PART III: THE DOOR CLOSES, 1940–1941

THESE ARE TRYING TIMES

BENJY

President Roosevelt wants to remain our president. He’s the first president who wants to serve more than two terms. It’s unheard of! But Pop says we need him to stay right where he is, because there’s war all around us, and though he’s told us we’ll stay out of it, I’m not so sure.

Grandma wrings her hands and shakes her head. She doesn’t want another war. I say, Grandma, no one wants another war. But when you’ve got characters like Hitler and Stalin, well, they’re not going to play tiddlywinks.

Meanwhile, at the synagogue we always pray for our relatives in Germany, Austria, and now Poland. We pray they’ll be able to escape. That someone will help rescue them and bring them somewhere safe. Wherever that may be.

And yet I keep asking myself, am I doing enough? Will I look back at this time in my later years and regret not having done my part?

REFUGEES

BENJY

If we all sent invitations to cousins overseas,

then maybe they’d muster the courage to leave

so we could crush Hitler and Stalin.

If we all gathered in warmer seas

and guided our refugees to the Azores and Spain,

then maybe they could wait out their visas

for American destinations.

If we all decided

the eagles of the great European houses

were more like our bald eagle

with no orb, no crown

no false promises.

If all the eagles of the Third Reich were

to swear allegiance

to the red, white, and blue,

and really mean it,

then maybe we’d have the chance we need

to preserve the democracy of our Founding Fathers

from swamp to coastline.

THE WORLD NEEDS A BOWL OF BUBBE’S SOUP

BENJY

Bubbe, my grandma, places a bowl of her vegetable soup

in front of me. Smack dab in the middle

is a knee bone—my favorite.

My mouth waters just looking

at the globules of luscious fat on the bone.

“The fat gives so much flavor,” she says.

“The fat and the bones.”

I love my grandma and her soft skin

and flowered dresses, her tight gray curls

and even the brown spots on her gnarled hands.

I love her accent and how many times

she can say “oy” in one sentence.

I thank G-d that she and Zayde left

Europe before the first war to come

to America and resettle their dreams.

Had they stayed in Poland, they could now

be in Hitler’s clutches. Bubbe prays

for her family still there. But swastika

tentacles have long reach. Hitler wants Europe.

He wants Britain. He wants America.

May G-d have mercy on us all.

MYTHOLOGY AND REALITY

BENJY

April 9, 1940

We’re learning about Roman, Greek, and Norse

mythology. Mrs. Hamilton has us reading

the pantheon of deities and I think about Thor,

the Norse god of thunder.

Germany invaded Norway today, and Denmark, too.

Odin, the Norse god of war, is having his way.

Hitler is a shape-shifter, taking on whatever appearance

he wants. Behind his mask is Loki, the trickster god.

He’s not done yet.

GOOD THING TOMMY’S NO LONGER AT NORDLAND

BENJY AND TOMMY

May 10, 1940

“What do you think would have happened,”

I ask Tommy, “if you had stayed at Camp Nordland?”

“We’d be loading real guns.

We’d be stepping up the drilling.

We’d be celebrating Nazi victories

invading Holland

invading Belgium

invading Luxembourg.”

THE MAP OF EUROPE

BENJY AND TOMMY

We’ll soon be running out of fingers

to count all the countries now involved.

Nazi Germany has dropped bombs on France today, too.

One-two-three-four

Hitler’s marching west for more

Five-six-seven-eight

Hitler’s guns will decimate

The red-and-black blotch of Nazi Germany

spreads like spilled ink all over the map of Europe.

NOTHING RILES FATHER

TOMMY

Nazi Germany is taking over

Western Europe while Father

reads his newspaper and listens to Wagner.

Nazi Germany spreads to the west

and Father goes out to celebrate

at the Turnverein Hall.

We live in the same house

but on different continents.

.

WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING NOW

BENJY

Now is not the time to enlist.

We’re still too young.

