It was a four-day voyage to Dawn’s Light. Hope tried to fill her time with meditation and exercise, but there was only so much of that one person could do, even a Vinchen. While every other person on the ship had a number of jobs and responsibilities, Hope’s only true responsibility was to wait around for something everyone else on the ship hoped wouldn’t happen. Something not even Hope herself was sure she could do.
“You seem restless,” said Carmichael in the sunny afternoon of the second day. He held the wheel loose in his hands, his brown face tilted up toward the light. “Even your footsteps sound impatient.”
“I wish I could be more useful,” she said. “But I know nothing of ships or sailing.”
“You could learn,” said Carmichael.
“How?”
“Start simple. Go ask one of the crew what they do and why. Ask Ticks about the rigging, for example. He knows the lines of this ship better than just about anyone. You learn each piece from each man on the crew, and soon enough, you’ll be a better sailor than me.”
“I doubt I could ever be as good as you, Captain,” said Hope. “But I’ll try your suggestion.”
He smiled faintly. “Good luck.”
Hope searched the ship for Ticks and found him by the foremast, securing a thick line of rope. Ticks was a short man with a bald head and eyebrows like squashed hairy spiders.
“Can you explain to me what you’re doing?” she asked him.
He gave her a guarded look. “Why’s that, miss?”
“I want to learn about sailing.”
One of his hairy spiders rose up. “Nothing you need to concern yourself with, miss. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to tend to another line.”
She tried Sankack next. Sankack was a tall man with a droopy face and almost no chin. She found him back in the stern of the ship, sitting on a stool, a sail in his lap, a large needle and thread in his hands.
“Are you mending that sail?” she asked.
“Hmm,” he grunted, not looking up.
“Was it torn in the storm?”
“Hmm.”
“Would you mind showing me how you do it?”
“Hmm.”
Hope tried several more times, but never got anything more than that sound out of him. Finally she gave up and went looking for the captain. Ranking was taking his shift at the helm, so Hope went back to the captain’s quarters. She knocked quietly on the door.
“Who is it?”
“Hope, sir.”
“Ah. Come in.”
She found Carmichael seated at a small table, a quill in one hand and a logbook open in front of him.
“Well?” The faint smile came back to his bearded lips.
“It’s like they don’t trust me,” she burst out.
“They don’t.”
“They don’t think I can pull on a rope? Stitch up a sail?”
“None of them have ever seen a female on board a ship except maybe a captain’s wife, who never does anything useful except berate the captain for being a lousy, brutish drunk. They seen you kill that oarfish, sure. And the next time there’s an oarfish troubling them, they’ll go straight to you. But the idea that you could do what they do has barely even brushed the tops of their thick skulls. A few will come around eventually, then the rest will follow.”
“How do you know?”
“I don’t. But it’s the captain’s job to always say something he wants to happen like he knows it’s going to happen.” His smile broadened into a wide grin. “There, see? I’m teaching you my part, at least.”
* * *
Hope tried again the following day, moving from one crew member to the next. She was either ignored or brushed off by each in turn, except Ranking, who laughed right to her face. After a discouraging few hours, she again retreated to Carmichael’s company at the helm.
“You’re not helping any by sticking close to me,” he told her. “They need to get accustomed to your presence. And the only way that will happen is if you’re actually present.”
So Hope reluctantly returned to the crew that afternoon. She didn’t push or pry this time, though, but simply watched and listened. They looked uncomfortable with her presence for the first hour or so. But then it seemed they forgot she was there, and went about their work. Some things she was able to pick up by observing. She learned other things by listening to them talk to each other. They spoke with no regard for courtesy or decorum. At first it made her uncomfortable. But over time she grew accustomed to it just as they had grown accustomed to her.
On the morning of the fourth day, the Lady’s Gambit reached the Breaks. Hope stood with Ranking, Ticks, and Sankack at the port bow and gazed at the distant line of jagged gray reefs that stretched north to south for a mile. They jutted up from the water into the cloudless blue sky, fighting against the prevailing current so that the water around the base churned an endless frothy white.
