21

Stacy Williams lifted another forkful of flaky flounder to her lips. “Oh my,” she groaned. “I’ll follow you anywhere.”

Wes Harris clapped Christian on his back. “Oh, you’ll never compete with Chris’s ideal woman.” He closed his fist over his heart and pined, “Oh, Emily.”

“Shut up,” Christian responded. “I should have never told you that story.”

Wes smiled. “It’s good you did. We were all starting to think you’re gay.”

Christian ignored him.

“Seriously,” Stacy said, lifting another bite to her mouth. “What’s the secret? This is amazing.”

“I picked out the fish this afternoon at the Inner Harbor market. Use rye flour, just a light coating before you fry it. Most people use too much and it blackens and makes a mess when you fry it.”

“What’s this topping?”

“Just lemon and a touch of dill.”

She poked at a small green ball. “And this?”

“They’re called capers.”

“It’s magical.” Stacy lifted her wine glass. “I do have someone I’d like you to meet.”

Christian groaned. “Not again.”

“She loves fancy foods.”

Wes mumbled under his breath. “‘Loves food.’ Code word for fat.”

“She’s not fat. She’s very sweet. But you have to promise not to overanalyze her in the first five minutes.”

“I don’t do that.”

“Oh, yes you do. Every time I introduce you to another girl, it’s like you read their innermost thoughts after one conversation.” She laughed. “With Claire, I think you had her figured out before she opened her mouth.”

“Anyone could have done that. I knew she was a skeptic, a vegan liberal, just by the way she dressed. One look as she stepped out of her hybrid, and I knew she wouldn’t like me.”

Stacy frowned. “Come on, say you’ll give me another chance. My friend would love your stories of Africa. Say you’ll meet her.”

Christian groaned. “Maybe after I get done with this ICU rotation. You guys are lucky I make time to cook at all.”

She mumbled, “Medical students.”

Wes nodded. “It’s all about the priorities. Books, carbohydrates, and sex.”

Christian sipped his Pinot Noir. “Maybe for you.”

Stacy clinked her glass against his. “Two out of three ain’t bad.”

On the way home, Phin’s thoughts ping-ponged between opposite poles.

What was I thinking?

Oh God, she’s beautiful.

But so off-limits. She’s not a believer.

Her kiss. Phin put his hand to his face and tugged on his lower lip, thinking of how Tori had done the same.

She’s successful. Smart. Pretty.

Pretty scary to the nurses.

Scary how quickly she could wrap up my soul.

After a few minutes, he slowed as he passed a familiar place, a place where he had poured out what seemed to be a lifetime’s worth of tears.

Guilt hit him full in the face.

He walked through the rows of headstones, memorials to the beloved dead. His feet took him straight to her. Fourteen rows in, second one on the right.

He glanced at an awning in the distance, a family gathering beneath the approaching night. He smelled the flowers placed at nearby sites. How long had it been since he had left flowers in her memory?

He looked down at his wife’s gravesite.

I’ve met someone—

His cell phone rang.

He looked at the readout. Pastor Randy. Great timing.

“Hello.”

“Hey, Phin. I saw your car. I figured you were heading to the cemetery. You okay?”

Phin sighed. “Yeah.”

Randy let the silence hang. Unwelcome, prodding silence.

“I kissed her.”

“Uh-huh. The surgeon?”

“That’s the one.”

“Is this a confession?”

“Maybe. She’s a great girl.”

“So you’re sharing a blessing?”

“Yes. Both.” Another sigh. “I don’t know.”

“You telling Missy about her?”

“Startin’.”

“You need to talk?” Phin listened to Randy tapping his finger against the phone.

“I know I have to watch my step.” He paused. “But she has so much going for her.”

“What about the doctor-client relationship thing?”

“We’re done with that.”

“Just in time, huh?”

“I’ve got it under control.”

“Really?”

Phin was irritated. Randy had a knack for going right for the sore spot.

“A threefold cord, bro,” Randy said.

“I know, I know.” Phin sighed again. He knew what Randy referred to. It was a verse in Ecclesiastes commonly used to describe the strength of a marriage that was made up of man, wife, and God. At best, a life with Tori would be a twofold cord.

“Okay, Phin, I’ll be praying.”

Phin nodded. Randy would be praying for him. Unlike many Christians, Randy didn’t promise to pray with no intention of following through.

