Twenty-Eight

Chloe stood by the snack machine and pretended to look at the various choices sitting isolated in their refrigerated cubicles. She didn’t feel like eating. She would probably never feel like eating again. There were two kinds of people, she decided. One kind ate more when they were nervous and the other couldn’t eat at all. She was the other kind. Her stomach was twisted into tight, angry knots and the thought of anything sliding down her throat brought on an immediate gagging reflex.

Where was Bailey? She had seen his truck in the parking lot, but there was no sign of him. It was lunchtime. The benches under the trees were filling up with brown-baggers and the line for the cafeteria was lengthening by the minute.

“Hi, Chloe.” Tess Hennessey had materialized beside her. “Are you buying today?”

Chloe shook her head. “I’m not hungry.”

Tess shifted her books into her other arm and nodded toward the cafeteria. “Sit with us, anyway.”

Slowly, keeping her eye out for Bailey, Chloe followed Tess into the air-conditioned cafeteria. She slid onto the bench, leaving room for Tess to follow.

As usual, Skylar Taft was holding court. “Hey, Chloe. We missed you this morning.”

“I came late,” Chloe mumbled.

“How come?”

“I was tired. My mom let me sleep.”

Skylar leaned forward, her shiny dark hair swinging against her cheeks. “Is it true?”

“What?”

“That you were with Bailey Jones in his trailer just minutes after he killed his mother?”

Chloe reared back. Her cheeks were the color of bleached bone. She opened her mouth to speak, but the words wouldn’t come.

Tess spoke for her. “Skylar Taft. What an awful thing to say.”

Skylar shrugged. “All I did was ask if Chloe was there.”

All eyes were on Chloe. She cleared her throat. “Bailey didn’t kill his mother,” she said clearly. “Lizzie Jones was sick.”

“My dad said he smothered her. He got word of it from the sheriff.”

“Stop it, Skylar. You know those are only rumors.” Under the table, Tess squeezed Chloe’s hand.

“Chloe can tell me to stop,” said Skylar. “She doesn’t need you to speak for her.”

Suddenly Chloe was angry. “Stop asking stupid questions, Skylar. I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Suddenly the room went quiet. Chloe closed her eyes and prayed for the impossible. Then, slowly, like a film in slow motion, she turned toward the door. Bailey Jones, in a frayed shirt and faded jeans, stood at the entrance. For a fraction of a second, he hesitated and then walked toward the serving line. Chloe’s heart plummeted. Why had he come?

All eyes followed Bailey as he picked up a tray and took his turn through the line. The hush was absolute. Chloe could hear the clock ticking on the wall. Coins in the register clinked as the cashier made change. Time slowed. The hole in her stomach burned. Her eyes blurred. She wished herself a million miles away. Her mother was right. Why hadn’t she stayed home today?

Suddenly, a whistle pierced the quiet. Then a voice called out, “How’s your mama, Bailey?”

Chloe cringed. She looked at Bailey. The line of his jaw was tight and hard and his skin was stained a dark, passionate red. He walked with his tray to a table half filled with students and sat down. Within seconds, the table was quickly and silently evacuated. Bailey picked up his fork and began to eat.

A serious drumming began in Chloe’s ears. She picked up her books.

Tess’s hand snaked out and clutched her arm. “Don’t, Chloe,” she whispered.

Chloe pulled her arm away, and under the regard of a roomful of hostile eyes, walked across the room to sit beside Bailey.

He didn’t look up.

She pitched her voice at a slightly lower-than-normal level. “How are you?”

“How do you think?”

“That bad?”

He nodded.

Voices around them had started up again.

“Have you heard what they’re saying?” she asked.

“I heard.”

“What are you going to do?”

Bailey looked at her. “Nothing I can do.”

Chloe swallowed. “Bailey, I—”

“Go away, Chloe. It’s only gonna get worse for you.”

“Why did you come here?” she asked. “You had to know what would happen.”

He looked at her and the rage in his black eyes was a palpable thing. She swallowed and forced herself to keep eye contact.

“I couldn’t stay there,” he said, his voice so low she barely heard him. “I had to do something normal, be where people are.”

She didn’t hear him. Her eyes were fixed on the door. Two men in police uniforms stood at the entrance. They’d taken up positions at the door, steely-eyed, hands on their belts. One stayed behind. The other walked deliberately toward Bailey.

Chloe struggled for air. Run away, her mind screamed. She said nothing.

The policeman stopped behind Bailey. “Stand up, kid,” he said.

Bailey stood and started to turn. He was pushed forward. His arms were pulled back and cuffs slapped on his wrists.

“Bailey Jones, you’re under arrest,” the man began. “You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say may be held against you in a court of law.”

Bailey said nothing.

Tears streaked down Chloe’s cheeks. “No,” she said out loud. “No.”