“I hear them reefs rose up from a burning hell beneath the ground, carrying the heat up with them, and that’s why the water boils,” said Ticks.
“I hear a biomancer was the one who made them, as a shield against invading demons,” said Sankack. “And it’s the frustrated rage of the demons on the other side that makes it boil.”
At the mere mention of the word biomancer, Hope’s pulse jumped, but still she kept her silence.
“Don’t be bludgeon,” said Ranking. “Biomancers can’t change rock, only living things. Everybody knows that.”
“Oh yeah?” Sankack scowled at him. “And you’re an expert on biomancers? Bet you never even seen one.”
Ranking stared coldly at him for a moment before speaking. “Once. Back when I was still in New Laven.”
There was a moment of silence as Ticks and Sankack exchanged looks. Then Ticks cleared his throat. “So, are they as bad as people say?”
Ranking smiled bitterly. “Well, I chose to be out here on the edge of the world with you sorry wags instead, so what does that tell you?”
Once they were within a hundred yards of the Breaks, Carmichael pointed the ship so they ran parallel to the reefs, heading for the north end. As they came around the northern edge of the Breaks, Carmichael called out, “I need eyes up high!”
The Lady’s Gambit didn’t have a proper crow’s nest, but Mayfield scrambled quickly up the ratlines of the foremast until he reached the topgallant yard about three-fourths of the way up the mast. Once there, he straddled the mast, hooked his legs over the yard, and pulled out a spyglass.
With Mayfield in place, the captain turned the ship and they headed east, the northern end of the Breaks on their port side. Once they were past, Hope and the others were able to see the far eastern side of the Breaks for the first time.
“It’s a pissing ship’s graveyard,” Ticks said quietly.
Dashed all along the line of ragged, frothing gray reefs were ships of every shape and size, from tiny one-mast sloops to massive three-mast imperial frigates. There were even some strange ships Hope didn’t recognize that seemed made more of metal than wood.
“Why so many?” she asked, but no one answered.
Then their ship gave a lurch and began to shudder. A low, wooden groan came from deep within the hull.
“Something pulling on the keel…” Ranking leaned over the rail and stared down at the water, then looked back at the reefs. When he turned back to them, his face was pale. “The current’s pulling us in toward the rocks.”
“All hands!” roared Carmichael at the helm. He was fighting to keep the wheel still. “Get ready to jibe hard!”
“Ticks, go help the captain turn the ship,” said Ranking. “If we stay at this angle for long, the keel will snap and we’re as good as dead. Sankack, go rouse anyone below deck. We’ll need all hands if we have any chance of pulling free from this current.”
Ranking blew a shrill note on his whistle and the crew sprang into action, moving smoothly from one task to the next. Hope felt again that pang of uselessness, unable to do anything except watch as everyone else worked desperately to turn the ship and get away from the Breaks.
The ship rotated with painful slowness, the sails snapping as they turned in the wind. Finally they came about so the stern faced the reefs and the sails went taut again.
“I want every inch of canvas we have flying!” bellowed Carmichael.
The sailors scrambled to unfurl additional sails, letting out the trysail in the stern and several jibs in the bow. Hope moved to port stern and stared at the reefs, trying to gauge if they were making any headway. At first, it seemed as though they were locked into place, the wind and current in perfect balance. But then, almost imperceptibly, the ship began to move forward.
“That’s it, my wags!” said Carmichael. “Keep on it and we’ll be clear in no time!”
That was when Mayfield called down from his perch, “Ship off the starboard side!”
Hope ran to the other side of the ship, Ranking right at her heels. A small, one-mast sloop was headed straight toward them.
“Pirates,” Ranking said. “I pissing warned him. And they’ve got us by the pricks. Stuck here in this current, we can’t make a run for it.”
“Then we fight,” said Hope.
“With what?” sneered Ranking as he continued to stare out at the incoming ship. “Maybe you noticed that we don’t have a single pissing cannon on this boat?”
