RICKY Kalsi is a mysterious force. When dubstep and grime were at their creative peak, MCs loved his tunes, which consistently demolished raves. Of course others straddled both scenes – Plastician, for example – and many crossed the fence from time to time. And studio-heads are often allergic to the social and promotional side of things. Yet given the reverence his music was held in, Kalsi always seemed a distant presence, existing slightly away from both scenes. And for all its ability to deliver precisely what each scene wanted – grime's vainglorious, militant energy, dubstep's skull-crushing dread weight – his music always had something “other” about it too. As if he came to the sounds and rhythms by processes completely different from anyone else's. As if there was always something else going on in the track, which had nothing to do with its immediate function.
Turns out there was a lot more going on. Throughout the late 2000s he was extremely prolific, pouring out the beats, but his musical second act, starting around 2010, was at least as potent as his initial impact. Now he let go of the rhythmic constraints of scenes completely and started composing at whatever tempo took his fancy. With his Tears of Joy album (2012) themed around the death of his baby son, it became clear that he was significantly more engaged with his music than someone just banging tunes out for the sake of it. Every passing release saw new permutations of the themes running through his work: cosmic, Vangelis- style synth themes, superhuman overwhelming bass, militant rhythms. This was clearly the work of someone seeking something in their musical explorations.
In interview, Kalsi was enormously genial – he welcomed me into his local Italian restaurant in Croydon and introduced me to the boss with a classic “my mate'll take care of you”. And he was open too, but he's a complex character, sometimes moody, sometimes disappearing off-radar completely. As became clear, his connection to the music he makes and plays has always been a steadying, constant force, which perhaps explains the intensity running through it from his first tracks to his most recent. Just listen to Vision (2018) – made with German producer / instrumentalist Danny Scrilla aka Daniel Pirkl – and you know he doesn't mess about. Iron Soul, his grime alias – which is in fact older than Kromestar – is still very much in evidence too. Sometimes operating in the shadows can be a very healthy thing for a musician to do.
OK yeah, I've heard that. I always have in my head that I have to build something of my own and the only person that can do it is me. So I don't give top radio DJs my music. That's probably where that “underrated” thing comes from. I just don't give out my music. I keep it to myself.
Yes and no. In 2005-08 I was cool, man, but too laid back. I didn't know how many fans I had. I wasn't on social network sites, I was sitting in my house making tunes. Since 2012, I've got more involved. One time I put one message up on my Facebook to see what happens. [The reaction] was funny, I loved it, so that's when I went to start my own label [Nebula Music] and set up my own agency.
Probably until my sister was born. Being an only child for a while, I had everything I wanted, I didn't want anything to change. Certain people like to do this and that with other people, and get their quarter million plays online, but that shit don't get to me. It's cool.
I was around music. My dad used to play tablas and was always singing. Every Sunday we had to have this noise in the house. And in the morning my mum had had to play a prayer. So there was music every morning and when I went to school I'd be humming the prayer – the melody anyway, I didn't know how to speak the language. But I was into art and design, graphics, that was my first love. I meant to become an architect, but that went pear-shaped.
Believe it or not I went through a psychotic episode at 16. It wasn't bad, but I wasn't… there. That lasted about a month, but I lost my talent of how to draw! I lost everything, I couldn't understand it. All I got out of it was anger, I started suffering from anger management problems. So I went into music, as a release. I started buying garage records, got some decks, and when I heard a So Solid record, I straight away went “I've got to make some beats!”
Yeah, I used to go Exposure, all the garage nights. I never got into jungle. That was my uncle and them lot. It wasn't our scene, but that's an era I wish I'd got into. I don't know what I would've been like now.
BASS. Bass. It was tunes like ‘Piano Loco’.211 It's the end. I heard that and it was a mad one, like “Why so much bass?” But then you see people moving to it, and alright, it's doing something. Then the [Ms.] Dynamite tune, ‘Booo!’ That was a different type of frequency. A mad frequency. Sticky's serious.
A guy I was studying with came round my house in Selhurst, like “Check this software out.” It was Fruityloops 3, and I was straight away “Woaaaah, this is alright!” I was familiar with drum patterns because I was playing drums from young, just tapping on the tablas. I can't do all the tones and that but I can play a rhythm pattern – and I played the dhol as well, with the sticks.
