Present Day

Mara Harrison fanned her face with the ball cap, then took the end of her ponytail and wrapped her hair into a bun before settling the cap back on her head. The humidity and lack of breeze, coupled with the Florida summer sun beating down against the gravestones, made her feel like she'd spent the last hour working in a sauna. As she reached for her little shovel, she noted a faint pink tinge behind the freckles on her arm. With vibrant red hair, pale white skin, and freckles, she hardly had the complexion to work outside in the midday Florida summer. However, she had promised the pastor she would have the cemetery weeded by Friday, and she still had two sections to do.

“Time for a break, Mara,” Pastor Ben Carmichael chided. He pushed the graveyard gate open with one hand while clutching two water bottles with the other. Despite the fact he’d spent the last two hours sitting on a riding lawn mower, he looked cool and crisp in his light blue golf shirt and khaki shorts. Even though his Florida Gators ball cap covered blond hair, his skin had tanned to a rich bronze since spring, while Mara’s freckles provided the only color on her skin other than an occasional burn.

In the six months since Mara had relocated to the little village on the western coast of Florida, she and Ben had become good friends. The twenty-six-year-old pastor had bought the long-abandoned and dilapidated church they were working at with money inherited after the death of his grandfather. Over the last year, he had spent most waking moments restoring it and building the congregation.

Mara worked from home, doing medical transcription for four different doctors. That job gave her ample opportunity to volunteer during daylight hours at the church. She and Ben had lain carpet and tile, built shelves, planted bushes, weeded, and painted until she couldn’t stand the thought of painting anymore. Under their love and care, the church bloomed, the congregation quadrupled in size, and Mara knew Ben’s feelings for her had grown.

Part of her wanted to return his feelings, but a small part inside her held back. She knew she could never put him at risk. She didn’t think she could live with herself if anything happened to him because of her. She also knew she could never enter into a romantic relationship predicated upon deception and misdirection.

Despite that, she liked him. A lot. Whenever he managed to get up the courage to profess his feelings for her, she hoped he wouldn’t end their friendship over her rejection. She so desperately needed his friendship right now.

“Thanks,” she smiled, accepting a water bottle from him, “it’s hot out today.”

“Too hot to be right out in it.” He gestured at the sun directly overhead. “Why not stop for now and pick back up later this afternoon?”

She drained half the bottle before answering. “Can’t. Have mandatory training about some changes in medical coding at three.” She used her burning forearm to swipe at her damp forehead. “You have your first funeral here tomorrow. We need to get it finished.”

He smiled at her, his brown eyes warm. “Had a feeling you’d say that.” He gestured over his shoulder with his thumb. “That’s why I rounded up some volunteers.”

Three teenage boys from the youth group ambled into the cemetery. They all wore swim trunks and tank tops advertising a national fishing supply store. She knew the tallest boy, Jeremy, had a pool and guessed they’d spent the morning there before coming to work at the church. “Hi, boys,” Mara said with a smile as Ben headed back to his mower, “ready to get to work?”

“Yes, ma’am,” Jeremy replied, always the outspoken one of the group. “Mama said we had to spend four hours here, and you’d give us the Wi-Fi code she texted pastor this morning.”

“We tried going to our house,” one of the two Cantrell brothers said, “but Jeremy’s mom had already conspired with our mom.”

Mara laughed. “The Bible says to serve God with a willing heart.”

The youngest of the three grimaced. “We’re willing, ma’am.”

Mara showed them the section of the graveyard to weed and gave them a wheelbarrow and tools. Once she saw they had it under control, she doused herself with more sunscreen, traded the ball cap for a floppy wide-brimmed straw hat, and went back to attacking the weeds covering the hundred-year-old grave of, according to the inscription on the stone, a beloved grandmother. The new hat offered much more protection from the sun, and the bottle of water she’d consumed helped energize her. Letting her mind wander, she found herself thinking about what the air would feel like a thousand miles away in Manhattan right about now.

“Mara!”

The panic in the boy’s tone pushed every other thought from her mind. One of the brothers rushed toward her. “A snake bit Jeremy!”

Heart pounding, she rushed to where she’d left the boys working. She found Jeremy sitting on the ground, staring at the still twitching body of the headless rattlesnake. One of the boys had killed it with a hoe. The snake looked enormous—five feet long, at least.

Despite the six-month hiatus, her medical training took over. She retrieved her pocket knife as she crouched next to Jeremy. He sat on the pine straw-covered ground, clutching his right hand with his left. “Is that where it bit you?” He looked dazed. “Move your hand,” she ordered, “let me see.”

Taking his hand in hers, she lowered it closer to the ground to get the bite below his heart. “My shin, too,” he panted. Inspecting his face, she witnessed his pupils dilate. His breathing came short and quick. Looking at his calf, she saw the other bite. “Which first?”

“Hand,” he said on a breath.

“Call 9-1-1,” she ordered the youngest Cantrell, “and go get Pastor Ben.” She touched his cheek to get his attention. “Listen, Jeremy, I need you to calm down. We’re going to move you to this bench right here.” She helped him up then settled him on the stone bench. “Keep your hand down. Below your heart.” She inspected the wounds and checked his vital signs, wishing she had a blood pressure cuff.

She looked up at the older Cantrell boy. “EMTs on the way?”

“Yes, ma’am,” he confirmed.

Ben and the younger brother rushed onto the scene. “What happened?”

