The sanctuary doors opened and Toby was momentarily blinded by the glare. He had been instructed what to do in this moment and he raised his arms and face upwards. Beside him Ayla bowed her head and wrapped her arms around her chest. They were Sun and Moon.
He was hit by a barrage of sound. Mother Hesper caught his raised elbow and steadied him, sympathetic for the first time. “It takes some getting used to,” she murmured.
There was no way to make out individual voices or words. Toby turned to Ayla – her hands were twitching with the urge to cover her ears.
“I’ve never … it’s never…” Toby couldn’t form a coherent thought. He blinked the light from his eyes and stared. The arena was gone – the whole front of the fortification had been turned into a giant open gate. In his whole life Toby had never seen so many people.
“Are there even this many people left living?” Ayla murmured. “Are they ghosts?”
Father Dahon, who had moved to stand behind them, spoke. “They’re real… I can’t see them any more, but…” His blind eyes moved restlessly.
“You were the Moon once.” Toby had considered Father Dahon old – his air of authority, his blindness and his way of moving had contributed to a sense of great age. But now that he looked closely, Toby saw that Father Dahon was probably no more than twenty-five. This was what would happen to Toby if Ayla’s pill didn’t work.
Father Dahon nodded. “I was the first. I know what you are feeling right now.” He pressed his hand on Toby’s shoulder. “It’s overwhelming, but you have the strength of the Sun. Don’t let them see your fear.”
He and Mother Hesper stepped back into the shadows of the sanctuary, leaving Toby and Ayla alone.
“Toby…” Ayla’s voice shook.
“Can you see any of the crew?” Toby squinted over the waving crowd.
Ayla shook her head. “It’s impossible. What if they don’t make it to us before we run out of time?”
Toby shook his head. “They will.”
Crowd was not the right word for the mass of people in front of them. The wharf where Marcus had been hanged had been crowded. Tarifa had been crowded. But there were spaces in a crowd, gaps between people so that they could move and jostle, shift and ebb. This was a solid press. No space for breath, let alone room for a band of pirates to elbow their way to the front.
“How did they all get here?” Toby breathed. “The sea must be packed with ships.”
“Which means the Phoenix can’t flee if we need to move fast.” Ayla fell silent as the wagon full of pilgrim gifts arrived. “Where do we go?”
Toby pointed. From a side door, two seats were being carried. Thrones. Toby’s was gold with sun rays emerging from the top. Ayla’s was identical, but silver.
“Oh my gods.” Ayla’s eyes widened. “The value.”
Toby took a deep breath and started down the steps. “Let’s get going”
Attendants placed the thrones at the cathedral steps and added padded cushions. He sat down and the ornate arms curled around him, hemming him in.
If he wanted to see Ayla, he had to lean to look for her, buried in the metallic wings of her seat.
As soon as Toby leaned back and set his elbows on the arm rests, the crowd fell silent.
But this didn’t give Toby much relief, instead it intensified the worry worming through his brain.
Robed attendants began to pick out members of the crowd and funnel them towards Toby and Ayla.
Something was pressed into his hand. Toby glanced up and found an attendant at his shoulder. In his hand was a folded piece of material.
He knew what to do.
The first pilgrim fell to his bony knees in front of Toby, his bristled face suffused with joy. Toby shook the material out so that he could see the embroidery, then he shoved it towards the man, already looking for the next.
Then Toby realized that the kneeling man was not rising. His mind raced – what had he forgotten?
Beside him Ayla was handing her own square of material to her own pilgrim. “Bless you,” she said.
Toby swallowed: of course! “Bless you,” he whispered.
The man sighed and closed his eyes; then an attendant hustled him off. Toby didn’t see where he went; a second man, twitching with anticipation, was already kneeling in front of him.
The words Toby had to say seemed more and more divorced from meaning each time he repeated them, until they could have meant anything at all, or nothing.
A woman was kneeling in front of him now, but instead of lowering her stare, her slate-grey eyes bored into Toby’s. He shivered, feeling a strange familiarity in the gaze. The woman’s hair was blond, beginning to grey. Years ago, Toby mused, she would have been a good Sun candidate herself. She was tall and her muscles were like Ayla’s, honed by hunger, sharp-edged under her clothes. Toby swallowed. Why had this woman caught his attention?
He took a piece of cloth from the attendant at his side and thrust it towards her. “Bless you,” he muttered.
The woman didn’t move and Toby thought for a second that she was not going to take his offering. Then she snatched the cloth and tucked it into the collar of her shirt.
“Thank you, Toby.” She stood and walked away.
Only when she had gone did Toby realize that she had called him by name.
After what seemed like another hundred offerings, Toby had all but forgotten the stranger. He shifted on the cushion uncomfortably until a square-faced sister rested light fingers on his shoulder.
“These people have come to see the living embodiment of the Sun,” the woman whispered. “Have dignity, it will be over soon.”
Toby paled and looked at the sky. She was right – the sun had moved towards the dome. He glanced at Ayla, handing out cloth and blessing, over and over, seemingly unaffected by the heat, the stench of unwashed bodies and the ticking of time.
Toby barely saw the next person to kneel in front of him. He reached for the material and held it out.
Then the supplicant lurched forwards as if falling and the attendant beside him gasped. Toby focused his attention.
As his gaze fell on the man, his fingers began to tremble. Toby took the cloth and, while the sister behind him glowered, he pulled both arms inside his sleeves and under cover of his voluminous robes, he wriggled the inverter from the bandage.