“Why not?”
“Only imperial navy are permitted to sail with cannons, and you know our captain wouldn’t break the law even if it meant the death of him and his entire crew. Why do you think that imp asked if we could handle the voyage? Because usually, only off-duty military take it on. But our captain, he wants a little extra money so’s he can start saving up to retire. Mark my words, that old man will be the death of us all!”
Hope attributed this sudden burst of mutinous talk to panic. “Calm yourself,” she told him coldly. “Do you have a spyglass so I can assess these pirates?”
Ranking shook his head, his eyes fixed on the pirate ship. “The captain does.”
Hope moved quickly to the helm, where the captain still held the wheel, his expression grim.
“Can I use your spyglass, Captain?” She held out her hand.
Carmichael nodded, pulled it out of his coat, and handed to it her.
Hope expanded it out to its full length and took a bead on the ship. She counted thirty heads on the small ship.
“It’s packed with men,” she reported. “Swivel cannons fore and aft.”
“Aye,” said Carmichael. “They’ll not bother with the cannons, since we don’t have any ourselves and they have a chance of taking the ship undamaged. Instead they’ll come alongside, throw over grappling hooks, reel themselves in, and board us.”
Hope continued to scan the ship. The men, most of them dressed in rags, looked half-starved and sick with scurvy. The captain was armed with an old flintlock pistol. A few had swords or knives. The majority were armed only with clubs, hammers, or wrenches.
“They don’t look very impressive,” said Hope.
“They don’t need to. They’ve got us outnumbered three to one, and they’ll just swarm over us like a wave of locusts. My men are better armed, but truth be told, probably no better skilled at close fighting.”
Hope’s eyes followed the length of the foremast up to where Mayfield still sat perched on the topgallant yard. She recalled how the mast had bent in the wind to keep from snapping during the storm.
“Captain, if we were to shift the cargo all to starboard and have the crew lean on the starboard rail, would it be enough weight to tilt the ship so that the masts were angled over the water?”
Carmichael’s eyes narrowed. “I think so. Why?”
“If you do this for me, I swear on my life that not a single member of your crew will need to fight pirates this day.”
He regarded her silently for a moment, his bearded face giving no indication of his thoughts. “Fine. It’s what I hired you for anyway.”
“Thank you, Captain.”
Carmichael lifted his face up and bellowed, “All hands into the hold to shift every inch of cargo to the starboard side, then back up and lining the starboard rail, armed and ready to fight.” More quietly to Hope, he said, “Just in case.”
“Of course. And you should tell Mayfield he’ll want to get clear of the path.”
Carmichael’s eyes widened. “The path?”
The crew looked troubled with the order, but complied. In a situation like this, balking at the captain’s orders could lose the ship. The cargo was quickly shifted, and the ship tilted to the starboard side. The crew came back up on deck, spreading out across the starboard rail, and the ship tilted even further.
Hope stood a few feet back from the base of the foremast and watched as the pirate ship veered out into a wide arc, then came about so that their port side was parallel with the Lady’s Gambit’s starboard side. Just as the two bows came in line, Hope ran up the tilted mast. As she neared the top, she spotted two pirates with grappling hooks, one fore and one aft, getting ready to throw. The ships were still roughly twenty feet apart. Those hooks would bring them together so the pirates could board. Hope couldn’t let that happen.
When she reached the end of the mast, she slammed her weight down hard so that the tip bowed down for a moment, then snapped back, catapulting her across the gap. She summersaulted in the air so that her feet slammed into the man with the grapple on the pirate ship’s bow. The shouts of surprise and confusion from the pirates were so loud, they nearly drowned out the cold hum as she drew the Song of Sorrows from its sheath.
All during the four-day voyage, Hope had continued to harbor doubts about her ability in true combat situations. But the moment the first pirate came at her with an ax, so slow and clumsy that she barely needed to shift her weight in order to avoid his attack, she realized that this battle was already won. She understood for the first time what a privilege Hurlo’s years of training had been. As she moved through the ship, swift and cutting as an icy southern wind, it was not arrogance or bloodlust or rage that filled her heart. It was gratitude to the man who had not only given her a life, but had surrendered his own to save her. Every day, she would strive to be worthy of that.
