with the rim to her lips,

like someone who’s never touched a drop

despite mixing them up

like an expert,

the recall

in her hands

if not in her head.

We are being bad, she says.

I swig. We are.

We are being a bit bad.

She touches my hand.

If Mammy finds out she’ll

take a leather shoe to me.

If Daddy finds out he’ll peel me alive.

No one will ever know, Marla.

Clinking glasses,

we guzzle.