In Knots

Marla is trying to untie

the laces from a pair of

leather shoes in her lap.

Her fingers scratch the eyelets,

worry at tight knots.

She tuts and sighs constantly,

then shouts,

Jesus! Why can’t I …

Stupid fecking things!

She flings the disobedient shoes

against the fireplace.

I pick them up, check the laces,

which are tight

but not impossible.

Don’t! Marla is on the verge of tears.

Don’t even try.

I wasn’t going to, I lie,

seizing a pair of scissors

from her sewing basket

and snipping the laces away from the shoes.

We’ll buy laces for them tomorrow.

She says,

Did we get the gig at the Tivoli?

I’ll speak to Roger.

God, I hope he didn’t give the job to Moira.

She’s always sniffing around.

We’ll practise tomorrow when we have shoes.

Are you free to dance tomorrow, Toff?

Yes, I tell her. I am.