“Go home, Chloe,” Bailey muttered. “Go home now.”

Unable to muster enough strength to stand, she buried her head in her arms. She did not want to watch Bailey being taken away in handcuffs.

Minutes passed. She felt a small hand on her shoulder.

“It’ll be all right, Chloe,” Tess said. “C’mon. Let’s go.”

“I don’t think I can,” Chloe mumbled into the crook of her arm.

Tess’s breath was warm against her ear. “Don’t cry. Just stand up and walk out of here with me now.”

Somehow, Chloe managed to collect her belongings. Keeping her eyes on Tess’s back, she followed her out of the building, across the cool, shaded grass and out to the sidewalk leading into town. Two blocks later, Tess was still walking.

Chloe caught up with her. “Where are we going?”

“I don’t know,” Tess confessed. “Maybe my dad is in his office.”

“I don’t think so,” Chloe said. “He took my mom to the beach on some island.”

Tess slowed her pace. “Oh.”

“I don’t care anymore,” Chloe said. “Not after everything else. Do you?”

“You mean about them being together?” Tess shook her head. “It doesn’t bother me. I don’t remember my parents being married and I like your mom. It’s just that my mom’s insane. It’s going to bother her and she’ll figure out a way to make everything worse.” She waved her hand. “Never mind. That isn’t important now. We have to figure out what to do.”

“Do you realize that we’re ditching school?”

Tess nodded. “It was that or be emotionally stoned to death.”

Chloe stared at her, pleasantly surprised. Tess Hennessey had insights she never would have imagined. It suddenly occurred to her that the mousy, brown-eyed girl she’d dismissed as shallow and boring had a spine of steel. Suddenly she was ashamed. “Thanks, Tess. I really appreciate your standing up for me the way you did.”

“You’re welcome.” Shock had loosened Tess’s reticent tongue. “I didn’t only do it for you. I did it for Bailey, too. They persecute him for no reason. I can’t stand Skylar Taft. I can’t imagine why I have anything to do with her, except that there wasn’t anyone else until you came along. She controls everybody.”

“Where are we going?” Chloe asked.

“I don’t know,” Tess confessed. “We can’t go to my house. My mom will be furious.”

“Mine would understand, I think,” said Chloe, “but she’s not home.”

“What about your grandparents?”

Chloe shook her head “My grandma’s not doing very well and my granddad has enough on his plate right now.” Suddenly she brightened. “I know. We’ll go to Verna Lee’s.”

Tess frowned. “Why would we go there?”

“She’s a friend of Bailey’s and she’s my friend, too. She’ll let us hang out there for a while.”

Tess stopped and turned to Chloe. “We’re going to have to tell them, you know. It’s just that I’d rather wait for my dad. He’s more rational.”

Chloe nodded. “My mom isn’t always rational, but we didn’t do anything wrong.”

“We left school in the middle of the day without permission,” Tess reminded her. “My mom is going to flip out and my grandpa will be even worse.”

“Why did you do it?”

Tess shrugged. “I knew I had to do something. I mean, you were just sitting there all alone. What are friends for?”

Chloe’s heart was full. She felt like crying. “I don’t know, Tess,” she said softly. “I’m beginning to think I never had one until you.”

Perks was empty. Verna Lee, dressed in a bright yellow sarong skirt and peasant blouse, was cleaning the counter. She smiled when she saw Chloe. “Hi, sweetie. Did school let out early today?”

Chloe flopped down on to one of the soft couches. “It’s a long story.” She glanced at Tess. “This is Tess Hennessey.”

“I know Tess,” said Verna Lee. “Her daddy talks about her all the time. Make yourself at home, honey.”

Tess sat down beside Chloe, leaned her head back against the pillowed back and moaned. “This feels so good.”

Verna Lee filled two large glasses with apple juice and set them down in front of the girls. She sat down on the couch facing them and crossed her legs. “Tell me what’s going on,” she said.

“Bailey was arrested,” Chloe said.

“It was at school, in front of everybody,” Tess added. “They’re saying he killed his mother.”

“Holy shi—Moses.” Verna Lee’s yellow eyes took up half her face. “That can’t be right.”

“It is.” Chloe sat up. “It happened like this.” She proceeded to explain the events of the last forty-eight hours, beginning with her strange foreboding the day she’d bicycled to see Bailey and ending with Tess leading her out of the cafeteria and toward Main Street.

Verna Lee’s voice shook. “That poor boy. Have you told your grandfather about this, Chloe? If anyone can help, he can.”

“He already knows. He’s the one who told my mother.”

“Does he know what happened at school?”

Chloe shook her head. “We came straight here.”

A smile hovered at the corners of Verna Lee’s mouth. “I’m flattered that you would come here first. It’s a wonderful compliment. But your grandfather needs to know what happened.” She stood. “C’mon. I’ll drive you home.”