Over the wet thwack of steel on flesh and the screams of pain, she heard the captain’s flintlock pistol cock behind her. She spun, bringing her sword around as the shot was fired, and slapped the bullet from the air. The pirate captain stared at her, his mouth open as he clutched the smoking pistol in his hand. Hope moved toward him, cutting through the slowly loosening knot of men until she stood before him. He fumbled for his own sword, but she knocked it away the moment he drew it. She held the point of her sword at his throat.
“Ask for quarter, and it will be given,” she said. Because with privilege came responsibility, and there was no honor in killing any more of these starved and desperate men than necessary. It was as Hurlo would have wanted.
His face folded in rage. “I’d sooner die, Southie slice!”
She ran her sword smoothly through his neck, because also as Hurlo would have wanted, there were no second chances at mercy. Then she whipped the sword out, flinging the captain’s blood in the faces of his crew. As the body dropped to the deck, she regarded the remaining eleven men. “How many more die today?”
“Please, miss,” one of them said. “Give us quarter.”
* * *
The pirates had little of value. Carmichael took their small chest of coins, had them stow their rigging, then towed them the rest of the way to Dawn’s Light. When they docked at the military outpost, they were met by a hard-eyed soldier in white and gold.
“Ahoy,” said Carmichael. “We’ve a shipment of cargo for you. And what’s left of a pirate raiding crew.”
“We will take them both,” the soldier said flatly. He signaled to a squat building at the end of the dock, and a small garrison of soldiers emerged. The soldier in charge gave them a few terse commands, and they set about securing the small pirate sloop to the dock, and leading the pirates away in chains.
Once the cargo had been offloaded and payment made, Carmichael turned to his crew.
“No point in staying ashore here. Not even a tavern on this spit of land. Let’s make ready to sail.”
As the crew began to climb back aboard the ship, Hope said to Carmichael, “I don’t like the idea of giving those men over to the soldiers. What will they do with them? It doesn’t look like they have a jail.”
“That’s the law, Hope. We do our best to honor it.” He sighed and rubbed his temples with the thumb and forefinger of one hand. “Although it seems harder to do that the longer I live.”
Once everyone was aboard, Carmichael looked around at them, then in a voice loud enough for them all to hear, he said, “By the way, Hope. You broke your promise to me.”
“Captain?” asked Hope, her stomach suddenly cold.
“You said none of my crew would have to fight pirates today. But I saw one of them take on an entire ship of the bloodthirsty wretches, putting herself in harm’s way in a most spectacular fashion, all to save the rest of us from injury or worse.”
The welter of emotions that swept through Hope made it difficult to speak. Relief, confusion, embarrassment, pleasure. “Captain, I—”
“Let no man say,” continued Captain Carmichael, as his gaze swept the rest of the group, “that Bleak Hope is not a true member of this crew.” He turned back to her, flashing a yellow smile in his beard. “Come here, you deadly little thing.” Then he pulled her into a rough embrace.
It had been a very long time since anyone had embraced Hope, and she had to resist the automatic impulse to snap his neck. Hurlo had been many wonderful things, but demonstratively affectionate was not one of them. This warm contact was something she had not felt since her parents were alive. To be part of this crew, to be part of the sea. He was giving her a place to belong. And she found that for now, she not only wanted it, but needed it.
“Thank you,” she said quietly to him.
He chuckled, then stepped away and said to the whole crew, “Let’s get under way, then! This pirate money doesn’t sit well in my pocket. The sooner we reach Vance Post, the sooner I can spend it all on drinks for my crew!”
The men all cheered and got to their stations. Hope stood and watched wistfully as they began their work.
“Here, Miss Hope,” called Ticks over by the mainmast rigging. “Give me a hand with this line, will you?”
Hope smiled. “It would be my pleasure, Mr. Ticks.”