“Two rattlesnake bites.” As she spoke, Jeremy turned his body away from her and vomited into the grass behind the bench. “Jeremy, that’s just the venom making you sick. Try to take slow deep breaths. We need to try to keep your heart rate down.” She pressed her fingers to the jugular on his neck, then double-checked the distal pulse at his wrist, looking for a discrepancy. Two minutes had passed. With every heartbeat, the venom moved further into his body. She couldn’t wait any longer. “Give me your shirt,” she said to the youngest brother. He slipped it over his head and held it out to her. “I need two sticks,” she said to no one in particular. “About six inches long. Strong. Hurry!”

Pulling out her pocketknife, she cut the tank top in half. She tied half of it right below Jeremy’s elbow in a surgeon’s knot, and the other half right above his knee. “Where’re my sticks?”

“Will these work?” Ben asked, offering four oak twigs about half an inch in diameter.

She snatched them with a nod. Picking up the running ends of the tourniquet below his elbow, she tied a square knot on top of the stick, trapping it between the square knot and the surgeon’s knot. Then she twisted the stick like turning a spigot, tightening the makeshift tourniquet until as much of the venom as possible remained trapped below his elbow, away from his heart. Finally, she secured the stick in place with the ends of the shirt.

Using another stick, she repeated the process above his knee; the wound furthest from his heart and the snake’s second strike, making it the lower priority. Jeremy moaned. “I know it hurts,” she agreed, her heart aching a bit at causing him so much pain, “but you’re tough, and I hear the ambulance.”

As sirens sounded in the distance, she checked the tightness of the tourniquets and checked his pulse in his neck and wrist again. The flesh around the fang marks on his hand had gone from red to a purplish black. The venom had already started to denature the protein in his flesh.

“What can I do?” Ben asked.

She swiped at her forehead with her forearm. “Pray.”

Three Years Ago

Ruth Burnette stood on the corner of the street and stared at the coffee shop. Her twin sister, Esther, slipped an arm over her shoulders. “You’re doing it today, right?”

She looked over at her mirror image, her best friend, her partner in crime. Esther had her bronze hair pulled back into a braid that fell down the back of her blue silk blouse. They both had graduated from Columbia Medical School six months ago. While Esther pursued a career as a psychiatrist, Ruth had chosen to specialize in thoracic surgery. She looked at her watch. Rounds started in twenty minutes. “I’m out of time.”

“You are not. Get your rear in there and talk to him, or I’ll go pretend I’m you.”

With a gasp, Ruth said, “You would not!”

“Don’t test me.” Despite sounding so firm, her twin’s mouth twitched in a smile. “Now, go. I’m right beside you.”

Nervous energy made her hand flutter to her stomach, but she lifted her chin and marched into the coffee shop. As she opened the door, the smell of fresh ground beans made her mouth water. A line of people stretched from the counter, waiting to place orders, while a crowd milled around the other side, where they would pick up their order fulfillments. Scanning all the faces, disappointment overtook her nervousness. “He’s not here.”

“He’s been here every day for over a month. Of course, he’s here.”

They made their way to the line. Ruth rechecked her watch. She couldn’t afford to be late for rounds. She may have to skip coffee this morning.

“Hello.”

At the sound of his voice, her heart lurched in her chest. Turning, she spied Victor Kovalev standing behind her in the line. He must have entered the shop right behind her. He wasn’t much taller than her five-seven, with a lean build and dark hair that almost curled. Normally, she found herself getting lost in his rich brown eyes, but today, the purpling bruise and swollen left eye made her gasp. “What happened?”

“Wha—?” He stopped mid-word, and gingerly touched his upper cheek. She could see the swollen bruising on his knuckles. “Oh, that. I had a fight last night.”

“You got into a fight?” Esther asked frowning.

His eyebrows knit in a confused look, then he pulled the sports section from The Times out of his bag. On the front page, a color photo of a boxer in royal blue and bright red shorts punched another boxer wearing yellow and black shorts. Upon closer examination, she recognized Victor as the boxer in blue and red. “This is you?”

“It is.” He smiled a closed-lip smile and took the paper back from her as a faint tinge of red covered his cheeks. “I thought you knew.”

“I don’t know much about boxing.” Despite social expectancies and personal space, despite the nervousness at even speaking to him this morning, the doctor in her took over, and she took his chin in one hand and carefully but skillfully palpitated the area around his eye with her fingers. “Has a doctor seen this?”

He stood perfectly still while she examined him but grinned at her with a smile that had started to bare straight white teeth. His smile made her heart skip a beat. “Yes, ma’am. She just did.”

Flustered, she stepped away and gave her order at the counter. As soon as Esther and Victor ordered, they joined the throng waiting for their drinks. Esther gently nudged her and nodded toward Victor. Before she could talk herself out of it, she blurted, “Would you like to go to church with me tonight?”

They always met at this coffee shop, the one where they originally ran into each other, every morning at 6:30. She realized after the third meeting that he intentionally came to meet her, and very quickly started to look forward to it. He’d asked her out daily for about six weeks. Because her residency schedule proved so grueling, she had turned him down, but she always found time for church, and she so wanted to get to know him better.

“Church?” His smile started to fade, and his eyebrows lowered suspiciously.

Her stomach fell. He looked so taken aback, so confused. What had she done? “You have an objection to church?”

“I don’t know.” Instantly, his face transformed back into a grin that lit up the whole room. “Why don’t we find out? What time?”