“Thanks, bro.”

He closed the phone, not wanting to face the truth Randy had pointed out. More than anything, he wanted to share a deeper relationship with Tori.

But eventually, he knew that her absence of faith would create a chasm between them.

I’ve got to tell her good-bye.

Tori moved from room to room on cat feet. For some reason, the noise, even of her shoes against the hardwood, seemed to echo against the stillness and set her soul on edge. Her day had been crazy. Her meetings with Mike and his mother, Kesha. Her encounter with the police. Kissing Phin. Moving back home. All of it filled her with emotion, a guaranteed moat that would keep sleep away at least for the next few hours. She opened a bottle of wine and decided that a late supper didn’t sound so bad.

She prepared a spinach salad, topping it with microwaved bacon, blue cheese crumbles, and a hard-boiled egg. She sipped her wine and sautéed the salmon, pouring a little of the Pinot Noir into the pan along with butter and a clove of garlic. Steam rose to greet her.

Satisfied, she covered the pan with a glass lid.

Somewhere, her cell phone sounded.

Who would call at this hour? Her heart responded with hope. Phin?

She followed the sound to the bedroom where her phone lay on the dresser. As she entered, the call ended. She looked at the readout. One missed call. Number restricted.

She carried it with her to the kitchen.

She needed to eat. She felt the wine hitting her without a food buffer. Her forehead felt fuzzy, her lips thick. She kissed her fingers to feel her lips tingle.

In a few minutes, as she was sitting before a plate of fish and salad, her phone sounded again.

She flipped open the phone. “Hello.”

She didn’t recognize the voice. A man. “I think it’s time for you to stop,” he said.

“Who is this? Stop what?” She looked quickly at her windows. No one could be watching. The drapes were drawn.

“Just stop,” he said. “You know what, Dr. Taylor. Or should I call you Dakota?” He laughed with a booming voice. “Stop before you get hurt.”

The call ended abruptly.

She felt a chill. She slid away her plate.

Had she ever heard that voice before?

She still held a wine glass in her hand. The surface of the liquid quivered. She set the glass on the table and clutched her trembling hand. She slid from her barstool, noticing a sharp pain in her ankle when her foot reached the floor. She pushed aside the feeling of pain.

Who was that?

And what do I need to stop?

Who knows about Dakota?

She lifted her phone again, dialing a number by memory.

“Hello.” His voice was thick from sleep.

“Phin, it’s me. I’m scared.”

“What’s wrong?”

“Really scared.”

He sighed.

“Can you come over?”

Twenty minutes later, Tori opened the door. Phin was dressed in blue jeans and a T-shirt with a Nike logo. He carried a small gym bag.

Good, she thought. Ready for an overnight.

He sat opposite the couch in a recliner. “Tell me what this is about.”

“It was a phone call on my cell. A man warning me to stop. I asked what he was talking about, and he said I knew. Then he called me Dakota and told me to stop before I got hurt.”

Phin rubbed the back of his neck. “Wow.”

“Someone doesn’t want me looking into Dakota’s death.”

“But he didn’t say that.”

“What else could it mean?”

Phin shrugged. “I guess you’re right.” He tapped his knee. “Who knows about your donor?”

“It has to be a short list.” She held up a finger. “The transplant team. Charlotte. The Baltimore police. Kesha.”

“Let’s assume for a moment that your theory is correct, that someone wanted to harm Dakota Jones. If that’s true, whoever tried to hurt her would naturally be the one who wouldn’t want someone discovering the truth.”

“Makes sense.”

“You should talk to the police in Baltimore. It might convince them that this is legit.”

“What if he calls again?”

“Try to talk to him. Find out as much as you can.” Phin yawned. It was past midnight.

“Can you stay?”

He nodded.

“Come next to me,” she said, patting the couch cushion.

Phin sat next to her. She rested her head against his chest.

That lasted all of thirty seconds before Tori lifted her face to his. She kissed him, and she felt him respond in kind. His kisses became searching, warm. After a moment, he tried to untangle his hand from her hair. “Tori, we can’t—I can’t—”

She searched his face. She knew he wanted her. His kisses said as much. So why the ambivalence, cowboy?

“It’s late,” he said.

She nodded and stood, trying to hide her hurt. “I’ll get you a blanket. You can stay on the couch.”