Inside his sleeve, he carefully wrapped the cloth around the precious cargo, then he returned his hands to view. To his left, Ayla was bending to her boot.
Simeon was kneeling in front of her. He looked tired and threads of sweat raced down his bare chest. Toby returned his attention to the pilgrim kneeling in front of him.
“It’s all right,” he said to the sister, as she shifted impatiently. “That’s my father.”
She nodded and allowed the captain to reach out a hand for his blessing gift.
Toby watched Barnaby and Simeon as they were hustled away from the thrones. It seemed to him that a fishing line stretched between them, more and more painful the further away they moved.
Ayla reached across to touch his hand. “Ready?”
Toby nodded, keeping his father in sight.
The brother behind Ayla nudged her and she had to turn her gaze back to the front where a woman in a tattered gown kneeled. Where had all these people come from?
“Bless you,” Ayla murmured. Then she pretended to cough and put her hand to her mouth before giving over the cloth.
Ayla was already slumping in her chair by the time Toby managed to free his pill from his hem.
There was a moment of horror, then the brother forced the shocked pilgrim to move on and Toby’s sister slid in front of Ayla, sheltering her from the crowd.
Ayla was lying completely still. As he watched, the rise and fall of her chest slowed. The colour drained from her face and her lips turned a bluish purple.
He couldn’t stop his own gasp: “Ayla!”
Panicked attendants now formed a wall between them and the crowd shifted.
Quickly Toby slid the pill on to his tongue. It tasted bitter and Toby wasn’t sure if he was meant to swallow or chew it. He crunched it quickly, grimacing as the flavour flooded his mouth. He imagined that this was what death tasted like.
What if the pill turned out to be real poison? What if something went wrong with the plan after he was asleep? What if he never woke up? The gritty shards stuck in his throat as Toby shifted his gaze towards Ayla. As he did so, he spotted another familiar figure in the crowd.
“Nell’s here?” he whispered.
She snaked in and out of the crowd, accompanied by a tattoo-headed Banshee pirate on either side. She was headed for his father.
Toby tried to surge to his feet but his limbs were heavy and he fell to his knees.
There was no one to lift him to his feet – half of the attendants surrounded Ayla and others were running into the sanctuary or trying to control the panicking crowd.
From the floor, Toby couldn’t see his father, Simeon or Nell. He tried to get up, but his brain seemed to have no connection to his body.
He heard the sanctuary door crash open.
He fought to keep his eyes open as Ayla was lifted by four uncles and rushed up the steps with a furious Mother Hesper at her side. Why was he still awake?
Toby tried to call out again, but his lips were glued together, his throat unable to form sounds.
“The Sun, the Sun is on the ground.” Someone from the crowd saw him and pointed.
A horrified sister ran to him, but it was too late – the crowd had turned to a mob, surging forwards.
“Get the stand-ins,” Mother Hesper shrieked. She abandoned Ayla, ran to Toby’s side and began to shake him.
He groaned, the only sound he could make.
“Get up!”
Toby tried to obey, but he was unable to move.
“Toby!” His father’s roar cut through the noise. Toby spotted Simeon, Nell right behind him. They were coming to protect him from the mob. His head lolled slowly to the left and his eyes began to close.
“Don’t you dare!” Mother Hesper slapped him, her bony hands stinging his cheek. He stirred.
“Get him to the infirmary – he’ll be all right,”
Two brothers lifted him to his feet.
Toby wanted to scream. They were meant to think he was dead. Why hadn’t his pill worked?
A line of uncles had appeared. They now lined up in front of the thrones, blocking the crowd from reaching them.
At Mother Hesper’s shout, the captain’s eyes had narrowed. If Toby’s pill hadn’t worked, their plan was ruined. He threw himself at the guardian uncles, Simeon at his side.
“Let me past. I have to get to my son!”
The captain drove a punch into the face of the nearest uncle but the others held him back.
Toby saw Arthur and Summer, as if in a dream, robed like he and Ayla, rushing down the cathedral steps towards the thrones.
“The new Sun and Moon,” Mother Hesper yelled at the terrified pilgrims. “The true Sun and Moon. There is no problem here.” She gestured to Toby. “These were struck down because of their unworthiness. You cannot fool the Sun. Praise the Sun!”
Gradually the crowd stopped fighting. Only Barnaby and Simeon continued to wrestle, still desperately trying to get to Toby.
Summer stood and raised her arms, making a sun sign, as Arthur curled himself into a moon pose.
“Praise the Sun,” Summer called.
Toby blinked. Arthur and Summer were tongueless – they had to be.
Again he struggled weakly.
“Infirmary, now!” Mother Hesper snapped. “We cannot have two Suns out here.” She pressed her index finger to Toby’s forehead, forcing his head up. “I’m not sure what happened here. Perhaps you were rejected by the Sun for being unworthy.” She tilted her head. “But don’t worry, once you are sufficiently recovered, we will still be staking you out for the blinding.”
She turned her back on him and Toby blinked tears from his eyes. How had everything gone so wrong?
As Toby stared, still frozen, his father and Simeon were hauled to their feet and dragged before Mother Hesper.
“True pilgrims don’t attack members of the Solar Order. Take them to the cells,” she said. Then she reached out and plucked the cloth from his father’s pocket. “You don’t deserve this.” As she tugged it free, Toby could only watch in horror as the precious inverter tumbled out of the folded cloth. It bounced on the packed earth and rolled to a stop.
Mother Hesper’s eyes flashed and she turned to stare at Toby. “Forget the infirmary. Take him straight to the cells.”