Not straight away. For South London, it was So Solid, then it was grime. That's what came through. I liked the grimy garage to begin with: ‘Piano Loco’, Zed Bias, Narrows and them lot. Then grime, DJ Oddz, Wiley, Wonder, Hindzy D, tunes like ‘Shrapnel’. They were the people that stood out, and then it really started being a madness. I knew I'd never likely meet any of these people, so I'd just make it myself in my bedroom and that'd be that really.
That's what I'm saying, mad sounds, but put together so well. That's something I thought I could do, so that's where I started to write under the Iron Soul alias. Replicating other people's tunes, unofficial remixes, then my own ideas.
Oh yeah. Back then I was on it. Didn't have no job, wasn't studying, I was making about five tunes a day. Some producers do one tune, then keep doing versions on that sound – with me it was a different tune every single time.
Just my friends. But they never went “That's sick”, more just sly hating, like [tooth suck] “You didn't make that man, nah, prove it to me” But I was MCing too before I made beats, and one of the guys played something I did to J-Sweet. I didn't know who he was. Even now I don't listen radio, I don't watch much TV either. J-Sweet said he wanted to put it out, so as far as I was concerned it was “Cool, someone'll hear it, great.” Then I realised who he was, making tracks with Alias and stuff, that ‘Gutter’ tune, rahh that was huge. That was the breakthrough.
Nah. I wasn't socialising like that then. I didn't know what was going on. I was at home making tracks, didn't know who played what, how many units my records were doing. Just went in got my money, came back. Doing what a teenager does.
I knew about that weird 2-step stuff, when Skream and that were first doing it. People around me mixing records would go “Have you been to FWD>>” and I'd just be “Nah, what kind of rave name is that?” But first time I went there I met Jay 5ive and Plastician. It was that one time that changed everything. I felt like I could be a part of it, straight aways. So I went home, and again I done the same thing – five tunes a day, but dark, bassy stuff, just aiming to be played at FWD>>. N-Type was the first, he'd go in there and play them. And I kept coming with so much that people paid attention. I didn't know then, but consistency will get you a long way. Being overly consistent, if that exists: just constantly bringing something new for people.
I listened to a lot of Mike Oldfield, Tubular Bells 2003. There's this one track, ‘Ghost Bells’, super short but with these ambient scary sounds. And a lot of Wu-Tang, Mobb Deep, that's what I was chilling to.
I was just in their faces all the time. I'd go FWD>>, then Mixing Records, and what used to be Big Apple – I'd see N-Type there all the time. Hatcha would come through, Arthur would come through, certain people would go “Oh that's Benga” or “That's Skream” – and then when I saw them in the rave that's when I was plugging music. Passing them CDs. I didn't know how to use the internet, I was a bit backwards on that, I still am.
No, I was still doing Iron Soul bits as grime settled down, and the UK rap scene was doing its thing, I wasn't really cool with myself doing just that though: not saying that I was getting bored, but I needed to spread out. I was doing dubstep that whole period of time, and I'd go back to hip hop to take a nice little break and stay inspired. People were still calling me Iron Soul. ‘Kalawanji’ was originally going to come out as Iron Soul.
Yeah. Iron Soul was still that soulful sound, it wasn't as heavy. But I could take it to the darkest places with the Kromestar stuff. I needed to make sure there was a thick line down the middle.
Yeah, loads of bookings. My first booking was at DMZ in 2005. Bruv, I only had about five or six Kromestar tunes finished then. That's why I'll always big up Mala, because he threw me in at the deep end. I couldn't DJ! I mean I could mix, but in front of all these people? But Mala trusted me. And because I was on the stage, and I saw the people, I went “Wow!” and that's when I started paying a bit more attention. I wasn't really used to it, I didn't like it. But that's when I realised this shit was real.
More shows, more Deep Medi stuff, more gigs everywhere. Though I'll be honest: I never left the UK. I have a real fear of flying. I'd go to Amsterdam, mind, obviously [smoking mime], but only with friends. If there was a bag of us – Deep Medi or DMZ on tour – I was good, but I wouldn't go anywhere on my own.
It was live man! We were all on the same level. I can't explain what that was exactly. We're all very different people. For people that different to connect, it's got to be solid. I find it very hard to connect with anyone: not only am I the black sheep of my family, but I can be that guy with friends who won't talk to anyone, who'll just sit in a corner. But with Deep Medi, I was involved. And that's how it all started to spike – I met Coki through Mala, met Jay 5ive through Quest, met Silkie, anyone else who came through in that way I knew I could chat to.