“What about Tess?” Chloe asked.

“I’m coming with you,” Tess said quickly. “Your mom and my dad will be home at the same time. I can wait at your house and he can take me home.”

Verna Lee knew Tracy Wentworth by reputation and said nothing.

The trip from Assateague Island was filled with comfortable silence. Libby was tired and Russ concentrated on motoring the boat back to the Cove. It was nearly six o’clock when they arrived. Without a word, Libby jumped out on to the dock to secure the line to a piling. Russ turned off the motor and checked the ropes, turning to see if she would wait for him. She stopped at the end of the dock and leaned against the railing. He caught up with her and took her hand. “It’s been a great day.”

“If only we didn’t have to face my mother.”

Russ frowned. “Is there a problem with your mother?”

“I’m beginning to think there has always been a problem with my mother, only I didn’t know it.”

“I thought girls got along with their mothers.”

“That’s because you had no sisters.”

Their banter was light and superficial the rest of the way home. Libby felt good, not excited or euphoric, but a contented kind of good that relaxed her muscles and brought a smile to her lips.

Russ turned down the long driveway. The sun was directly in front of the windshield. At first Libby didn’t see the red car parked in front of the house. When she did, it was too late to hide her reaction. “This is ridiculous,” she exploded. “Why doesn’t she just move in?”

Russ frowned. “That’s Verna Lee’s coupe. What’s going on, Libba?”

“I’m tired of the lies and secrets. Why don’t they just come out with it?”

“With what?”

“The truth.”

“You leaked some of it the other day.”

“I can’t say anything else. Not yet.”

He shrugged, turned off the engine and walked around the car to open the door. “Shall we brave them together?”

“I’d appreciate it very much.”

The front door opened and Tess ran down the steps into her father’s arms. “Where have you been? I’ve been waiting for hours,” she cried.

“Waiting for what? Where’s your mother?”

Tess pulled away. “She’s really mad at me, Daddy. I left school early. I guess you could say I ditched, but I couldn’t help it. Chloe was in really bad shape and I was the only one who could help.”

Panic rose in Libby’s throat. “Where is Chloe?”

Chloe appeared at the door. “I’m here, Mom.”

“Thank God.” Libby ran up the porch steps and threw her arms around her daughter.

“Bailey was arrested at school.” Chloe’s lip quivered. “I couldn’t—” She stopped, unable to continue.

“Chloe was sitting with him,” Tess continued. “Everybody’s saying he murdered his mother. Chloe couldn’t go back to class, Daddy.”

“Of course not,” Libby said quickly, tightening her arms protectively around Chloe. “Why didn’t you go to the office and ask to come home?”

“My mother wouldn’t have understood,” Tess said.

“I knew you weren’t home,” Chloe added. “We went to Verna Lee’s and she brought us home. Granddad is with Bailey, wherever that is.”

Libby leaned against a pillar and chewed on her lip. She was an unfit parent. Somewhere along the way she’d missed out on acquiring the skills that every other mother naturally assimilated. It wasn’t through lack of trying. Where had she gone wrong? Her own upbringing had been sane enough. Nola Ruth made it all look so easy. Even Shelby was a good mother. Her red-haired, green-eyed friend managed her twins with a scattered, down-home consistency that left no doubt in their minds when she meant business. Of course Shelby had Fletcher, a man who had adored his tiny scraps of humanity from the moment they drew their first breath. Nola Ruth had Cole and Shelby had Fletch. Libby had been alone since the moment the obstetrician pronounced her child a girl. She hadn’t wanted it that way, but Eric hadn’t been interested in parenting.

She gave herself a mental shake. That was water under the bridge. “C’mon, everybody. Let’s go inside. We’re home now. Russ can call Tess’s mother and explain and we can get something to eat. Everything will be all right.”

“Verna Lee fixed us dinner,” Chloe said.

Libby frowned. “Where’s Serena?”

“It’s her night off.”

Could her guilt be any worse?

Apparently Russ could read her mind. His voice, smooth and warm and slightly amused, came from behind her in the hallway. “Easy does it, Libba. You’re allowed a day off now and then. No one could have predicted this.”

Verna Lee came out of the kitchen. She slung her purse over her shoulder. “I’ll be leaving now,” she said quietly. “I never intended to stay this long, but Cole left and your mother—” She paused. “She’s sleeping now. I didn’t tell her much. You can do that.”

“Thank you for everything you did today.”

Verna Lee waved away her words. “Don’t think twice about it. I like Chloe. I’ve liked her since the first day I met her. I’d have liked her even if she wasn’t your daughter. She’s unusual. You’ve done a fine job, Libba Jane.” She looked embarrassed. “That was a mouthful. I’ll be going now before I say any more.”