Now is not the time for the Minutekids.

The Bund’s been quiet.

Now is not the time to join

Junior ROTC, military training at school.

It takes too long. But there’s always

the Canadian Royal Air Force! Canada’s

in the fight along with Great Britain.

Tommy and I rifle through our

superhero comic books for inspiration.

I’VE GOT IT!

BENJY

I make plans to talk to Mr. Schneider,

head of phys ed.

“Come with me,” I say to Tommy,

and I grab him by the arm. I drag

him through the hallways

until we enter the gym. “Mr.

Schneider,” I say, “I know we don’t

have a boxing team, but I wonder

if we could raise funds

for the war, you know, for England,

a friend of the United States

that’s been bravely facing

the nightly barrage of Nazi bombs,

and for refugees by arranging

a series of boxing matches. I know

a few of the Minutemen, and I’ll bet

they’d be willing to help,

and then maybe Tommy and I

could go into the ring against

each other, too.”

Before I can blink, Mr. Schneider

shleps us to the principal’s office.

Oy, I’m thinking, Benjy, you’ve

done it now. But Mr. Schneider

actually likes the idea, and so does

Mr. Herzog, the principal.

I go home and Pop likes the idea

too. “I’ll talk to the guys,” he says.

“We’ll be able to match up some

pretty good fights.” He pats me

on the back, and I’m kvelling with pride.

Even Tommy says, “Good one, Benjy boy!”

WE PRACTICE

BENJY AND TOMMY

Pop takes us to Joe’s downtown,

where the Minutemen keep

in shape. I put on my headgear

and gloves, getting ready to rumble.

“How did I let you talk me into this?

I don’t know how to box.”

“There’s nothing to it.”

I help with his gear

“Start with this punching bag.”

He packs a wallop.

“Hey, I might be good at this!

Teach me something else!”

I show him how to dance,

how to duck, how to protect,

how to jab, punch, land

an uppercut.

“You’ve got some fancy footwork!”

I’m going to like this.

We spend hours in the gym,

dancing and ducking,

punching and pretending

to pulverize. Pop buys us

each a Coke when we’re done.

“What a match

people are going to see!”

Two kids from Weequahic!

“Funny how we never learned boxing

at Nordland. Not military enough, I guess.”

“You’re doing it now!”

“So are you!”

LET’S RUMBLE!

BENJY

Ladies and Gentlemen, what a great night

for a great cause! Help the refugees flee Europe!

In our first event, we have

Benjy “The Kid” Puterman, in blue trunks,

vs Tommy “The Avenger” Anspach in white trunks.

There’s the bell, and they’re off.

Puterman dances in and out,

ducking Anspach’s jabs.

Puterman lobs an uppercut to the chin

and Anspach lowers to the canvas.

Wait, no, he gets up.

But Puterman’s at him again,

pummels the stomach

like a bongo drum

moving across the floor

until Anspach tangles in the ropes.

The bell sounds, and it’s the end

of the first round, ladies and gents.

The bell rings, and both contenders

jump to the center of the ring.

Anspach lands a punch to the gut

that sends Puterman reeling

to the corner. But The Kid rebounds

and comes at The Avenger with

vengeance. He delivers

a double left hook, ducks a counterpunch.

The Avenger goes for a clinch,

but the referee breaks them apart.

Both contenders grin. They’re both

winners, ladies and gents! Too bad

Anspach’s mom and dad aren’t here

to witness the mutual victory!

In the final exhibition round of our first event,

The Kid and Avenger go at it one last time.

Puterman does his signature dance,

not letting Anspach land anything.

Oh! Puterman throws a punch,

and another, and another!

Anspach’s down, folks, one.

two, three, four, five. He tries

to get up. What’s this? Puterman

helps him up and they both

raise their gloves to the air!

Great job, boys!

And now for tonight’s main event:

Nat Arno in red trunks

vs Harry “The Obliterator” Puterman in gold.