I just thought they were sick, straight away. Silkie's a different one, though, musically. It's good, just real, real good music. But me and Quest connected straight away, because we've got a thing where it'll always take you to a dark place when you listen to our tunes. It's got that door in, that door where you can pay a little visit in that dark room. Same with Jay 5ive, Reza.
That's where you know more than me. I'll be honest, I stopped going out in 08. Life took over, I had to stop.
It did. I've related to what he's gone through, because I went through what I went through when I was 16. It's not on the scale of what he did, but I know the anxiety and the pressure. I still do – not like I'll have a panic attack, but if it gets to me, I need to be left alone.
I think so. But I miss the madness of those days. If all those lot were here now, this building wouldn't be here. Those TVs would be smashed up. Just from good times! But so much from then on is lost in time. I was doing so much, I'd end up rushing tunes. Tracks like ‘Aggravation’ I just don't like to this day, because they were rushed.212
Nah [rubs fingers together]: easy dollar. There was stuff going on I had to take care of, madness going on in my family, break-ups and stuff. I had to take care of my mum and my gran. So it was making money. There's a period of time I just don't remember, it's blank, gone, 2006-08. Just gigs, too much music, rushing tunes, not respecting the fanbase. Earning money. I don't miss that.
It was [laughs]. And I was bored! Compare the length of time I was in grime from how long I was in dubstep. I was stuck in that zone for time. I was bored. I think I just did something at 150 or 160bpm, and then I just thought “Yeah, I don't need to stick at a tempo.” I wasn't listening to anything else, except to Jim [Om Unit] because he was the person I was sparring with at that time. He'd come out of doing his hip hop, the 2Tall thing. I think the first tune of his that really messed up my head was his remix of Joker, the ‘Pop Lock Mix’.213 That was where I really went “WHAT?” And also I could hear Prodigy, Mobb Deep on this, because my head was still in that American rappers thing. And then it was ‘Corridor’ that opened up the next door for me.214 Just listened, and I'd be like [nods] “Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.” It made sense.
I was building shit like that before I ever heard Om Unit. So when he came with those it was like “Ohhhh shit – there's my brother!” Cool. Done. Gave him a heap of stuff to listen to, ‘Don't Make Sense’, all those tunes, and that's when the link happened.215
People are scared. It's safe to stay with the style you made your name with. I'll do anything, though. I'll open up my shows with a brand new rap song. I just do what I want. Even if it's just one person buys that one song, it don't mean nothing to me. Making music is like talking to someone for me, it's like therapy. Makes me feel so much better.
I take my time now. People say to me, “You knock them out, man,” and I'll nod and stay quiet – but really it's not like it was back in the day. I'll spend a week on a tune. I'm making two, three tunes a month. Life takes over too, you've got big things to deal with.
They do. Because how long is a buzz? There's a lot of different buzzes out there. I could be referring to anything, could be talking about a psychotic episode, could be talking about drugs, could be talking about some deep thought that puts you in the zone.
That's dub. That's the University Of Dub. When I used to go there, same time I went to FWD>>, that's when I knew I had to make sure my shit is pumping like the way it's coming out of Jah Shaka Sound or King Earthquake. There was the day I literally passed out at University Of Dub from the sound. Blacked out. I came back about three, four in the morning, thinking “How am I going to get my music sounding so fat like that?” Woke up in the morning, went to Richer Sounds, bought myself a 22” sub. My mum's house had solid walls, switching that on in a room with solid walls: that's when I made ‘Kalawanji’! Then Skream played that in Leeds, Subdub, and I heard it and it was [rubs chin, grins, nods]. The end. The b-line's kicking out still. That was that. That's where my mixdown comes from.
Yeah, from 2008 really. I tried different things, and that's when I started to be comfortable, knowing I wasn't stuck with one sound. But I'll be real, it was literally from when I lost my son in 2012, that you can see the path to where I am now. It came together in that Tears of Joy project, because that was personal, it was hard, but that's also where I finally was like [middle fingers up] “Fuck everyone else, I'm doing what I want to do now. This is me.” I still thought about bread and butter, but it was never more about that than the passion for what I was doing. And you know what? My loss didn't get to me as much, because I had someone to speak to – in the music I was making. I put what I was feeling into what I did. What else was I supposed to do? Go into a dark hole, start picking up the drink again? Nah.
Yep. I hadn't thought of it, but yeah it is.
Kromestar released the Visions collaboration with Danny Scrilla in 2018, and continues to roll out EPs on his Nebula Music Group Bandcamp page