Soothing

She can hardly breathe,

choking on sobs.

A child’s birth, forgotten.

A child’s death, gone too.

Who am I?

Who am I?

I stroke her hand.

You’re still a mother.

You’re still Marla.

That stuff doesn’t change.

Everything has changed.

I just can’t remember.

I hold her in my arms.

Her body judders.

And by the time she has cried herself to sleep

she has forgotten what her tears

were about in the first place.