Arno makes the first move and lands

a one-two with an uppercut followed

by a left hook. These are professionals,

folks. Puterman counters with a left hook

of his own with great precision, but

it bounces off Arno like

a pebble across water. Arno feints a jab

but Puterman’s too smart to let that

make him react. That’s the bell,

and the end of Round 1.

Folks, we’ve raised thirty-five thousand dollars tonight

to help the refugees. Our biggest donor

of the night is longtime Newark

supporter, no matter what anyone says,

Longie Zwillman! Thanks, Longie!

And now back to the fight for Round Two.

Arno and Puterman are at it again. Arno’s

the more technical of the two, but Puterman’s

got more energy. He bobs and weaves

making Arno dizzy. Then Puterman

lands a jab, follows with an uppercut,

sends Arno into a spin to the floor.

The referee counts: one, two, three, four, five!

And Arno’s up, shaking his head. He throws

a punch to the chest, but Puterman deflects

and lands another uppercut. Again, Arno

spins to the ground for a three-count.

Round Two is over!

Thanks go to Weequahic High

and Principal Herzog for the use

of the gym for tonight’s exhibition!

We can always count on Newark

for support, right, folks!

And there’s the bell for the final round.

Puterman starts with a hook and a jab.

Arno counters with a rabbit punch

behind the head, drawing Puterman

into a clinch. The referee says, “Stop!”

and separates them. Puterman dances

his bob and weave around Arno and

lands a cross from the left. He feints a punch.

Arno counters but hits

the air. Puterman delivers a hook

and his uppercut and Arno is down

for the count. It’s over, folks!

Puterman has KO’d Arno!

It’s been a helluva night for Newark boxing!

It’s been a helluva night for Newark!

It’s been a helluva night to fight for refugees!

AFTER THE FIGHTS

BENJY AND TOMMY

We all go out for ice cream.

I think I gave Tommy a black eye!

But he’s feeling no pain

as our spoons clink against each other

in the metal bowl that holds

our banana split.

Pop and Ma sit drinking coffee. Mr. Arno

swaggers up to us. He says, “If

we ever need younger Minutemen,

you two are the first I’d recruit.”

FRANCE KO’D

BENJY

June 22, 1940

France gave it all she had.

But once she knelt down

on one knee, the fight’s over.

Hitler demands her surrender.

Beaten, bruised, and bloody,

France has no choice.

She’s carried out of the ring.

Who’s next to step onto the canvas?

Britain steps forward. But Hitler

drops a bomb. Again and again.

Britain’s going to have to do

some pretty fancy footwork

and land those counterpunches

to avoid a knockout.

PREPARING FOR ANOTHER KNOCKDOWN

TOMMY

I want to see how long

it will take for the authorities

to deliver a fatal blow

to Camp Nordland.

I read the papers every day

to find news. Despite the number

of knockdowns, Nordland hasn’t been

knocked out. Yet. But maybe now

is the time, especially since

Leader Kuhn,

I should say,

former Leader Kuhn,

is still in jail.

DOWN FOR THE COUNT

TOMMY

July 4, 1940

“Not guilty!” three Bund leaders insist

as they’re brought

before a Sussex County hearing.

“Not guilty!” three Bund leaders persist.

“We did not violate the anti-uniform law.”

“Not guilty!” three Bund leaders enlist

the aid of their lawyers to make bail

of a thousand dollars each. But the money

comes in too late.

“Not guilty!” three Bund leaders’ pleas dismissed

as they’re locked up in jail.

ANOTHER KNOCKOUT CLOSER TO HOME

TOMMY

September 12, 1940

The windows rattle to the point of shattering.

The shingles of the roof fall to the ground.

We run out into the night.

Rumbling like the end of the world—

someone says it’s the Hercules Powder plant

by Camp Nordland.

Is it the act of Nazis in New Jersey?

