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The entombment of all that wrath

bespeaks the stench of a

fragmenting into

finality.

To me, this matters.

I anchor there as to a lifeline,

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there where

what other self-bound persons

had wrapped and lovingly

laid, a total

loss for all, for all

was found in purity, among his friends

changed, but the same time opening

everything on earth to the

power that lifted him.

No wonder Paul cried out,

“I count all loss…” — above all, loss.

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Among us, Jesus found

encrusted words and structures;

he washed and brushed them clean

and out of the intractability

of history learned by rote

stepped, in simplicity the exemplar,

into the prairies of

dutiful days, each with the taste

of moving slowly towards…without

the horizon coming any closer.

His are the evenings of a

king in a cave kept wakeful by

deftly deciphering the

poems he found written in his heart.

When most of his people trailed

about in molting plumage —

aping, through fear and envy,

those not themselves —

he brokenheartedly

tried to put heart in them

again, or rouse them to the dread, in time,

that dragged them down

into insensibility.

In the besieged city

he moved among the panic-crazed;

and where skin-and-bone

cannibals crept or

by the walls, rocked against the rock

like a cribbed infant.

Once for a time

all of them were

strangers far from home.

They knew the wreckage to be

faced and put together somehow

on their return some day.

Once again there, Jesus too found

words twisted, rubble about, and

again he swept and tended them

gently, almost smiling

when some who so cherished

the traditional that they urged

stains, gritty particles, dust

must be left, too, untouched.

His words flowed from a

clear wellspring always ’til now

a little tainted by the

hand that cupped to drink, or the

crafted ladle.

Why was this one then

dragged off and left abandoned to

indifferent cruelty once, with no

home left, anywhere?

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Entombment, however, is

new in all history.

What it is for.