Chloe waited for the door to close behind Verna Lee. “What was that all about?”

Tess spoke up. “I think she just gave you a compliment.”

Over Chloe’s head, Russ’s eyes met Libby’s. “You know where the phone is,” she said. “The girls and I will wait in the living room.”

Ten minutes later, white-lipped and monosyllabic, Russ returned. “Get in the car, Tess. I’ll take you home.”

“Is everything all right?” Libby asked.

“Fine,” he said tersely. “I’ll tell you about it later.”

“Is Mama really mad?” Tess asked anxiously.

Russ attempted a smile. “You know the answer to that, Tess. You knew it when you took off today without telling anyone. You have to face the music.” His voice gentled. “But don’t worry, you won’t face it alone. I won’t let her beat you.”

“She doesn’t do that.”

“Not physically, anyway.”

Tess stood. “Bye, Chloe. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Chloe nodded.

Libby walked them to the car. “What’s going on?” she asked when Tess was safely in the car.

Russ shook his head. “I’ll handle it. Thanks for the day.”

“You haven’t done anything wrong,” she reminded him. “It’s not your fault that Tess left school and came here. She has to know that.”

“You’re assuming Tracy thinks logically.” He took her hand and kissed her briefly on the lips. “Don’t worry so much. We’ve all got our problems. I’ll handle my ex-wife.”

She watched them drive away until there was nothing left but a swirl of dust in the distance.

Inside the house, Chloe lingered on the stairs. “What’s going to happen to Bailey?”

“I don’t know,” Libby said honestly. “Granddad will do everything he can.” She hesitated. “Did Bailey ever talk about his mother’s illness?”

The girl shrugged. “Not specifically. I asked him about it once. She was blind, you know, and in pain. It hurt him to see her like that. She wouldn’t sell her land. She wanted it for Bailey.”

None of it sounded promising. Once again Libby had a sudden urge to go to church. She hadn’t stepped inside one for years, but the hold of her religion was still strong. It was just as impossible to be an ex-Catholic as it was to be an ex-daughter or an ex-female, although she’d read about people who’d tried. Right now the pull was strong. She felt vulnerable, out of control, desperately in need of something more powerful and competent than herself.

She felt sandy and sticky. “I need a shower. We can go for a drive later, if you want,” she suggested. “Maybe we could find some ice cream in Salisbury.”

Chloe shook her head. “I’m tired. I’m going to bed early.”

Libby slung her arm around Chloe’s slim shoulders and together they walked upstairs.

Despite the purifier she knew her father had installed, she showered quickly, keeping her head down and the seam of her lips tightly shut. Slightly ashamed of her phobia, she turned off the water and toweled herself dry. Wrapping the terry cloth around her head, she wiped the mirror with her hand and stared at her reflection, critically examining her body. Not perfect by any means, but not bad. Libby had only recently been obsessed with appearances, not like Shelby who bemoaned every new wrinkle and suffered agonies over some future date when she imagined walking across the street and hard hats continued about their business instead of turning to whistle in appreciation. Hers was a milder obsession. She had a sense of time marching on and leaving her behind less, somehow, than she’d been before.

She cupped her breasts and tightened her stomach muscles. Finally, concave again, and not only because of her regular morning runs. Anxiety was the best diet in the world. Only contented women who had their lives in order with nothing to hide had meat on their bones. She wanted to be one of them, round-faced, comfortable women who carried a sweetness within them, women who were long past relationship worries.

Libby sighed. If only Chloe wasn’t traumatized. That was more than enough to ask for. If they could get through this, and if Chloe still wanted to go home, she would make her happy and take her back.

Meanwhile, there was Russ. He had a slow hand and an easy touch and a way of making her heart pump and her blood sing. For Libby, the dry spell was over. The strength of her desire shook her. He would no more than move his hand across her skin and she was lost in that swirling whirlpool of heat and color and longing that rocked her senses and stripped her of the inhibitions collected over a lifetime. She knew every intimate crevice of his body, the taste of his skin, the sound of his breathing, the pulse beat in his temples. Each time, with the trembling anticipation of the first time, she waited for the moment when it would all begin again and the slow, careful, seductive touch of his hands and mouth and tongue would change the woman that was Libby Delacourte, Eric Richards’s cold and uninspired wife, into a sensuous, flame-lit addict of the flesh.

What would it be like to begin again with Russ, somewhere far away from Marshyhope Creek and Nola Ruth, from Bailey Jones and Tracy Wentworth, somewhere safe and suburban and normal, where people and animals could drink from the taps and swim in the lakes and fish in the streams? Maybe he would come back to California with her.

She sighed. There was no going back. There would always be Tracy because there was Tess, and for Libby, right now, there was Chloe and Nola Ruth.