Dad found lipstick in my school bag
and confronted me with it.
What’s this?
I didn’t have an answer.
The previous week he’d caught me reading
Kelly-Anne’s Cosmopolitan and torn it in two.
Do you have a boyfriend? he asked,
not completely unkindly.
No, Daddy.
So what’s the face paint about?
I don’t know.
And the truth was, I didn’t.
I’d used it once or twice
but didn’t see much point
when it just wiped off a few minutes later.
He took a deep breath.
I’m being very patient here, Allison.
But don’t push me. OK?
I wiped my mouth with my sleeve
even though I was sure
I hadn’t anything on my lips.
OK, Daddy.