The Beginning of Burns

Jacq and Sophie didn’t really have a choice.

Jacq said, Why can’t we come in though?

Sophie said, You’re being well bitchy.

Jacq said, We got an Uber, Al. Cost us seven quid.

Sophie said, I don’t think she cares what we did.

I said, I’m a bit busy. Can I call you later?

Jacq said, What are you doing?

Sophie said, A bloke probably.

Jacq said, It’s not Peter, is it?

Sophie said, I bet it is. She totally fancies him.

I said, Please go away.

Jacq said, What?

Sophie said, You what?

I said, Just fuck off, all right,

and slammed the door.

Inside Dad was asleep.

I went to the bathroom

and found spirits to clean the cigarette burn.

It was such a small thing

on the back of my hand.

A tiny blistering circle.

Nothing awful

compared to what he’d done before.

But with Kelly-Anne gone he was crueller.

This was the beginning of something new.

The beginning of burns.