NOT IN THE PLAYBOOK

TOMMY

September 13, 1940

Tear up the songbooks!

Take down the swastika!

Drain the illegal beer kegs!

Expose Nordland for what it is.

Kick down the cabin doors.

Riffle through the cupboard shelves.

Find the evidence, boys!

English or German!

What have we here?

A photo of Hitler

A uniform with cross-body leather belt

A swastika-marked rifle with telescopic sight

Reams of antisemitic rhetoric

Haul this evidence and take these

Nazis into custody.

THE COLORS OF WAR

BENJY AND TOMMY

September 28, 1940

“The British beat back powerful German air attacks today as Nazis described [yesterday’s] triple alliance among Germany, Italy and Japan as a ‘red light’ cautioning Russia as well as the United States against attempting to interfere in the wars with Great Britain and China.”           —Herald-News (Passaic, NJ), September 28, 1940

We spread out a map

on the floor of my bedroom.

We use thumbtacks

to track the war in Europe.

We use red and black

to mark the assaults

of Germany and Italy.

We use blue to mark

the moves of Britain and France.

What color will we use

to route Japan’s attacks

in Asia and the Pacific?

Hitler is bringing Japan’s Emperor Hirohito

into his brotherhood of aggression

wanting Japan to engage

in an attack on England.

We throw all the thumbtacks

into the air.

ON THE ROPES

TOMMY

If Father has taught me one thing,

it’s that we become our choices.

Each yes and no makes us lean

into darkness or light

into empty or full.

But there’s an invisible continuum

along the spectrum of possible

between salty and sweet.

In the middle sit all the questions

that teeter for the right responses.

IT’S OFFICIAL

TOMMY

May 31, 1941

One by one

a dozen members of the American Legion approached.

Low fog hovered above the grasses

like a net to protect the growth.

“By order of the New Jersey Attorney General,”

the Sussex County Sheriff said, “this is a raid.”

The state unanimously voted

to repeal Nordland’s charter,

take it back

cancel it

revoke it

withdraw it.

Camp Nordland will stand abandoned.

Weeds will overgrow the sign

and choke the entrance.

Tent flaps will tatter in the wind.

Cobwebs will drape the cabins.

Camp Nordland will become a ghost,

but I’ll bet the stench of beer

will remain strong but stale

and the sound of marching boots

will still beat to the rhythm

of a new world order bottled in fantasy.

Here on these grounds

the earth will always rumble

and bear witness to Camp Nordland.

KNOCK ME OUT!

BENJY

June 22, 1941

Hitler’s given Stalin a sly one-two punch

to the gut. He doesn’t fight a clean fight.

He’s invaded the Soviet Union,

reneged on their pact. He’s going

for the title shot: Emperor of the World.

WE’RE GRADUATES NOW

BENJY AND TOMMY

June 1941

Diplomas in hand,

our paths paved

to college

in September!

I, Tommy to the Newark College of Engineering.

I, Benjy to Rutgers here in the city,

but it will be hard to stay focused

on our studies

with the world at war.

Almost the world—

America’s not in it yet

and our eyes on the Royal Air Force.

A BLESSING FOR BENJY

TOMMY

I thank you, my oldest friend,

for never giving up on me.

Subtle

and delicate do not define you—

or me—you pummeled your well-worn

fists in my face, unraveling the threads

of shadow and night. It’s day again

and I feel alive as I walk beside you

on Peshine Avenue and eat a kosher pickle

from Sol’s once more.

THE LAST TIME AT NORDLAND

TOMMY

August 1941

Nordland—a dream, a nightmare,

a prelude to war.

The guns

The salutes

The flags

The allegiance to Hitler

I’m ready to move beyond

this stalemate with Father

and fly.

TWO CONTENDERS ENTER THE BOXING RING

BENJY AND TOMMY

We’re off to Canada

to join its air force.

We’ll learn how to fly planes

and drop bombs

against Germany.

We’re off to face the enemy!